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    the gods lie because that's all they can do.

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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    Chuuya has been pulling away for months. Dazai, reading the coldness and the distance, decides to cut the cord before he can be the one left behind. He presents the divorce papers, expecting a fight, a screaming match, anything.

    Instead, Chuuya just signs them.

    What Dazai doesn't know is that the distance wasn't a lack of love. It was a barricade. Chuuya is fighting a terrifying, progressive battle against his own failing body, and he would rather lose his marriage than let Dazai watch him waste away.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    On the night Dazai leaves the Port Mafia, Oda's blood still staining the edge of the bandages around his wrists, he makes an offer that will change everything:

    "Come with me, Chuuya."

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    03 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    "You give too much to dead things, Chuuya," Dazai murmured, his thumb dragging slowly across Chuuya's cheek. Chuuya Nakahara is drowning. Buried under his late mentor's massive debt, he subsists on cold coffee, cheap whiskey, and the brutal, meticulous work of underground art restoration. He has exactly zero time for distractions.

    When a terrifyingly wealthy stranger named Dazai breaks into his freezing studio in the middle of a rainstorm with a ruined seventeenth-century portrait and an offer of half a million euros, Chuuya doesn't have the luxury of saying no.

    But as the layers of soot and oxidized varnish are stripped away, the painting reveals an impossible secret. Dazai isn't just paying for a restoration—he's looking for something much older and far more dangerous. And unfortunately for Chuuya, Dazai seems entirely intent on dragging him down into the dark right alongside him.

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    01 May 2026

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    2006 at 3:48 PM

    ‘You and Shoko get to go to Kyoto together? Unfair. How come I’m always the one going on solo trips.’

    Click.

    1 missed voicemail.

    From: Suguru

    December 17th, 2006 at 8:27 PM

    ‘Sucks for you.’ Gojo curses the amusement in his voice. ‘That’s what it means to be the strongest, doesn’t it? To be the loneliest, as well.’

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    1 missed voicemail.

    From: Satoru

    December 17th, 2006 at 8:30 PM

    ‘I’m not lonely when I’m with you.’

    Click.

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    All their messages left to rest.

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    05 Jul 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fucking christ

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    It is an ideal November night — crisp air and light breeze, a lingering smell of damp earth — when Suguru Getou sees Satoru Gojou for the first time in 7 years.

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    22 Aug 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    you people make me so miserable /pos