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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    Jake’s mind blanks out for a second, then trips somewhere it absolutely shouldn’t.

    Sunghoon’s breath hits his neck in uneven bursts of laughter, fingers dragging absently over the cotton of Jake’s shirt by his ribs, rougher than he’s touched Jake in years, and suddenly all Jake can think about is how good sex with Sunghoon must feel.

    Or: Sunghoon moves out of the dorms, and Jake has a very inconvenient sexuality crisis about it

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    22 May 2026

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    being in love with your best friend is one thing. being in love with your best friend and sharing a dorm with him is another. being in love with your best friend, sharing a dorm with him, all while being his secret admirer — now, that might just be the cherry on top.

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    18 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    Jaeyun. Sunghoon mouths the word. The word seems to want to be in his mouth, and once it is in his mouth, it sits there cozy and warm.

    “Jaeyun?” He says it out loud, the name, and he gets no response. The body is fully unconscious now but still breathing. Sunghoon looks at him, at Jaeyun, and he understands that there’s no one else here, that there’s no boat that has come in, no shipwreck.

    I cannot leave this here, he thinks. I cannot leave this here, and I cannot bring any other person near it, because if anyone else came near it I don’t know what would happen, what they would do, and I do not want to know.

    And then there is another thought underneath all of these. This washed up onto my sand. This is for me.

    Or: For six years, the sea has been Park Sunghoon’s only company. Then she gives him Jaeyun.

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    08 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    „What does she have that I don’t?“ He whispered to the air.

    „She’s a girl.“ Sunoo replied. „That’s all.“

    OR: Loving someone who denies his sexuality like his life depends on it is difficult enough for Sunghoon. But he has learned to endure.

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    30 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    “you’re sim jaeyun,” jungwon says it the same way you’d say the sky is blue. “you’re one of the most well-known people on this campus. you’ve got the face and the social circle and the energy and you’re suddenly paying attention to a guy who has, by his own apparent social strategy, been invisible for three years. he probably thinks it’s a joke.”

    jaeyun lifts his head. “a joke?”

    “a prank,” jungwon clarifies, stirring his coffee. “a bet. the popular guy suddenly being nice to the nerd. he’s probably waiting for the punchline because from where he’s standing, there has to be one.”

    the words land somewhere uncomfortable in jaeyun’s chest.

    or: sim jaeyun does not develop crushes on shy nerds who colour-code their biology notes— except, apparently, when it rains.

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    26 Apr 2026