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    After Rexford, Castiel tries to live a normal life and Dean tries to let him go... But nothing’s ever that easy.

    (Canon divergent from s9e06 “Heaven Can’t Wait”)

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    23 Jun 2026

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    The plan didn't go exactly how Castiel thought it would. Hurt/Comfort wing!fic.

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    29 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    In the weeks following the almost-Apocalypse, the men who fought to save humanity realize they have no idea how to be human themselves. While Dean Winchester struggles to make a place for himself in small town Indiana, his brother and his former guardian angel watch from a safe distance. Sam finds himself literally and painfully caught between his old life and Hell, while Castiel – fully human for the first time – copes with freedom, frailty and an intense new set of emotions. Reluctant to reveal their weaknesses to Dean, they hover around the edges of his new life. That is, until they sense that something darker and more sinister is watching Dean as well.

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    27 May 2026

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    It's been six years since Sheriff Castiel Milton last saw Dean Winchester, three since he left his life in Massachusetts behind for a lonely outpost in New Mexico Territory. In this self-imposed exile, he's at last begun to separate himself from the man he used to be. But after a tragic event causes Dean to reach out to him once more, Castiel not only finds himself confronted with the past he so desperately tried to forget, but also with a newly grown-up Dean who has not so easily buried the feelings that propelled their unconventional relationship into uncharted territory those many years ago. Against the backdrop of the Reconstruction Era West, the two men revisit the events that led to their separation and tentatively explore the possibility of a future together.

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    22 May 2026

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    Dean wandered, after. The night that Chuck died, subsumed into Amara, he had silently climbed into his car in the dead of night, walking past Jack's room, past Sam's room.

    In his room, Sam laid in his bed with Eileen, and felt the air displace itself around where Dean slipped past in the hallway, instincts attuning him to movement just as they made Dean move soundlessly, without a thought to it. but Dean didn’t think of that. Dean only thought of moving, getting out, going -

    Going to something the bunker couldn’t be, anymore. Something he couldn’t ever go to.

    But he had to go.

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    20 May 2026

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    Castiel is an assassin who kills people on contract. He's been paid hundreds of thousands of dollars, millions, even, but never all the money from someone's piggy bank. That's exactly what Ben Winchester offers him, though, with the hopes of getting Castiel to make his abusive stepfather leave him and his dad alone.

    How can Castiel refuse something like that?

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    19 May 2026

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    It’s been a few years since Dean’s wife died, and he thought he was mostly doing okay. So it’s a surprise when he ends up sobbing in a parking lot, in the arms of a hot guy he’d been trying to hook up with that night. After that embarrassing incident, he doesn’t think he’ll ever hear from Cas again.

    Picture his shock when Cas turns out to be The Rev. Castiel Novak — the brand-new, openly gay pastor of Dean’s congregation in Eudora, Kansas, who is very much interested in asking Dean out.

    There’s just one problem: only a small handful of people know that Dean is bisexual. Does he really have it in him to date the most notorious man in town?

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    26 Apr 2026

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    As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

    What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

    (It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Castiel see's his arranged marriage as the end of the line, and Dean is desperate to stop Sam from getting hitched to the wrong woman, when Cas' wedding gets interrupted by a confused, but well intentioned Winchester, he see's this as an opportunity to break out from under his families thumb and start fresh, even if that means running away with the guy who kidnapped him from the altar...

    Title is from a Billy Idol song because I have no self control, enjoy!

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    09 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 59

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    Dean, an underpaid handyman, gets stranded in a ritzy apartment building due to A Freak Storm dropping more snow than anticipated. Castiel, a wealthy Theology Professor, offers to take Dean in for the night. They match each other’s freak, and immediately become attached at the… everything.

    Dean folds Cas into his family-filled, blue-collar life while battling anxiety, Castiel’s unhinged father, and his own preconceived notions about what it means to be a Winchester.

    Featuring: Southern Gothic Vibes, Uncle Bobby Being Awesome, A Staggering Amount Of Kinky Sex, and So. Much. Food.

    (First chapter was originally posted as a porny one-shot, so it can be read by itself.)

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    30 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 79

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    When Dad got sick, Dean helped make ends meet by shaking his chaps-framed ass at Birds of Paradise, Lawrence’s most discreet club. After Dad passed, Dean threw himself into work and into taking care of Sam, burning the candle at both ends to keep himself occupied and to try to get ahead of his debt.

    After saving the mysterious, wealthy, and reserved Castiel Novak from a fire at the club, Dean is offered a deal: one night a week at Cas’ penthouse in exchange for Dean’s regular income while the club is being rebuilt.

    But despite how much Dean wants it, Castiel still won’t touch him. And the longer Dean waits for Cas to reciprocate, the more the walls he’s built around his repressed grief and stress begin to break down.

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    26 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 21

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    a small collection of times cas surprises dean in the bathroom
    and how quickly an accident becomes a pattern

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    19 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 33

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    After Charlie's death, Dean can barely stand to even look at Sam. Fearing how dangerous he's becoming as the mark on his arm weaponises his grief and anger, Dean opts to shut himself away in Cain's house, with Castiel his only link to the world.
    But Castiel discovers that he can do more than just bring Dean supplies and weather his increasingly bad moods. His touch, it turns out, brings with it the mark-numbing effect of angel grace. With this treatment, Dean can feel something other than pain and rage again.
    What he feels for Castiel, though... that scares him almost as much as the mark does.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Freedom is just one adjustment after the next.

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    Cas hums again. "I think you already have. It's been months since everything settled. All that's left to do is...get used to it, and perhaps—" His voice stalls out, uncharacteristically, and his gaze roams Dean's face with intensity. When he speaks next, his tone is a little raw. "Perhaps what one does with peace is...whatever they want."

    "What if I don't even know what that is?" Dean grumbles, arching an eyebrow in challenge. "'Cause I know damn well you don't just mean good food and a good bed and time in Baby, not simple wants like that. You mean—ya know, the big things, the wants we didn't get to have before."

    "Yes," Cas agrees. "If you're not sure, figure it out."

    "Easier said than done."

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “It’s better for Dad to think that I smoke than–” Dean cuts himself off. “It’s better.”

    “Better than what, Dean?” Sam’s voice gets higher, louder. It’s damn lucky that John’s passed out in his room, dead to the world. “What are you doing with Castiel that’s worse than smoking?”

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.

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    "You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"

    Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.

    Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.

    "What?" Dean grits out.

    "I love you, too."

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    31 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 81

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    Dean and Castiel have been meeting each other in secret, in dreams. Something follows them one night - something with teeth. And now Dean won't wake up...

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Dean wants to enjoy himself in the motel room while Sam is out, but finds himself in dire need of assistance.
    He calls Castiel down to ask the angel for help, and it turns out that Castiel is more than willing to be of service, only not in the way Dean had planned...

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    19 Dec 2025

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    As a kid, Dean’s dreams were pretty straightforward: food, a roof over his head, and maybe – if he really let himself dream big – a family that wouldn’t kick him out the second he became more trouble than he was worth. College? Not on his radar. Suddenly he’s here, though – on a football scholarship and faced with the possibility that this time he might get to stay.

    For someone more well-adjusted it would be a dream come true. For Dean it’s a nightmare of desperately keeping up appearances while he’s drowning in other people’s expectations.

    At least until a game of Truth or Dare sends him face-first into the arms of Castiel Novak. Senior. Resident (ex-)drug dealer. Obnoxious literature major. Heavily tattooed and everything Dean is trying to leave behind.

    Dean needs a favor and Castiel is all too willing to deliver. Unfortunately the offer comes with strings attached that go well beyond the fake relationship that Castiel asks for in return.

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    12 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 24

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    “You got wings!” Dean squeaks, pointing one stubby finger at the limbs. The other boy looks confused, brow furrowing before he clutches at a few feathers from his left wing.

    “Yeah,” he says. “I’m an angel, ‘course I have wings.”

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    25 Nov 2025

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