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    tell me about despair by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    31 Dec 2021

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    eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.

    except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.

    it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.

    meanwhile, the world goes on.

    (or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)

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    11 Jun 2026

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    something touched me (like a knife-blade) by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    19 Jun 2024

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    “I feel fucking explosive, Buck. Like I’m about to go off at any second. I don’t want you caught in my mess.”

    His eyes sting. At the very least, Buck contains the sound of it in his voice. “Eddie, I don’t know if you’ve noticed,” he replies, “but I already am.”

    Eddie self-implodes. Christopher, seeking refuge, flees to Buck—whose priorities amount to, in varying order: take in the kid, get Eddie to talk to him, and keep the three of them afloat in the process. (Oh, and Tommy’s there too. He thinks.)

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    15 Mar 2026

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    i don't swim and you're not in love by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    30 Sep 2021

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    She turns to Eddie and says something else, but Buck is busy fighting the headrush he gets at the sound of Ana Flores calling Eddie and Christopher 'the boys'. Like they belong to her already.

    God, what’s wrong with him? What is this?

    or, eddie cooks, chris domesticates a slug, and buck tries to figure out why he hates his best friend's girlfriend. to everyone's immense shock and surprise, it goes badly.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    I’ll tell them put me back in it (and I would do it again) by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    04 Feb 2025

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    Eddiaz is listening to the slowburn friends to lovers playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the POV you’re falling in love with your best friend playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the sad gay yearning hours playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the he was my best friend and that was the worst part playlist

     

    Or, Eddie doesn't know how to make his listening history private. Buck doesn't know what to do with the words in front of his eyes. Chris cannot believe he has to deal with either of them.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    The Game Plan by ,

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    24 Dec 2022

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    25 Dec 2025