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    "We want you here— you and Chan— you can feel it too, right? How— how right you fit into our lives— like you were always meant to be here— right between us.”

    Jeonghan wanted to stay. He desperately wanted to stay. He wanted to tell them everything— everything Daeho ever did to him, to Chan, what Chan was— but he couldn’t risk Chan’s life for the chance at happiness. Even if they accepted Chan as a human, on the very rare chance that could actually happen, they would never be able to accept him as one of them.

    He would always be the outsider, always be the weak link, and Jeonghan would never let anyone treat Chan like he was less just because he was different.

    “Maybe in another life,” he replied, voice nothing more than a whisper. “But in this life, Chan and I will leave when it’s safe to travel.”

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    Chan stumbles into the second nicest wolf after his appa one day in the woods who offers them shelter from the storm. They stay longer than either of them ever expected and find more than they thought possible with a pack that shouldn't want anything to do with them.

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    12 Sep 2024

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    22 Aug 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    Gyuvin turned around and pressed Ricky against the tree, his body pushing against him, a silent demand in his eyes.

    "What game are you playing?" he asked, voice low and edged with a hint of desperation. He couldn't stand the thought of Ricky giving himself to Matthew. Or anyone else.

    Not after that kiss.

    "Who do you think you are?" Ricky snapped, struggling against Gyuvin's grip pinning him to the tree. "I can do whatever I want. After all, using your own words, our kiss meant—” he inched closer, voice dropping to a whisper, "—nothing."

    Gyuvin growled softly, gaze fixed on his lips.

    "They can't touch you. You understand?"

    or; Gyuvin won't admit he feels attracted to Shen Quanrui, but will he be able to resist Ricky's bold advances?

    [fic edited on April 15, 2025]

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    Chan thinks that he is so lucky that he has someone like Wonwoo, his long distance, long time, hometown sweetheart boyfriend, who is so kind and lovely and handsome.

    ...At least, that’s what he assumes Wonwoo is like because they aren't really dating at all.

    And, actually, they hardly know each other.

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    16 Nov 2023

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    Seungcheol’s parents just won’t leave him alone about joining something even though it's his second year of college. He loves his parents more than life itself, he really does, but when will they allow him to just live? It’s bad enough that they live a ten minute walk away from his college campus. But he follows their suggestion anyway and comes across a small club or fraternity or whatever during rush week. It seems simple enough:

    Must be ****+ (whatever the hell that meant)
    Help Chan get things from high spaces whenever he asks
    Keep a GPA over 3.0
    Never make Jeonghan upset or sad (Rule added by the courtesy of the members)

    The rules sounded easy enough. Except for the fact that they weren’t always that easy.

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    Seungcheol mistakenly joins a club and is now surrounded by a bunch of guys (gays) and starts questioning just how straight he is.

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    24 Oct 2023