panic_in_our_bones
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Jamie gets up from where he’d slipped and fallen in the rain wet synthetic grass and tries again.
And again. Again. Again. And again.
Until the pain ebbs away and just numbness remains and he gets this weird disconnection from his suffering, like he’s really a star – hanging in the sky watching a hopeless boy running and he doesn’t quite know if he’s real anymore – maybe he’s never been.
But he has to be better. Has to shine and be good at the only thing he’s ever been decent at.
Because his mummy said it like a fact: Jamie Tartt, you’re a star. And he doesn’t have the heart to tell her he’s only the summation of his parts.
Jamie is his father's son.
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or - Jamie Tartt character study - loosely following the series plot and focusing on Jamies struggle with depression and self harm.
WARNING: READ THE TAGS - Dead dove: do not eat
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I talked to God, But he did not look like you (so he must be a fraud) by panic_in_our_bones
Fandoms: Goncharov (1973) dir. Martin Scorsese - beelzeebub
24 Jun 2025
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Sometimes when the night grew extraordinarily dark and the loneliness between all the bodies surrounding him, gnawed at him like a hungry dog Andrey liked to imagine what could have been.
He envisioned how the quick glances and hurried touches from back in the cold of Moscow and now in the sweet summer days in Neaple would grow. Grow into a beautiful flower, deadly with only a sniff.
Those thoughts were rotten apples from Eden. One tiny bite would doom them both, condemn them to hell, but oh if hell were shared with that man, heaven would not hold anything desirable for Andrey.
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Or Andrey and Goncharov are bad at feelings but adore each other very much and get together in the end, even if it means their death.
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Bloody Echo of the Past by panic_in_our_bones
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars
13 Apr 2025
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The hands of the commander of the coruscant guard shook.
His fingers hadn’t trembled as he pulled the trigger. The plasma bolt hit his target dead centre. As always. CC-1010 had always been an exceptional clone.
Things were different now.
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This is a darker fic!Fives is dead and Fox is his murderer. Thorn is -. Fox is alone.
Late at night at a bar Fox is approached by a stranger who searches revenge for a dead brother.Series
- Part 3 of Commander Fox is (not) okay
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Burning to ashes as he waits for the sun to love him by panic_in_our_bones
Fandoms: Star Wars: Clone Wars (2003) - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
05 Oct 2024
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Sometimes, as the war dragged on and the bodies piled on and on, and Fox stood hight ontop of their unmoving corpses did he cling to the memory buried in his heart like a drowning man to a lifeline. Like the memory of the sound was the only thing keeping him afloat. The clear sound of the sun laughing kept him sane, kept him from getting pulled under the crashing waves.
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Fox gets dropped into the hell that is Coruscant and the only thing keeping him right is Thorn. Good that Thorn will never leave him. They had promised to wait for each other after all. Right. Right?Series
- Part 1 of Commander Fox is (not) okay
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Blood Red, Corrie red by panic_in_our_bones
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars: Clone Wars (2003) - All Media Types
03 Apr 2024
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Fox gets beaten up pretty bad, gets shot and he feels crappy, but he never forgets to take care of his brothers.
or Fox is falling apart trying to keep the guard together, whump and ultimatly fluff ensures
or I love to make Fox suffer (I love him very much, thank you)
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- Part 2 of Commander Fox is (not) okay
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Commander Fox is (not) okay by panic_in_our_bones
Fandom Star Wars, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Clone Wars (2003) - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
13 Apr 2025
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Nicky get's very hurt, yay.
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- Part 32 of Honestly just bad things happening
Bookmarked by panic_in_our_bones
05 Jul 2026
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Reach Out, Touch Faith by Infinitely_Odd for Adikteef
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
13 Mar 2023
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Yusuf is strong, steadfast in his conviction, he has faith in Niccolò stronger than Niccolò’s ever was in God. That, too, scares him.
Title from Personal Jesus by Depeche Mode.
Bookmarked by panic_in_our_bones
05 Jul 2026
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The end of the world is coming closer by the day. Hermann can't sleep, Newton can't think, and there's a bit of a disaster on the horizon.
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- Part 21 of What's a Little B&E Between Friends?
Bookmarked by panic_in_our_bones
28 Apr 2026
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I will not ask you where you came from
I will not ask and neither should you
Honey just put your sweet lips on my lips
We should just kiss like real people doBookmarked by panic_in_our_bones
27 Apr 2026
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for you? anything by imalwaysintune for loadedheron
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
18 Dec 2020
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Life flows forever when one is in love.
This rings doubly true for Breekon and Hope- immortal and sworn, bound, interwoven to and with each other. They were one and the same, more than anyone ever uttering that phrase could ever know.
Bookmarked by panic_in_our_bones
27 Apr 2026