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There is a space between the soul and the body. A fist-sized hole, just large enough for hands to pass through.
There, in an inlet by the infinite nothing, something will slip inside.
You will not feel the penetration because you are not inside yourself anymore - you’re trapped in whatever gray matter remains at the edges of the void, and as whatever is left of you is scraped up from between the cracks in the sediment, you’re reformed into bastardized configurations.
The cut will be quick and painless.
You won’t know to miss the parts of you that drift out with the tide.
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Seven young men struggle to navigate the physical and psychological aftermath of an incident that leaves them in altered bodies.
(A serious body horror warning for anyone who's sensitive about that; this a straight up queer horror fic. Other than that, we're here to have a good emotional gay time!!)
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28 Jan 2026
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“I don’t know who he is in love with, Youngie, but I wanna help him.”
“Oh it’s okay,” Hongjoong waved San off, taking a step back and feigning nonchalance. “You really don’t have to, I—”
This time it was Wooyoung who interrupted him, the dangerous glint back in his eyes, pointing a singular menacing finger. “If Sannie says we are helping you, we are helping you!”
Next to him San just smiled serenely, fiddling with the rings on his boyfriend’s hand as if it was completely normal to be treated like a princess who had just declared law.
This evening was so fucking weird, it had to be said.
Or:
Wooyoung and San are in love and like to make it everyone else’s problem. Hongjoong just realised he is very gay. Yunho makes sure to not-help with very vague hints before fucking off to enjoy the show from the sidelines.
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24 Jan 2026
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Jeong Yunho is in love with his best friend.
He's also falling in love with his best friend's boyfriend.OR:
silly surprisingly soft yunwoogi au where yunho is repressed, mingi is stupid and wooyoung is an enabler
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19 Jan 2026
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Jeong Yunho is an omega with a rare pheromone disorder that causes alphas to find his scent irresistible.
Song Mingi is the only exception.
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13 Jan 2026
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i never blamed you for loving me the way that you did by pixiegold
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
04 Jan 2025
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Mingi wakes up disgustingly hungover. He squints at the body lying in the unfamiliar bed next to him, taking in the long limbs and sliver of naked back.
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Mingi, a beta, tries to navigate having feelings for an alpha that was supposed to just be a one-night stand whilst battling his own insecurities.
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13 Jan 2026