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And I Will Drown Myself In Your Rain Once More by perfectlyakidult
Fandoms: Hearts2Hearts (Band)
04 Jun 2026
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Even when the world is already dead silent and closed its eye for a while, Carmen hasn't fallen asleep just yet. She stole glances at the roof of her room and to the mirror exposing the beautiful sky outside, although, she's not sure what she really wants to see. She wants to drown herself on a sea with no end until her body finally gives in, but she's not quite determined for it. There's still things left unsaid and undone by her, and by then, she'll finally be at peace, forever. Maybe, Carmen should've already talked about this with someone. Even if she needs to be strong, for the sake for those who rely on her.
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The Day I Loved You Dearly and Lost You Unwillingly by perfectlyakidult
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
15 Nov 2025
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Yoshiki doesn't like this place. He hates being here. People often say that just being able to breathe is a blessing itself; well surprise surprise! That's not even relatable in the slightest for Yoshiki. The suffocating crowd, the everlasting shame about him being a loner, and the unrequited love that seems hopeless. And what's worse than seeing the love his life being replaced by something else he doesn't even know what?
Or, Yoshiki trying to cope with the fact that Hikaru isn't there anymore.
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"you could give them your flesh and still be called selfish for not giving them your bones"
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Chan debuted as a member of Seventeen - but it was like he wasn't a member at all.
He gave them everything—his voice, his strength, his sleepless nights—and they still called him selfish when he had nothing left.
They never noticed when he broke.
They never asked who broke him.Updates every 2-4 day's
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They call him baby. Cute. Clingy. Forever young.
Chan decides to prove them wrong - and nearly destroys himself in the process.Sometimes growing up means learning that being taken care of isn't weakness.
It's love.Series
- Part 1 of He ain't heavy, he's our maknae
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"I exist, that is all, and I find it nauseating".
- Jean-Paul Sarte, Translation of Nausea, 1938.
Yoon Jeonghan is probably going to kill himself, here is how that doesn't happen.
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23 Jun 2026
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Sweat poured down his back, but it felt cold. His vision blurred at the edges. This was starting to feel like so much more than just a pulled muscle. “Again from the top!” the choreographer called. Hansol pushed off the wall. One more run.
He could do one more.
He couldn’t.
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Jihoon has been composing symphonies in his head since childhood - too many tracks playing at once, too much noise, no pause button.
He finds the mute button in a blade.But silence bought with blood has a price that keeps rising. Eventually, he can't afford it anymore.
His members pay the difference.