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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Nobody moves for a moment as Shane stares the woman down, and he’s seconds away from sawing the damn thing off himself, when the woman nods to the men surrounding the hybrid. And then there’s a flurry of movement, a clicking sound and then the men stand back to reveal Ilya in his bare faced glory, unobstructed by the muzzle.

    Shane takes him in, inhaling softly at the sharp cheekbones, the moles dusted over his face, the pillowy lips that are set in a firm, displeased line. Shane wonders how big his fangs are. If he was a fighter, they must have been sharpened regularly.

    Shane doesn’t want to think about the damage this wall of a hybrid had inflicted on others, the damage he could inflict on Shane. The hybrid stares at him, expression hard to determine but the intensity of it has Shane holding back a shiver. He’s staring at Shane like he can see every thought inside of him, calculating. As if they were on opposing sides of a ring, ready for the bell to chime and for Ilya to go in for the kill.

    Shane gets roped into fostering a troublesome hybrid with a bad track record. Except what begins as a cordial arrangement turns into something much more complicated.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    heartbreaking and healing. absolutley incredible

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    Hyunjin has been at JYPE psychiatric facility for six months, and he has no intention of leaving. He's perfectly happy deflecting questions about his feelings, tonguing his meds, and sharing a singular (illegal) iPod nano with Jisung, Seungmin, and Innie. So what if he can't exactly remember chunks of his childhood, and so what if the mere notion of rejection makes him want to rip his hair out? So what if he's running out time before he's passed on to the next inpatient hospital?

    Felix has been a dancer for the Poirot Ballet since he was thirteen, and he has no plans of stopping dance (or his determined path towards perfection) any time soon, no matter how much his body wants to take him out of the game. So when he's sentenced to two weeks of mandatory inpatient treatment for a supposed 'Adderall dependency', he's less than thrilled. After all, he's been nothing but a perfect, moldable, emotionless doll for years. How is he supposed to fake a sickness he doesn't have, while keeping his actual 'illness' secret?

    And why does that asshole Hwang Hyunjin have to be so goddamn beautiful?

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    05 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    incredible. heart breaking and healing all at once. another incredible work by fawns and freckles.

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    Ilya nodded, pink lips slightly parted as he stared expectantly at the screen. “Yes. Yes, please, sweetheart, I’ve been so mean. Help me, please.”

    Help him, like whatever correction Shane doled out was something he needed. Like it was a kindness, something to be grateful for. Fuck, Shane was so hard. He liked this. Ilya needed help. Ilya was helpless.

    Shane was going to help him.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    “Hyung,” Jisung says softly, desperation tinged through his tone. “Let’s go on a road trip.”

    Minho doesn’t even blink.

    He doesn’t ask why. He doesn’t ask where. He doesn’t ask if this is a good idea, or what happened on that call, or whether they’ll be gone for hours or days.

    He just nods, slow and certain, like he’s been waiting for Jisung to say those exact words.

    “Okay,” Minho murmurs, eyes softening. “Just tell me what to pack.”

    OR: Jisung comes back after breaking up with his boyfriend, and Minho starts to hope. A road trip follows.

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    02 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 62

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    His love for Minho spiraled out of control. It became larger than life itself; it was everywhere.

    So of course it made its way here, across the ocean onto Jeju, where it now heaved desperately in his ear, it's words harmonizing perfectly with his own thoughts: I want to kiss Minho-hyung.

    Liminal spaces: the elevator traveling between floors, the ambiguous state of their relationship that became harder to ignore and endure as the months went by.

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    INCREDIBLE

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    Jisung lives under the thumb of the cruel and corrupt Han family, shackled to princehood in the Kingdom of Virydia by hundreds of years worth of spilled blood. That is, until Jisung’s father, the King, arranges a marriage to the highest bidder to fund his mad war.

    Minho’s father, the King of Hazakura, is dead. Newly crowned, Minho’s first act as ruler is to pose as a filthy rich merchant, marry the prince of Virydia, and eliminate the entire royal family in one night.

    The only thing he doesn’t account for is, well, Jisung.

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    You don’t get to choose your fate in this world, least of all who your soulmate is.

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    one of the best fics i’ve ever read. incredible

  10. Public Bookmark 73

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    “See, I know it’s hard for you pup”, Changbin murmurs with a cocked head and eyes that study Seungmin like he’s just an adorable pet.
    He sighs. “I was negligent with you, didn’t consider your needs properly. But I’ve remedied that. I got a brand-new toy for you.”
    Seungmin freezes, heart pounding. His eyes go wide. He doesn’t dare to move, afraid to accidentally provoke Changbin.
    A new toy can’t be good. Cold sweat breaks out on Seungmin’s skin.

    Cooing, Changbin strokes through his hair.
    “And instead of the punishment, I’ll have you play with that. You’re just a needy pup, after all. Only thinking about one thing, hm? It’s not your fault you had to go and fuck Hyunjin. A lot of puppies hump the next best thing when they’re bored, they just don’t know any better. Can’t help but think with their needy little cocks. It’s a bit pathetic, but that’s just how it is.”

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    Or: Jeongin wants to play with Seungmin in his puppy space, Seungmin just wants to stop thinking, and Changbin will give both of them more than they bargained for.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    1) chanlix: somno, fetish
    2) chanlix: hybrids, pillow humping
    3) jilix: incest 4some fantasy, breeding
    4) changjin: hybrids, nests
    5) seungbin + minsung: mpreg, omegaverse
    6) chanlix: post mpreg, domestic
    7) chanlix: piss kink, pissing inside
    8) minsung + felix: voyeurism, masturbation
    9) seungin: m/f, humping, oppa kink
    10) jilix: m/f, humping, cunnilingus
    11) chanlix: wolves, pups
    12) chanlix: public sex, boypussy, exhibitionism
    13) chanlix: bull hybrid chan, prostate stimulation
    14) chanlix: dancing, 1920s jazz club
    15) chansung: voyeurism, sex toys, breeding kink
    16) seungbin: scent kink, oppa kink, boypussy
    17) chanlix: rough sex, face slapping, domdrop
    18) binsung: shower sex, masturbation, cnc
    19) chanlix: somno, cunnilingus, vaginal sex
    20) chanlix: feminization, felix bikini
    21) jilix: mutual masturbation, degradation
    22) chanlix: premature ejaculation
    23) chanlix: puppy play, dog toys

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    22 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 51

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    One sees fragments of the future — a dropped ice cream, a heartbreak, a kiss that never comes. The other carries the weight of expectation like a second skin. Between them: unsent letters, silent sacrifices, and a love that lives in the space between what was and what might have been.

    Or: the story about two boys who promise ‘forever’ at six and spend twenty years learning what that word really means.

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    12 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    incredible. full of impact and feeling an good lessons about our own fears being reflected back at us, feeling like certainties when they are just possibilities.

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    Seungmin thinks he’s going to puke, like actually.

    “Uh, what did Jisung or Changbin hyung say to that?” Seungmin is sure he does not look stoic or unbothered in the least. He knows his face has gone pale, can see that Yeonjun wants to reach over and take his hand. Oh fuck. It’s gonna be bad. It’s going to make him burst into tears. He’s okay. He’s okay it doesn’t matter what they say. Changbin always asks him to hang out. Changbin likes him, and so does Jisung, and they are friends with Minho and Minho is just ranting about Seungmin they won’t say anything too bad.

    “They just laughed.”

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    08 Dec 2025

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    i’m sorry i love the angst this was so good

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    Two clammy hands cradle an empty bottle of heat suppressants like a corpse.

    He gives the bottle a meager little shake. Nothing rattles within.

    Panic settles in and Jisung jerks to life. He fights with the childproof cap—resorting to using the cuff of his sweater to help since his hands are useless—and stares, in disbelieving agony, into a barren bottle.

    The tears come on so quickly that he doesn’t even register a way to stop them before they’re rolling down his cheeks and landing on the label that he’s considered his religion for over 365 days.

    Take 2 pills 1x a day. Failure to do so will have immediate effects and could lead to flash heat(s).

    Or: Jisung’s suppressants run out on a bus. He starts panicking, until a quiet alpha switches seats and whispers, “Breathe. I’ve got you.”

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    30 Nov 2025

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    “Jisung, let go!”

    Shit-Minho, I-” His voice cracks, high and panicked.

    He can feel it, the bond he just branded onto Minho without meaning to. It’s still raw, a newborn tether between them pulling tight from chest to chest. It hums beneath his skin, alive and relentless.

    He did this. Jisung fucking did it this time for real. Less than twelve hours ago, he was so happy that he didn’t ruin everything, that he just had to go and make a practically irreversible mistake.

    Minho catches his wrist, his grip strong and sure, though his hand trembles just slightly as his thumb strokes over the frantic pulse there.

    “Don’t run,” Minho rasps, pleading. “Please.

    Or: Alpha!Minho accidentally gets bonded to his step brother Omega!Jisung, and they have to deal with the consequences.

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    29 Nov 2025

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    Minho’s hand drops away. The heat it leaves behind crawls under Jisung’s skin, searching for somewhere to go. He steps back, air pulling with him, scent dragging too—cedar receding, darkening. Jisung moves before he can stop himself, a small, helpless step after him, the pull in his chest stronger than reason.

    The sound that answers isn’t human.

    It rips out of Minho’s chest—deep, guttural, the kind of noise that makes the walls shiver and the air bow. His lips pull back in a snarl, just enough to bare fangs—sharp, feral—a growl built from warning and restraint and the bare edge of something that could kill if it stopped holding itself back.

    He’d wanted to see him—wanted the danger, the proof, to know what lived under control—but not like this.

     ⋆·˚☽ ∞ ☾˚·⋆

    It was always going to be him.
    Jisung just didn’t know how many times his body would try to tell him before he finally listened.

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    29 Nov 2025

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    “This year,” Jisung shakes his leg for a second, before pushing out of the chair entirely to stand. “This year, Esquire told me they want something new. Something avant garde, something that has never been seen before. They want a moment that shocks people, and they want to do it in a 16 picture spread.”

    A 16 picture spread is massive - Minho was expecting maybe five, and he can see Mija’s shock out of the corner of his eye. Jisung smirks and rests his weight on his hands against the edge of the table.

    “I told them I wanted to choose my model and set my own timeline. I’ve got the budget and connections, I just need the perfect muse. That’s where you come in, Minho-ssi.”

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    29 Nov 2025

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    The very first time Minho meets him, he has that instinctive urge to protect him, to do something. He doesn’t know what he’s protecting him from, doesn’t really know why, but every time they run into each other it grows – he just wants to shield Jisung from a world trying to eat him alive.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    When Minho spots Jisung’s mating run confirmation e-mail, he frowns. “Ah Jisungie,” he says and shakes his head. “Here, I’ll cancel it for you.”

    Jisung struggles against his hold uselessly. “Yah! You don’t dictate what I can or can’t do.”

    “You think you can survive a mating run?” Minho wiggles Jisung’s wrists. “Your skin is bruising just from this. Be reasonable for once, listen to hyung.”

    -
    Or: Jisung’s best friend’s brother thinks he owns him.

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    27 Nov 2025

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    When Prince Jisung throws his old self into the river that runs past the palace, he flees to a faraway island to breathe for the first time since his life became something of a burden.

    There, the days taste like salt, the nights hum with water, and he meets a handsome stranger with too-careful eyes, happy enough to show him what freedom truly looks like.

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    33,189

    25 Nov 2025

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