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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    I am not asking to be happy. I have never asked for that. I am only asking to be different. Please, Lord, make me different. Make me the thing they need me to be. Remove from me this— this affliction, this error, this deviation from Your design. I do not understand why You made me this way if You did not mean for me to be this way. And if You meant for me to be this way then I do not understand why, why, why is it a sin. And if it is a sin then I am a sinner, so then forgive me but I cannot repent for something I have never done, can I, can I repent for a feeling, can a man be damned for the direction of his hunger, for the frequency of his loneliness, for wanting the wrong mouth, the wrong hands, for lying awake in the dark imagining—

    He turns onto his side.

    —imagining his shirt open to the second button and the skin underneath warm, and if I pressed my mouth there I would feel his pulse and it would be fast, would it be fast, would his heart beat faster if I—

    Or: Park Sunghoon meets Sim Jaeyun on the Titanic.

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    29 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    A huge crowd has formed around a group of street performers, and then he stumbles right into some poor dancers’ arms, forcing the stranger to cup him with his also ridiculously bigger arms before stabilizing them both. The music comes to a stop, and despite his whole world spinning, he finally looks up and—

    "Holy shit, you're beautiful." He blurts as he stares at quite possibly the most stunning person he's ever seen before.

    That’s when Jake realizes the situation he’s gotten himself in.

    He's drunk in Shibuya, and just walked right into a street performance and called a cute stranger hot with a hundred other strangers staring at him.

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    When Jake gets cheated on, he decides he needs to get away and finds love in the most unexpected place.

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    26 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    In the single second it takes for these words to flood his chest, he swallows. He smacks his lips together and tastes stale blood. “You’re family— my own flesh and blood. If anything ever happened to you, I’d never forgive myself.”

    It’s not that saying something so honest is unusual for them— in fact, they did it all the time as kids, so much so that their mother would cry from the joy it brought her— but it’s hardly like this. Hardly when they’re skin to skin, gentle on each other, half-terrified by something they can’t say out loud. Heeseung thinks it’s because they can’t put it into words.

    “Nothing’s gonna happen to me,” Jaeyun’s mouth presses against his pulse, just shy of biting. “Mama always said you’d make sure of that.”

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    24 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    “You think I don’t know?” Jake whispers, running his fingers under the collar of Heeseung’s shirt, pulling his necklace out like a misplaced stitch from an embroidered rose. He holds the cross delicately between his thumb and forefinger. “How the act would sully me? How irreversible the damage? That’s one of the few things I do know.”

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    23 Feb 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 82

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    “When was the last time you guys had sex in your own bed?” Heeseung asks, an arm looped around Jay’s shoulders.

    Jake tries really hard not to seem guilty, fiddling with Sunoo’s hand in his lap. Heeseung looks half-concerned, half-amused when he adjusts his question, “Or at least in a bed.”

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    09 Oct 2024