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    Beneath the roiling irritation, Shane is pretty sure he’s going to feel stupid in about an hour about this argument.

    Right now, though, he’s in the middle of it and annoyed enough to stay there.

    “-any fucking sense,” he says, slapping the dishtowel in his hand down on the counter and only succeeding in winding himself up further when it hits a little puddle of dishwater that sprays droplets on him.

    Unfortunately, the easiest outlet for this frustration is also the person who started this argument in the first fucking place: Ilya.

    “It does not need to make sense,” Ilya says, arms crossed over his chest in a way that says he’s feeling just as ready to commit to the world’s most stupid fight about nothing as Shane is. “Is about feeling.”

    “And you feel like you would love a worm?” Shane asks, mirroring Ilya’s posture in a way that’s meant to be mocking.

    From the way Ilya’s jaw tightens, he noticed, and it sends a petty little thrill through Shane.

    (ilya tries to be sweet and let shane know he would love him even if he was a worm) (somehow it ends up turning into a fight)

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    12 Mar 2026

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    YIPPEE YAHOO THE SUN SHINES UPON ME TODAY

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    She thinks, sometimes, about just asking him. She and Joel talk about pretty much anything between them. Hell, he even talked her down through the bathroom door when she got her first period after arriving back in Jackson and was convinced she was dying because there was so much blood. A man who can talk about uterine lining and cycles and heavy flows without being a little bitch about it is a man who can talk about almost anything.

    And yet, every single time she starts to open her mouth, she just hears his voice from the one time he did tell her exactly what they are.

    Or well, what they aren’t.

    You aren’t my daughter, and I sure as hell ain’t your dad.

    In the end, well.

    It doesn’t get much simpler than that.

    (after settling in jackson, ellie doesn't know what she and joel are) (ft. short ellie, protective joel, and feels)

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    03 Jun 2023

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    NEW YORKS HOTTEST CLUB HAS EVERYTHING
    Ellie worrying about if she’s Joel’s daughter (since he did say she wasn’t that one time) ✅
    Pipsqueak Ellie rights !!!!!!! ✅
    Exasperated father Joel vs most stubborn child in existence (affectionate) ✅
    I’ve only had painkiller-loopy Ellie for 10 minutes but if anything happened to her I would kill everyone in this room and then myself meme✅
    Protective dad Joel !!!!!!! systems set to Kill All Threats To Baby Girl ✅
    Uncle Tommy condones murder when it’s for Protect Ellie reasons and he is so right for that ✅
    Truly just the best father daughter duo ever in the whole world ever ✅

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    18 Sep 2024

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    Possibly the greatest fic of all time forever

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    “I don’t–” Eddie’s voice cracked. “I don’t deserve this.”

    “I agree. You don’t deserve to feel this way.”

    “You know that’s not what I meant.”

    Buck’s jaw tightened, and he stood up. “What do you want me to do, Eddie? Stop checking in with you? Stop helping you?”

    “Yes,” Eddie said, but Buck continued.

    “Wait until I get a call from your son that you locked yourself in your room and took a bat to everything you own?”

    Eddie pushed away his plate. “Get out.”

    Buck blinked. “Are you fucking serious right now?”

    “I’m not kidding, Buck. Get. Out.”

    Buck stared at him for a long moment, then turned around and stalked away.

    “Fine. But don’t fucking call when you need me.”

    or: Eddie navigates his newfound sexuality, and nearly destroys his most important friendship in the process.

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    24 Oct 2024

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    THEEEEEE WHITE HORSE FIC MY BELOVED

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    Joel sounds a thousand miles away. “Ellie? Are you listening? I said, don’t you *ever* do that again.”

    Well, she thinks deliriously, that won’t be a problem after all.

    “Ellie, what—?”

    It feels like she has no control over her body anymore, like it’s someone else who is extending her arm, pulling back her sleeve, and exposing a ring of broken skin. She hears Joel stop breathing when he sees it too.

    She's been bitten.
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    AU where Ellie is already traveling across the country with Joel when she gets bitten.

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    15 May 2023