rumination
Fandoms
- Blue Lock (Manga) (6)
- Blue Lock (Anime) (4)
- 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS (1)
- 歌い手 | Utaite (1)
Recent works
-
Tags
Summary
Itoshi Sae's life is going perfectly, until he's suddenly acquainted with Shidou Ryuusei: a magical genie who grants three wishes to any human who rubs his lamp.
university ryusae AU, with past bunsae
-
Tags
Summary
Sae, annoyed that Rin is wasting his perfectly handsome Itoshi genes on being a loner, decides to take matters into his own hands.
His solution? Teaching his little brother how to flirt.
-
Tags
Summary
He is Itoshi Sae. They say he destroys his opponents beautifully, with mastery over skillful and calculated plays, like the meaning of his name. Sae thinks back to the determined eyes of a 13-year-old boy heading out into the world and wonders if his would be considered the most beautiful destruction of all.
cw: eating disorders
-
Tags
Summary
(Sae doesn’t know where he and Kaiser stand. Not now, and not ever.)
They’re two attractive, successful athletes, and also two young, horny teenagers. It happens as inevitably as a blink in a posed photograph, or freudian slip in a little white lie. One moment they’re both making eye contact from across the field, and the next, they’re crowded in the corner of a locker room, and strong tattooed arms are tilting his chin up as Kaiser presses his lips to his.
-
Tags
Summary
“Yeah! So Nagi and I, we’ll make it to the top together!” Reo nods.
“Blue Lock’s goal is to identify the best striker in Japan. Striker, like singular.” Ego tries to explain.
He isn’t sure if the boy is listening, because Reo is too busy trying to wake up a boy with messy white hair, who looks like he’d rather volunteer as a human demonstration of a sloth than expend even the smallest amount of energy playing one of the most physically exerting sports in history.
“We’re gonna win the World Cup!” he declares. The other boy yawns and goes back to sleep.
—
Ego isn’t really sure whether Reo understands what being an egoist means. Oh well.
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
> Bunny being in Madrid isn't anything new. They play against each other occasionally, the only times they've crossed paths since Bunny transferred, but he's never been here outside of scheduled games or appearances. Something sick swirls in Sae's gut, and he cusses under his breath, knowing that he won't be going back to sleep.
It takes everything in him not to text back. It's stupid, really, the way Sae is sitting on his bed, nothing but his boxers on as he stares at the once more opened string of messages with the twist of a fucking pout on his face.
Alternatively, they both suck at feelings but figure it out, for a hopeful future for both of them. Together.
Bookmarked by rumination
20 Jun 2026
-
you know the only real way to cure pain is to add a little more, because everything new distracts the old by heavenbesideyou
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
16 Nov 2024
Tags
Summary
Kaiser bites down onto his tongue. The words that build on it don’t belong to the man on top of him, but he feels that disgusting itch, that rotten craving — it’s not enough. He wants it to hurt, wants to be hurt. He wants to be smothered. He wants that weight of a heavy body crushing him into the mattress without a care and killing him and killing him and fuck—
Series
- Part 2 of unpunishable
Bookmarked by rumination
16 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Five times Kaiser and Isagi tried to reveal their relationship to the public. And one time everyone finally believed them.
Bookmarked by rumination
16 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“What do you think of her?”
Kaiser looks at him.
“Who?”
He flashes his phone in front of him and Kaiser sees spots. In front of him is an article about Oscar nominees and, right there, nominated for Best Actress, is his mother.
“I haven’t seen any of her movies,” he says gruffly, which is true.__
there is never a good time for the press to find out that your famous actress mother abandoned you, but when you're in the midst of a mental breakdown is probably one of the worst
Bookmarked by rumination
16 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Midorima dreams of the past, the almosts, and the conversations that they could never have had when Akashi was still here.
Bookmarked by rumination
21 May 2026