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"Do you still want to?" Eddie asks after they've both gotten into his truck. It's their first real conversation since Buck was admitted.
"Want to what?" Buck says hollowly.
"Die," Eddie clarifies. "Do you still want to die?"
Buck looks out the window through lidded eyes, and he purses his lips.
(Or, Buck lives.)
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- Part 2 of my atlantis, we fall
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18 Jul 2026
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"Eddie?" The blond mumbles, staring at the ground. Beside him, his best friend makes a questioning hum. Buck doesn't meet his eyes, feeling his heart begin to pound again.
When he doesn't say anything else, Eddie knocks his shoulder against Buck's. "What's up?" He prompts, unaware.
Buck swallows, and then finally says, "I tried to kill myself last night."
(Or, Buck's been struggling for a long time, and he finally breaks.)
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18 Jul 2026
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"Hm. I noticed you here the other day. Bad week?" The man questioned, leaning against the bar. He didn't seem to know how to take a hint, but Buck didn't care all too much, so he sighed and met the stranger's eyes again.
"You could say that. If the week included the past—almost three months." Buck picked his drink up off the counter, taking a long swig in an attempt to stave off the awkwardness. His face scrunched in disgust at the taste, and he blinked rapidly in shock as he pulled it away from his mouth. Salt?
(Or, post-lawsuit, Buck gets roofied and it solves all his problems.)
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18 Jul 2026
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does it ever drive you crazy, just how fast the night changes? by zashizawa
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06 Jun 2021
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By the time he registers that there is now blood rolling down the side of his face, Buck is being pulled up by the gunman, the weapon jammed against the side of his head and an arm wrapping around his neck as they look up to the loft, where the team stands, frozen in shock.
He'd hoped that they would've heard his warning and run, but clearly, they hadn't.
(Or, post-lawsuit, two people decide that today is the day to threaten the 118 at gunpoint.)
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18 Jul 2026
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Tightening his grip on Buck's face enough to make him hiss in pain, the man's nails dig crescent moons into his pale skin. "Pretty things are always so much more beautiful when they're broken," he drawls after a moment of just staring into his eyes.
He pulls away, taking a step back so he isn't nearly in his lap anymore. Buck hates how quickly he breathes out in relief at the space between them.
"And you, Evan Buckley," the man says, his grin returning, "I think you're the prettiest one yet."
(Or, post-lawsuit, before the team has the chance to forgive Buck, he goes missing.)
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