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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    10/10 NO NOTES HALL OF FAME

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    They toe off their shoes in the entryway and Shane looks around, pulling in a deep breath and letting it go. Two hours ago, his dad had walked in on him and Ilya and Shane had thought the world was ending. Now, the world seems bigger and more plausible than ever, like a smooth, fresh field of ice, stretching all the way to the horizon, just waiting for his skates to mark it up. He turns, and there is Ilya, hands in his pockets, watching Shane with a look of lazy contentment on his face as if he feels it, too.

    OR: Two weeks at the cottage.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    LOVELIEST FIC EVER 2 WEEKS AT THE COTTAGE SO MUCH LOVE SO MUCH JOY I AM SICKKKK. 10/10 GOING IN THE HALL OF FAME ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

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    Da, Hollander,” Ilya says. “Suck your Canadian husband’s dick.”

    Shane laughs once, almost soundless. “Shut up.”

    Ilya does. He’s made the mistake one too many times of thinking control is possible here.

    Taking Ilya in his hand, Shane watches a clear bead of precome already leaking like sweat on overripe fruit left too long in the sun; like a tear from the eye of a god roused in the body of this beautiful Russian-Canadian man who swims lakes and fucks under stars and is going to compete with Shane and not against him in the Olympics; who now lies back in anticipation, chest rising and falling in uneven waves as though love itself has unhinged his ribs.

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    A slow morning at the cottage. Shane and Ilya are horny and in love. Married life is good.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    WOW!!!!! LOVE IS REAL!!!!

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    Shane has been missing for a long, long time.

    Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Beautiful. Haunting. I tear up just thinking about this. Masterful storytelling. Truly a work of art and genius.

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    “Don’t–” Ilya starts, already reaching, already cupping Shane’s face between both hands, thumbs warm and tender against his cheekbones like they’ve always belonged there.

    Shane’s eyes are big and gorgeous and genuinely curious. “Don’t what?”

    Don’t make me look like a lovesick idiot. Don’t make my heart trip over itself for a way out of my chest and into yours. Don’t say it like that—so fucking sincere—like you don’t know how devastating it is for me.

    “Don’t butcher my language,” he says instead and kisses Shane’s smile hard, like reflex, like gravity, like there was never going to be another option.

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    Shane sets out to learn Russian. Ilya discovers he's incapable of keeping his composure.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Sweetest hollanov fic beautifully written 10/10 no notes