secondhandsunlight
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First they take her husband. Then they take her son.
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Someone’s got your back by secondhandsunlight
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020), Captain America (Movies)
17 Oct 2023
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“They really fucked you up, huh?” Joe says quietly. He returns his gun to its holster, telegraphing his movements as he does. “Let us help you.”
“We can protect you.”
“I can protect myself,” the man hisses.Or
Bucky Barnes gets picked up by the Old Guard in the 90s. -
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Eddie’s in the middle of a sentence when the bullet rushes past just over his shoulder with a whine so familiar it almost pulls him out of his body. He ducks violently to the left, part pure human instinct and part too much experience, and whips around to locate the source. But then the second sound registers: the heavy thunk of bullet meeting flesh.
Behind him, Buck coughs.
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"She said that they’re not bad people, so I’m guessing that they weren’t abusive?”
There’s a beat of silence. Buck’s eyes slide over Chim’s shoulder, and then he quickly turns his head away.
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Buck’s just out shopping for some new t-shirts when he sees it. It pulls to the surface a piece of himself he’d pushed so far back in his mind he had forgotten about it. The fabric is soft underneath his fingers, and he’s struck with a want he hasn’t felt in years. It’s so strong it almost knocks the breath out of him.
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nothing makes me feel as good by bitterbloodyorange
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Apr 2026
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JJ didn't think the others saw it. Hayden, maybe, but Jackie was the only WAGs's name Shane had committed to memory so Hayden never brought it up. JJ didn't have a wife or girlfriend. He had his hookups and the names of the best restaurants in each city they player in. If JJ had a dog, Shane would probably mix its name up with Drapeau's. The others didn't get that however pathetic or sad they might think Shane, Shane thought the same of them tenfold when they missed shots at practice or ate fast food on weekdays. Shane wasn't being prissy or funny when he said, don't embarass me—JJ still doesn't know exactly what it was, but he doesn't care to find out.
Shane had poured everything into his team (possessively: it was his team) and he asked them to give it back that day, so they delivered. When Shane smiled at them afterwards, it felt like love.
Character study on neurotic batshit hardass Captain Shane Hollander. The awe-inspiring and aloof Canadian Hockey Jesus Shane Hollander. Unwilling MLH sex icon Shane Hollander, the face on many mens' dart boards.
or, JJ on the enigma of (his feelings for) Shane Hollander over the years.
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JJ had never been so scared nor so turned on in his life when, once, before a game against the Bears, Shane had said completely-dead-fucking seriously, don't embarrass me. Like they were just cogs in his machine, like they were just the mice and birds dressing the blonde chick in Cinderella.
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Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do
7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
HOLY FUCK
7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes
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31 May 2026
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Shane wasn't really a... 'good' gay. He knew it.
He was, however, an exceptional lesbian.Bookmarked by secondhandsunlight
22 May 2026
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Weeks later, when the news finally breaks, the headlines will call it a “catastrophic brain injury”.
They’ll analyze the hit from every angle, trying to find just what went so wrong. It was clean, it was legal… and yet it somehow slammed Shane Hollander into the ice hard enough to end his career.
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or, another take on shane’s injury in episode 5 being much, much worse.
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your presence has gone through me (like needle through a thread) by GatheringBlue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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"We're setting you up with a billet situation," Fletcher continued. "It's pretty common for first-year players, especially international guys. Gives you a chance to settle in, learn the city, have someone looking out for you."
"Okay," Ilya said slowly, not entirely sure what a billet was, but not wanting to admit his ignorance.
He could guess from the context – he’d heard of rookies being assigned to live with older single players, veterans who could show them the ropes. Maybe that was what Fletcher meant. Connors maybe, he was probably a handful of years older than Ilya. Or perhaps Becker. Ilya just hoped it was someone who–
"You'll be staying with Nikolai Petrov and his family."
The words hit Ilya like a punch to the gut. For a moment, he forgot how to breathe.
"Petrov?" he managed, his voice coming out strangled.
__________________________________________________________________The Bears decide that Ilya should be set up with a billet for his first season. The idea of spending a year living with a man that Ilya is sure hates him is completely terrifying. And yet, it ends up being the best thing to ever happen to him.
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