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    “No. I did have to. You were upset. Is not okay for you to be upset. Ever.” Shane blinks at him. Rozanov blinks back. Neither comment on his words – on the lines they cross, ever so slightly. When Shane doesn’t protest, Rozanov smiles sweetly, swiping his thumb over the man’s bottom teeth. He feels along the ridges of each tooth, pressing his blunt nail into the gums behind them. “Sweet thing. You come to me if you feel this way, yes? I will make it all better.”
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    Shane has a hard week, resulting in a meltdown. He calls Ilya. Ilya decides to fuck it all better. Spoiler: it works.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked. 

    “Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.

    But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?

    “Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls. 

    “Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
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    Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to

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    31 Jan 2026

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    God, Shane wants. Shane wants so much that it hurts, makes his whole body ache with emptiness, and what he wants more than anything after to be held and pushed into – by Rozanov – is to listen and submit – to Rozanov. He wants Rozanov, and it should be scary, but all he feels right now is a want, an impenetrable need that makes him swallow around glass shards stuck in his throat and slowly put his palms flush on the floor in front of his knees, watching Rozanov like he’s in a trance.

    or, being the best might be starting to take its toll on Shane, and Ilya knows how to help

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    31 Jan 2026

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    This is the end to his years of solitude, his years of wandering in search of something he could not quite name until he saw right before his eyes. They both have walked so many li to finally meet in this place, with all the rivers and streams in between. Now, standing under the canopy of red that stretches over them like a bride’s veil, Xie Lian wants to wait no longer.

    Hua Cheng returns on the evening of the Shangyuan Festival. Atop Mount Taicang, he and Xie Lian celebrate his return in more ways than one.

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    25 Jul 2025

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    Xie Lian isn’t particularly worried about the progress of his relationship with Hua Cheng. After all, Hua Cheng seems to be fine with just kissing and hugging for now; wouldn't it be weird to ask for something else? Maybe one day they’d do more, when Xie Lian is ready. He wants to be ready.

    Then, Xie Lian has a nightmare.

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    24 Jul 2025

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    “You should just talk to him, Yongbok-ah.” Hyunjin says, as they watch the warehouse’s roof fall in with a tremendous crash of sparks. “Tell him how you feel.”

    “That defeats the whole purpose.” Felix answers. The heat is so powerful that his skin hurts a little, even from all the way across the street. “He needs to see me as someone other than his 'little brother' on his own, not because I told him to.”

    God, he’d been so proud to be Bangchan’s little brother, in the beginning. Not just for the protection of the name. All Felix had wanted was to be a member of the Family just like everyone else, to be able to be a weapon in his brother's right hand.

    But now he wants to be a firecracker. Something too dazzling and bright and dangerous to look away from.

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    Following the murder of his family, a teenage Felix was taken in by the infamous Bang family. Years later, Chan rules the city with an iron fist, with Felix at his right hand. Can Felix convince Chan to see him not as his "little brother", but as someone worthy of all his obsessive and ruthless love?

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    16 Jun 2024

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    They sit here, with Felix in Chan's lap, suddenly more close than they've ever been before, noses nearly brushing and their faces both drenched in the purple-blue neons overhead.

    Then Chan says it, nothing but warm puffs of breath that dance against his lips.

    And then it's everything.

    “I’m in love with you,” are the words that murmur past that gorgeously sculpted pout, fed directly to Felix and Felix only. “I’ve been in love with you.”

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    Felix fell in love with Chan through their years together, stealthily and gradually yet somehow all at once.
    All it took was a hug for him to realize it.

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    26 May 2024

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    on sundays, jungkook listens to a strange little radio show while painting and may or may not be slightly in love with a voice.

    on sundays, yoongi and taehyung host a strange little radio show out of the back of their van while fighting about things like maps and portable coffee makers and yoongi has no idea whether his voice is reaching anyone

    until they get lost in busan.

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    19 May 2020

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    Camboy Jimin’s usual playmate cancels on him for an upcoming livestream. Roommate Taehyung volunteers as tribute.

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    03 Mar 2020

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    01 Mar 2020

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    This is to provide a reference for writers who are unfamiliar with Chinese literary conventions or terms used in canon. Hopefully someone will find this helpful.

    Prompted by https://three--rings.tumblr.com/post/187301034228/things-the-mdzs-fandom-desperately-needs-if-they

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    30 Nov 2019

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    They'd never talked about sex in the year they'd known each other. Well, that wasn't quite correct: Sherlock had never said a word about sex; John had bemoaned his personal dearth of it on many occasions.

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    20 Aug 2019

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    God, sometimes Nate fucking hates the fact that his mom is the President of the United States. A Chasing Liberty AU.

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    29 Jan 2019

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    The Shoebox Project is a multimedia story of Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, and Lily Evans in their last years at Hogwarts and first year after school. This is an audiobook and video compilation (and completion) of the collective attempts to podfic the SPB between 2004 and 2014. (Note: If anyone involved in these early productions would like their work removed from this compilation or is not correctly credited, please let me know so I can make the appropriate changes.)

    Update: Part 7 on the first posting was the unedited version but it's been fixed as of 3pm CST May 20, 2014.

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    30 May 2017

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    The truth is: what Keith wants or doesn’t want won’t bring Shiro back.

    The truth is: nothing can breathe in space.

    (Or: the story of how Keith and Shiro come together, come apart, and come together again.)

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    25 Aug 2016

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    Eric Bittle, of Bitty's Bakery, is very excited to have been chosen as a contestant for the Food Network Challenge. He's even more excited to find out that he's making a cake for the NHL new-Cup winners, the Falconers.

    Jack Zimmerman, of the Falconers, doesn't know anything about cake, and will be the first to tell you that he feels wholly unqualified to judge a cake-making competition. At least Alexei is there to help ease things a little. Honestly, all he's really expecting is to be very awkward on camera for the entire segment, and to eat a lot of cake that's not really in his diet plan.

    That's how it starts.

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    01 Jul 2016

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    08 Jun 2016

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    It’s almost funny. All he ever wanted was to play hockey, to play in the NHL, to win the Cup. This—Samwell, the team, the Haus—was supposed to be just a detour, but now it feels more like a destination he failed to realize he’s already reached.

    (Or: Jack signs with the Falconers, graduates, and leaves. It's the hardest thing he's ever done. What comes after is even harder.)

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    18 May 2016

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    “So, umm,” Sid says into his phone, suddenly nervous.

    “Sid?” Geno’s voice registers surprise.

    “Yeah, umm.” Why is this difficult? “I’m here?”

    Geno laughs. “Back in Pittsburgh?”

    “No.” Sid clears his throat. “I’m-- I’m in the Moscow airport.”

     

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    Sid decides to spend his summer in Russia.

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    14 May 2016

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    Ninety percent of everyone's problems could be solved by a robot that just texted NO to hockey players on a regular basis. Unfortunately, Sidney didn't have a robot.

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    13 May 2016

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