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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    When Fan Changyu has the giggles from being drunk at New Years.

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 69

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    Xie Zheng returns from years-long war at the front lines only to fight the toughest battle yet – courtship.

    A self-indulgent, no Jinzhou massacre AU.

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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    "My wife sometimes uses gua sha as a remedy for pregnant women suffering from back pain," Gongsun offers as a suggestion. "I'm sure you have a matron in your employment knowledgeable with the practice."

    "No need," Xie Zheng immediately dismisses the help. "I can do it."

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    08 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    The continuation of the AU where the tragedy from 17 years ago doesn't happen, but our mains still have their plates full of royal stuff. Changyu goes to the capital first, alone, to meet the Emperor and whatever challenges that lie ahead, while Xie Zheng rushes to Jinzhou as soon as he hears his father has been injured, but then news arrives, and he finds himself torn between love and duty, and things unfold crazily from there (because obviously he can do both :D)

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    18 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 85

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    AU where the tragedy from 17 years before doesn't happen, Xie Zheng and Meng Changyu grow up as childhood sweethearts, until he escapes to war to make a name for himself, while she's left at the capital to decide her own fate. She chooses to follow in the footsteps of her betrothed while paving her own military path (and weds him while doing so :D)

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    16 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 46

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    Xie Zheng has conquered empires and commanded armies, yet he has never known true terror until he realizes he cannot protect the woman he loves from the life they create together.

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    16 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 69

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    As if under a spell, she leaned in again and pressed a light kiss to the corner of his lips.

    It had been gentle and brief – but this time, his breathing did change: not abruptly, not in any way that suggested he was startled, but enough that she noticed, and knew that he wasn’t sleeping anymore.

    “You’re awake,” she murmured, the words slipping out low and quiet, trying to not disturb the quietness of the morning.

    There had been a pause, then along with a small stretch, a soft sound came from Xie Zheng – sleepy and ridiculously comfortable even from her outsider view.

    “Mm.”

    Her hand drifted up to smooth over his beautiful hair in a gentle caress automatically, making Xie Zheng simply melt under her touch with a satisfied hum.

    But she noticed the faint, smug smirk in the corner of his lips – entirely at odds with the soft atmosphere. It didn’t take long for her to figure out why he had that expression on his face.

    Her eyes narrowed slightly, watching him with a mixture of exasperation, fondness, and slight embarrassment due to her actions.

    “You were pretending,” she accused him, pursing her lips, feeling betrayed.

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    02 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 80

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    Changyu cooks pork; Xie Zheng cooks fish.

    It’s the pregnant Marchioness’ favorite dish.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    The Dragon Throne stood empty.

    In its stead, at the foot of the dais, sat the Prince Regent.

    The Marquis of Wu’an did not need the throne to command the room’s attention or respect. Clad in dark robes embroidered with the finest gold thread, midnight hair tied up and adorned with a golden guan, he exuded an authority so absolute that no one dared mistake his position. His posture was flawless, his expression composed and unreadable.

    Even in relaxation, he seemed like a dangerous predator, ready to strike.

    And his gaze, when falling on a low-ranking official like him, was bone-chilling.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    The Marquis of Wu’an walks the capital market in plain clothes with Chang Yu and Chang Ning. Under Xie Wu’s watchful eye, the city first mistakes them for a hidden family scandal and then slowly realises it is witnessing something far rarer.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    While Fan Changyu spars with Marquis Wu'An in the practice yard, Xie Qi and Xie Wu find themselves unwilling witnesses to a spectacle far more unsettling than any battlefield: their terrifying Lord behaving like a man hopelessly in love.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    cens and censibility @ottawagirly
    is there a reason why 8 million different hockey players have decided to post pics of themselves kissing each other with tongue or????????

    Or, Hayden Pike is freaking out after accidentally posting a video of Shane and Ilya making out on his fanmail. Luckily, he has a groupchat of hockey players determined to help them play it off. The internet is mostly just confused?

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    16 Apr 2026

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    [Inside the Ottawa Centaurs’ locker room, Harris Drover attaches a microphone to Shane Hollander’s shirt as Ilya Rozanov sits next to him at a table. The two prepare to share the contents of their backpacks, which sit on the table in front of them]

    Shane: I thought when people did these interviews, they got to like, pick what’s in their bag beforehand. It’s not usually a spontaneous thing, is it?

    Ilya: How would you know this?

    Shane: I watched one that Rose did. 

    Ilya: Oh, of course you watched Rose doing one of these videos. Did she have a framed photo of you in her bag so she could gush about how much you love each other?

    Shane: Do I seriously need to remind you that I chose to marry you, and that we live and work together, and Rose is just my friend I see like twice a year?

    Ilya: Yes. 

    Shane: Are you sure you want to do this with us, Harris? 

    Harris: I can’t help that the people love you. Besides, I’ve convinced myself this will be fun. 

    Shane: That’s not very comforting. 

    Harris: Neither is the look on Ilya’s face that’s telling me I will definitely come to regret this, but that’s the job!

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “Mic’ing us up? Did I hear that right?” Hunter questions.

    “Someone in PR thought it would be funny to hear the three of you during all of your games,” Coach LeClaire explains, “The idea got out and spread like wildfire.”

    “Huh,” Hunter responds.

    “It would be funny to hear me,” Ilya corrects, “I am funny. The other two are boring.”

    He hears Hollander huff out a laugh and bump shoulders with him as Hunter continues to ask questions. Casually glancing over to the other man, he sees a small smile playing at his lips. His eyes, though, there was a gleam that he hadn’t seen before. He wasn’t certain what it could mean, but it couldn’t be good for Ilya.

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    Or what if Shane had stayed with Ilya that night in Boston?

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    13 Apr 2026

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander was the Next Big Thing in hockey. Then a baby he didn't know he had changed everything. Shane walked away from the MLH draft, choosing a life of diapers and midnight feedings over the Stanley Cup. Eighteen years later, his life is back on track, and his greatest achievement is about to make his MLH debut for the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Centaurs, has only one goal: secure his Canadian citizenship, come out, and finally live life on his own terms. He remembers Shane Hollander as a pretty boy from a World Juniors game in Saskatchewan. He doesn't expect to find that same boy back in his sightlines—not as a player, but as the father of his newest rookie.

    Or: The one where Shane is a world-class "dadager", Ilya is a pining captain, and Luca Hollander just wants to play his rookie season without his captain and his father making heart eyes at each other across the family lounge.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    The Hockey News Podcast @EverydayHockey posted an article. 

    BREAKING: BOSTON BEARS CAPTAIN CLIFF MARLEAU CAUGHT ON CAMERA ASSAULTING PHOTOGRAPHER AMID ONGOING “HOLLANDER-ROZANOV” CONTROVERSY. 

    Just a day after Hayden Pike’s leaked fan mail video involving Montreal Voyageurs Captain Shane Hollander and Ottawa Centaurs Captain Ilya Rozanov (formerly of the Boston Bears) sent shockwaves through the hockey community all over the world, now, the league find itself once again facing another troubling development. 

    This time, the focus of the controversy is Ilya Rozanov’s former teammate, and the current captain of the Boston Bears, Cliff Marleau. 

    In which Cliff Marleau was a very good friend to Ilya, and when he found out about the Hollander-Rozanov leaked video, the first thing he did was help his brother out.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    When Hayden Pike’s mother is diagnosed with dementia, the last person he expects to understand is Ilya Rozanov. Grief has a way of finding common ground.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    “Who would have thought Hollander would be such a freak?” Wyatt asks, a big smile on his face.

    “Shut up, Hazy. Yes, my husband is a freak. And he’s mine. Don’t perceive him,” Ilya says smugly, looking at his teammates over Shane’s body, a big smirk on his face.

    “You’re too chronically online, Cap,” LaPointe laughs.

    “Yes, I know. I’m too hot. I play too much good hockey. My husband is too sexy. They will kill me,” Ilya says, smirking into his beer. The rookies all laugh, and Shane snorts into his neck, even though Ilya is pretty sure he has no idea what he just said.

    Or in which the Ottawa Centaurs go clubbing, Shane sits on Ilya's lap, and Ilya loses his mind.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Ilya makes Shane play a new game Harris sent him called “Is It Cheating or Not?” and, against his better judgment, Shane decided to play. It goes exactly as well as you’d expect. Which is to say, somewhere between his messing around, Ilya decides to get in his car and drives across Montréal to deal with it personally...much to Hayden Pike’s absolute horror.

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    A question game about cheating and relationship boundaries goes wrong, and Ilya quickly finds himself stressed over what Shane thinks he can do...and where he is right now.

    BRAND NEW HAYDEN’s REVENGE CHAPTER!!

    After the cheating game Shane and Ilya dragged him into, Hayden decides it’s finally time for revenge. During a boys’ night out with Shane, he turns the game back on Ilya with his own “is it cheating if Shane…” questions, using Ilya’s imagination against him for once.

    Unfortunately for Hayden, the night spirals faster than expected, and he quickly learns there are some disasters only a husband can clean up.

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    26 Mar 2026

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