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    Sanji didn't expect to end up in a BDSM bar, but at the insistence of his friends (who wanted to cheer him up from his latest breakup), he entered.

    Sanji most DEFINITELY did not expect to wake up the next morning receiving aftercare from a green-haired man who claims to be a service dom. What the fuck even is that!?

    AKA Sanji gets entangled in the world of BDSM for the first time with a man, making him question his sexuality. Who knew that this world would bare his heart, exposing his weaknesses? And with a marimo at that?

    (now with fanart!)

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    13 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    when a stray home run ball from baseball ace iwaizumi hajime leaves oikawa tooru with a bump on his forehead, oikawa demands a fine dining experience as compensation. what starts as a simple repayment quickly feels suspiciously like a date, and oikawa finds himself questioning his feelings as things just seem to escalate from there.

    but what really confuses him is why iwaizumi seems so unbothered by oikawa’s ridiculous request. is this just an apology—or something more?

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    08 Sep 2025

  3. Rec 48

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    They had been dating for nine months when Iwaizumi said he was ready to have sex.

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    18 Feb 2025

  5. Rec 54

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    Another door opened and a tall dark-haired half-lidded man appeared in the hallway. He glanced between the two of them. “Who knocked?”
    “Nobody knocked, Mattsun.” Atsumu didn’t take his eyes off of Oikawa.
    He glared back at the blonde. He glanced at Matsukawa and the smoke that was surrounding him, suddenly gaining a jump of confidence. “I did.”
    Matsukawa looked down at him, thick eyebrows raised. “And you are?”
    “Oikawa. You?” Oikawa had to tilt his head back slightly as the other guy was at least a few inches taller.
    He leaned against the doorframe and stretched his arm across the open space. “Matsukawa.”

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    06 Aug 2023