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    Phil's been quiet about a fantasy of his: to be pet and penetrated by several men at once. When he lets it slip during a game night, Dan comes to realize that he's a little more than intrigued by the prospect.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    The doctor tilts her head to the only source of warmth in the cold, hospital room. “And who’s he?”

    Buck’s eyes drift to Eddie, hungry for the sight of him. They fall upon the tense line of Eddie’s shoulders, the firm press of otherwise plump lips, watching like the very air in his lungs depend on Buck’s answer.

    “That’s Eddie,” Buck answers, and the smile sneaks up on him. “Eddie Diaz. My partner.”

    There. Relief washes through Eddie in a visible wave: his shoulders drop, features relaxing with the soft push of an exhale. Buck warms at the sight. Right answer.


    A polysemy is a word with multiple, related meanings. The word partner, for example, can mean close friendship, a teammate, a co-parent. To someone else, it can also mean a lover.

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    10 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    "Oh my god," Eddie's voice came out cracking. "Are you hard right now?"

    "No." Buck spoke up almost immediately, looking up to meet Eddie's eyes and- oh, bad idea.

    "You are." Eddie chuckled and Buck frowned, looking back at Eddie. Huh? "Dude, out of all the things I've ever worn," Eddie continued, opening the fridge's door to get himself a beer. "I just have to show my forearm to get you hard?" He finally said, smiling like the fact of Buck being hard was amusing.

    What the hell was going on?

    Or, Eddie yells at Buck and Buck gets hard about it.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “Alright,” Eddie shrugs, laissez-faire. He pulls Buck’s plate to the center of the table; pushes his own forward in kind. Then he begins a drawn-out circus routine of plucking an olive at a time up and out of the bowl and plopping them onto their respective dishes, one by one.

    The delicate, repetitive movement of Eddie’s pinched fingers reminds Buck of picking the petals off of flowers. He loves me. He loves me not. He love—

    An olive hits him square in the forehead.

    “There,” Eddie says, resolute, as the pitted projectile tumbles to the ground at Buck’s feet. “Equal treatment.”

    Or: Buck, Eddie, and the olive theory. Well, in theory.

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    "I don't know." Buck's voice dropped lower, uncertain. "I just need... something."

    His fingers found Eddie's wrist, holding on like an anchor. Eddie stroked his thumb along Buck's pulse point, feeling the rapid beats beneath skin that burned too hot. "Tell me what you're thinking."

    Buck was quiet for another long moment, and Eddie could practically see him gathering courage. When Buck finally turned to look at him, his blue eyes were desperate, pupils blown wide. "This is gonna sound crazy."

    "Try me."

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    or; Buck gets sick and has a proposition for Eddie. Then, when Eddie gets sick, Buck's got another proposition.

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    08 Jun 2026