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    Suho sleeps. He tries to read until his eyes get dry and achy. He answers questions. On a scale of 1-10, how much does it hurt? Do you remember what day it is? Can you try moving this arm? This leg?

    He watches people. Doctors. Nurses. His grandmother. Sieun. Always Sieun. His strange group of loud, lively friends.

    He tries to relearn what it means to be a person.

    And underneath it all runs that same suffocating, angry current. That wave that keeps tugging at his legs, begging to pull him under.

    Somewhere in the hollow cavern of his chest, a child won’t stop crying out,

    Why me?

    Or,

    Snapshots of Suho’s recovery.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “Unclench, Sieun-ah,” Suho says, reaching out to grab for his catcher's mask, but Sieun just holds on tighter. Always so fucking stubborn. Usually it’s fine—endearing, even—but today it’s beyond frustrating. “Hey. Let me have it.”

    Sieun doesn’t move, and he doesn’t say anything.

    Suho and Sieun are on the same college baseball team. They lose a game, then they gain something else.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Suho goes to take off his own shirt. He immediately gets a noseful of sweat and grass. He says, throwing it to the ground and wincing, “Man, have I really smelled like that this entire time?”

    Sieun looks confused. He says, “You smell fine.” And then, quieter, more embarrassed: “Or, um, good. Like baseball.”

    Suho has to bite back a grin, tongue pressing into the side of his mouth.

  3. Rec 25

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    Yunho runs away to the big city, thinking it’ll be easier to be out and queer there. He finds out it’s not quite that easy.

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    03 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 34

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    Sieun’s head subtly tilts to one side. For a moment, Lee Kang sees his mother. But something about her features on her son's face, younger and masculinized, fills him with a dizzying, sick want.

    Lee Kang obsesses over his professor's son. He's not the only one.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Former Taekwondo athlete Go Hyuntak gets locked up for a murder he didn’t commit. His cell mate is someone known as ‘the mad dog’, who nobody thinks he’s going to survive. Geum Seongje takes an interest in him.

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    25 May 2026