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Illuga yearns for the heart of his friend and fellow lightkeeper, but as their bodies burn and lips touch, he learns that confessing his heart's desires isn't as easy as people say.
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06 Jul 2026
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i sobbed
THIS WAS UNEXPECTEDLY DEVASTATING THE ANGST IS NOT LIGHT BRUH
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Flins wants to devour him. Wants to lick every inch of skin. Make Illuga bleed fresh just so he can chase the flavor as it wells up.
He uses what is perhaps his last shred of sanity to say, “I hope Young Master isn’t getting himself injured on purpose.”
Illuga laughs, breathless. “No, I promise. Just bad luck.” His hand slides from Flins' cheek down to his jaw, thumb brushing over his lower lip. “Or good luck, depending on the perspective.”
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Illuga is used to receiving all of Flins’s flattery. But knowing it's all nothing but lip service doesn't change the distance that Flins keeps between them, or how his sweet words linger on his mind. One night, he visits the Final Night Cemetery as usual and forgets this fact.
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05 Jul 2026
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A Captain Through the Looking Glass by raytastic
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
26 Jan 2026
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"So," Flins continues, "this evening, when you come back to the lighthouse, I will present irrefutable evidence that you look beautiful no matter how loud or needy you become."
There is a tiny prickle of unease at the base of Illuga's neck. "Evidence how?"
Flins' smile widens mischievously. Oh no.Illuga is certain his behavior in bed must repulse Flins, and ends up getting a very thorough demonstration of exactly how wrong he is.
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04 Jul 2026
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"You barely ever eat any human food."
"A shame, really."
"You must be starving."
"Not particularly."
"Then, if I offered you my heart, you would say no?"
Illuga finds an old book that tells the tales of man-eating fae, and decides to test the reality of it.
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02 Jul 2026
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i am wound so tightly i hardly even breathe by viomins
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
21 Jan 2026
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"Stop what?"
"This," Illuga said, gesturing vaguely between them with his free hand. "Whatever game you're playing. I can't–" He swallowed hard. "–I can't keep doing this. It feels like–” The words died in his throat. He couldn't put a name to the feeling that had been plaguing him for so long.
Flins’ gaze had become quite weird at that point. It made something electric run through him.
“Like what?” Flins asked again.
“Like you’re stringing me along.”
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- Part 1 of a thousand teeth and yours among them
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30 Jun 2026
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Illuga hears something from behind him and swears to Solovei his heart stops. Slowly he turns to look over his shoulder, slowly he locks eyes with the subject of his fantasies.
“Apologies, Young Master. It was not my intent to disturb you,” Flins says. He’s sitting gracefully in Illuga’s favorite chair, having dragged it from the living room to the foot of his bed. “But, you called my name.”
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- Part 1 of Alex’s Adventures in Nod Krai
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30 Jun 2026
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"Told you," he croaked out with strength he gathered from Varka’s presence.
Varka's hand found his cheek immediately, thumb brushing carefully and lightly over his jaw. "What?"
"You said—" Lohen swallowed, throat raw. "’Wait here’."
Varka asks. Lohen listens. Both of them suffer emotionally as a result.
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30 Jun 2026
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he's well-known to police, 'cause he looks like a riot by kjm126316
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
01 Oct 2025
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Wriothesley takes the Chief Justice out on a ‘date.’ Neuvillette yearns.
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30 Jun 2026
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“Would you like to rest your head in my lap, Young Master?” The low, sweet timbre of Flins' voice sounds from behind Illuga, as casual as could be.
However, for Illuga, there would be no difference between punching him square in the gut and letting the air squeeze from his lungs than hearing those words.
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28 Jun 2026
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Иллуги уже привык время от времени навещать своего старшего товарища, чтобы тот не скучал в одиночестве на своём мрачном кладбище. Более того, привычка переросла в необходимость, и теперь он стремится увидеть Флинса в дни, когда следовало бы сидеть в домашнем уюте. Случайный визит приносит новые сведения о человеке, к которому Иллуги очевидно неравнодушен.
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27 Jun 2026
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Флинс смотрит на него внимательно, не отрывая взгляд даже тогда, когда отпивает из кружки ещё дымящийся горячий чай.
– Я, – Иллуга начинает пересказывать события минувшего дня, – нарушил приказ и сунулся в туман, там в одиночку сражался с очень сильным монстром, едва не погибнув, а потом вообще потерялся. Компас в аномалии перестал работать, в какую сторону идти, я тоже не знал, но в итоге... – он очень надеется, что после следующих слов не станет в чужих глазах сумасшедшим, – блуждающий огонь вывел меня назад к лагерю.
Его собеседник, вопреки ожиданиям, выглядит невпечатлённым.
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27 Jun 2026
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Three times Vein talks to Liu Xiao about Xia Fei, and one time Xia Fei talks to Liu Xiao about Vein.
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24 Jun 2026
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Четыре раза, когда Флинс пришёл Иллуги на выручку, и один раз, когда наоборот.
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24 Jun 2026
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«Сколько в тебе человеческого?» – спросил однажды Иллуги. «Достаточно, чтобы казаться», – подумал тогда Флинс, но оставил вопрос без ответа, лишь прикрыл глаза и сделал глоток вина. Сейчас он сказал бы по-другому. «Столько, сколько тебе нужно».
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24 Jun 2026
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Собираясь на маяк, он правда меньше всего хотел разговаривать, подбирать слова, делать вид, что не устал. С Флинсом, конечно, можно было позволить себе быть немного честнее и в желаниях, и в мыслях, но Иллуги думал, что все будет… иначе. Флинс напоит его чаем, может, накормит. Пораньше уложит спать. И хотя он не жалуется — грех жаловаться в такой ситуации, — он все равно ждал не этого.
А с другой стороны — они ведь и не разговаривают: Иллуги зажимает себе рот обеими руками, когда Флинс смыкает губы вокруг головки, и тонет в этой влажной бархатистости.
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24 Jun 2026
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У Иллуги работящие руки.
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24 Jun 2026
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Маяку до путеводной — один аванпост by wezennn, WTF hoyoxeno 2026 (talestobetold)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
15 Feb 2026
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Языки сизого огня тянутся к его коже ровно так же, как человек тянется к другому человеку — за близостью.
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23 Jun 2026
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The mist which has lain upon the upper hill since the breaking of dawn begins to lift just as you come round the last bend of the path from the watch-post to lift, and what it reveals stops you in the road as if a hand had been laid flat against your chest.
A tall figure stands at the wrought-iron gate of the Chudomirovich manor. Clothed head to foot in black, one gloved hand lies upon the topmost spike, the other lifted to hold above their head a parasol of black silk, though the morning sun is so faint that no shade could fairly be wanted. A veil falls from the brim of the small mourning hat, stirring a little in a wind unknown to you; a silver pin at their throat glints in the thin gray light. He turns his head, lifting his free hand, and waves.
You stare. The two men of your squad coming up behind you—Valdis and Egle—have not yet seen the figure at the gate, and are still speaking in a low voice of last night's supper. For now, at least, this gesture belongs only to you and to the man on the hill.
Squad Leader Illuga chances upon the widower of Kyryll Chudomirovich while on patrol.
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21 Jun 2026
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An alternate ending in the quest "Nightingale's Song"...
What if the others didn't arrive (in time) and Illuga really ended up fighting the evil eye alone (angst warning?) …Life is so cruel. Death is, too.
Illuga lets out a broken breath. His chest is aching, tears dripping down his temples faster, leaving a hot trail on their tracks.
“Kyryll…”
“Kyryll? Who–Oh! Flins!”
A sob slips out from him at the name and Paimon's panic strikes.
“I'm… scared...” He's scared. He's scared of dying. He's scared of leaving Flins without saying goodbye. He's scared of not seeing him again. He's so scared. He wants to see him. Please.
“I… want to… see you.”
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20 Jun 2026
