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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    It’s weird. To be taken care of. To have someone watching over you. To be cherished just for the sake of it.

    Why would someone do that? When my purpose is already accomplished, and I don’t matter anymore, why would someone look after me? Why would someone hold me dear? Why would he hold me dear?

    ”I don’t deserve it” I can’t help but think.

    ”I don’t deserve him”

    On days like this, I’m thankful that Eridians — that Rocky — seem to be able to hear everything about me but my thoughts.
    On these days, the only privacy I can find for myself is in the depths of my mind. That’s not a kind place to be. Never has been.

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    Grace struggles with an unexpected severe starvation during their trip to Erid and Rocky helps him. Or tries to.

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    Maybe Stratt was right all along.
    Maybe I am going to die in space.
    I can feel it getting worse every day now.
    I feel it in the creaking of my bones, the burning in my eyes, the aches in my muscles, in my head, in the pit of my stomach.
    But there isn’t anything I can do about it now.

    OR, as Grace and Rocky journey back to Erid, the consequences of Grace's dwindling food supply begin to show, and Rocky becomes desperate to save him.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    Humans and hybrids have been separated by the unfairly elected president of L'manburg J.Schlatt and the once mighty Elytrian race have been wiped out for good. Or have they?

    That's what Techno had first thought, but after meeting a winged girl his whole life seems to flip upside down. And now he's in a rebellion fighting to make the world safe for both hybrids and humans? It all seems crazy, especially when he realises that he seems to care about the Elytrian girl much more than he originally thought.
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    Origins SMP Au
    Cross-Posted on Wattpad

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Mike puts the car into park, but doesn’t tear his gaze away from the windshield. “Say it.”

    Will splutters. “Say what?”

    “Like we’re what, Will? Say it. Why do I make your boyfriend so nervous?”

    “You’re being a jerk.” He looks down and picks at a loose thread on his sweater.

    Mike is being a jerk, but he’s just tired. And Will is here in Mike’s car in the middle of nowhere, protected by the growing darkness of the evening, and goddamnit, Mike wants to hear him say it. He wants to hear Will say Mike isn’t better.

     

    Or: Mike and Will have been Mike and Will for sixteen years. Mike is not going to Will let someone else ruin that.

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    29 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 93

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    Because naming it would have meant needing to change something. And Mike didn’t want things to change. Not with Will.

    If he left it alone, maybe it would stay manageable.

    That should’ve been the end of it.

    But no matter how hard Mike tried to bury it, the feeling didn’t go away. He had to adapt. Make himself smaller. Tried not to make it so obvious how in love he was with his best friend, except he could barely even admit that to himself.

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    28 Apr 2026