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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    “Jay. Destroying your hands is only going to mess up your piano skills. We can’t afford this right now. How are we supposed to get a show at the Rivoli if half the band can’t even fucking play?” Jay’s hands shook a little as he reached for the bacitracin. Matt snatched it off the counter before he could even get close. “You don’t need this.”

    “Matt, c’mon. Give it.”

    “No! No, Jay, I will not. You need to tell me what’s going on with you. I haven’t seen you shred your hands up like this in forever. You’re supposed to tell me when your head starts getting all fucked again, man.” Jay couldn’t even look him in the face. He was afraid Matt would be able to see it in his eyes: you died, and it was real this time and I don’t know how to fucking handle it. Oh and also, it made me realize I’ve probably been in love with you for the last twenty five years.

     

    Or: Jay's having a little bit of trouble coping with the whole "watching his best friend die for him" thing

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    "Watch me?"

    "Yes." He could see it. Spread him out and pin him up like a bug, wind him up, watch him go. "Would you let me?" Matt already knew the answer. This was already how Jay moved for him, played for him, every day.

    Jay's eyes met his, heavy. "Sure."

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    01 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    It's not enough. He needs more.

    He needs what Matt gave him before, over, and over, and over again.

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    29 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Efforts to get a show at the Rivoli are derailed by a trip to the cinema and its several consequences.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Look, Jay, I’ll make it up to you–”
    “How are you gonna make it up to me–”
    “Come on, man, I–"
    “Like, are you gonna suck my fucking dick about it?”
    As soon as the question is out, Jay snaps his jaw shut so hard it makes an audible click.

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    Matt scares another girl away. Jay finds it in his heart to forgive him.

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    28 Jun 2026