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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    The Doctor had considered dying of a broken heart nothing more than a tale told to romanticize what would otherwise be a typical death. No one really died from heartbreak but storybook characters.

    As a more familiar sensation arose next to his grief, as tendrils of gold spun through his arteries, he learned that Time Lords, too, could die of broken hearts.

     

    Against all odds, Eight becomes Nine. And time marches on. And now so must he.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 18

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    11 Feb 2025

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    It's the smoke that wakes him, seeping into his apartment not ten minutes after he finally knocks off.

    He's off the couch in half a second, heart pounding with adrenaline, at the kitchen counter before he even realizes that the familiar smell in his nose is burning insulation.

    There isn't any alarm going, no sprinklers on, no neighbors screaming or doors banging open, but Buck knows.

    "9-1-1," says a vaguely familiar voice on the other end of the phone once he punches in the numbers. "What's your emergency?"

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    07 Feb 2025

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    After the tsunami that devastated Los Angeles, Athena goes to the rescue after a report of people in need of help. To her horror, she finds Christopher and Buck stranded amidst the wreckage of the city. And Buck’s leg is pinned — the same leg that had only just healed from being crushed by a ladder truck.

    As time runs out, Buck is being crushed all over again, and Athena faces an impossible choice. With Christopher watching, she must decide: do the unthinkable, risking Buck’s career as a firefighter forever, or hesitate — and let the man beloved by the 118 die in front of the boy who might as well be his son?


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    31 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    29 Jan 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 98

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    After the threesome, Max, Tristan, and Avery struggle to put clear parameters on the nature of their relationships. Max knows what he wants, just like he knows what he can't ever have.

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    13 Nov 2024

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  7. Public Bookmark 58

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    Max fucks Tristan; Avery directs. Everyone has feelings.

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    13 Nov 2024

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  8. Public Bookmark 18

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    Starring Alex, Gabe, Ryan and Steph from True Colors, Dark Entities takes place in an alternate timeline in which Gabe survives the blast incident, thanks to a mysterious ghost from his past…

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    03 Jul 2024

  9. Rec 71

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    And look, if it wasn't because Bobby heard him too he would be laughing with her. He wasn't ashamed of it. He wasn't gonna tell everyone about it but what two consenting adults got going in bed was their own business. Still, there was a difference between embracing your kinks and having your father figure find out about it, there couldn't be anything worse than that.

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    Buck accidentally reveals to Bobby and Athena he likes calling his boyfriend "Daddy".

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    01 Jun 2024

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    "This meal, though? It was a team effort and it’s definitely queer.”

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    Tommy and Bobby cook birthday lunch for Buck at the firehouse. Captain Gerrard isn't happy with how diverse his team is.

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    01 Jun 2024

  11. Rec 18

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    “Chris,” he says, breaking the uncomfortable silence. His voice is nasally, thick around the edges. “Could — could you please go into the other room for a minute?”

    Christopher’s eyes flash with something besides the welling tears in the corners, his mouth opening so he can try and say something, but Eddie shakes his head, throat bobbing. Giving him a pleading look, desperate and scared. Frantic. Not right now, please. Just give me a moment. Just a little more time.

    Or: A CODA/missing scene after Christopher and Marisol see Eddie and Kim. They break up.

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    24 May 2024

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    “Oh, uh.” Eddie shrugs, stretches. “You know. Buck. It’s kind of… who he’s become, who he’s proud of being. I guess, I mean- we haven’t talked about it specifically. But yeah, I think… it’s like the turnouts, you put them on, feel good about who you are in them. And it’s the name he’s used ever since he came here, it’s- neat. Like, a clean break from when he… was young, and alone.” He shrugs again, smiles a little. “His friends call him Buck.”

    Tommy’s thumb slips in the condensation on his glass. “Should I-”

    “No.” Eddie’s voice is very soft. “I think… for most of his life only Maddie ever said ‘Evan’ and meant ‘I’m happy to see you.’ I think… it’s good, that he has that with you.”

    Tommy just- tries to remember how to breathe normally for a second. “I am,” he says. “Happy to see him.” A funny, shaky little joy in his stomach every single time he looks up and sees Evan Buckley.

    Eddie and Tommy talk at the wedding

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    19 May 2024

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    The afternoon sun sneaking through the curtain lights him right up, glowing in his curls and against his cheek like the air itself can’t help but touch him. It makes Tommy feel kind of out of breath, kind of out of his depth. “Sometimes I think I must have made you up," he says, because the walls aren't melting but this still feels like a dream.

    “I was.” Buck says it softly, and then blinks, like the words were out of his mouth before his brain could catch them. “Made up,” he says, a clarification that doesn’t make anything clearer.

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    Tommy learns about Daniel, and thinks about life and safety and caring about things

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    19 May 2024

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    Buck didn’t expect the storm, or how he would react to it. Neither did Tommy.

    (Or: A thunderstorm interrupts Buck and Tommy’s movie night, and Tommy helps him through it.)

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    03 May 2024

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    "No, that's the thing. You say my name and it feels like my name. It feels like me."

     

    or; Buck and Tommy and this whole "Evan" thing. Shameless fluff yet again because I can't be stopped.

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    03 May 2024

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    “Trust me, darlin’,” Dean whispered in his ear, and Buck nodded, all too aware of the gun against his head.

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    They’d met twice before, their paths crossing as they worked their ways across the country. Two chance meetings, two very enjoyable encounters. Years later, a series of demonic church arsons bring them back together. Being taken hostage was not how Buck expected to reunite with Dean.

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    01 May 2024

  17. Rec 5

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    It’s when his vision starts spotting, and he feels his body growing weak, that he feels terror.

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    Post s5e18 AU where Bobby Nash of 9-1-1 fame is part of Castiel's vessel bloodline

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    30 Apr 2024

  18. Rec 27

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    Oliver gets a Superman tattoo when he's drunk and when the media finds out, he passes it off as a joke that he has a crush. It goes over well to everyone ... but Clark, who is suddenly avoiding him.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.

    But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”

    —you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—

    So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.

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    16 Apr 2024

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    Buck meets God at a gay club. He finds him in an oil-slick puddle on a damp night, neon lights reflecting off the kaleidoscopic liquid in the parking lot.

     

    or; Evan Buckley falls in love with himself.

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    10 Apr 2024

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