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  1. Public Bookmark 99

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    “Andrew,” Neil says, with the brittle calm of someone standing in the eye of a storm. “You do realize this is stupid. Dick size has literally zero correlation with how long it takes to…” He grimaces. Struggles. Then bites out, at last, “Climax.”

    “Prove it, then,” Andrew says, smirking lazily. “Come faster than me.”

    OR Andrew gets high and forms a theory about big dicks. Naturally, he has to involve his roommate in the research.

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Neil Josten isn't anything. Not a real person, and not an alpha, beta, or omega, either.

    He's mostly just trying to stay alive.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    When Andrew and Neil begin hooking up, their relationship is based on a single, murky agreement; they don't objectify or use one another, but there are to be no real feelings involved, either. It works. At least, until Neil develops feelings too strong for his own good.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Across multiple universes, Andrew and Neil always find each other.

    In this one, Nathaniel isn't worthy of being found.

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    Neil as Nathaniel. Multi-verse (?) AU. A lot of angst but a happy ending.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    This is the story of Neil and Andrew post “The King’s Men” and spans 12 years. It’s about their sexual journey – every baby steps, missteps, and gigantic leaps. It is also (and perhaps more importantly) the journey of how they stay committed throughout it all, made visible in the little things, and bigger, grander gestures. Most of this is a mix of canonical facts and my own take on their future.

    A few of the scenes include: the night following the championship game, Andrew allowing Neil to get him off, Neil getting fucked for the first time, the handcuffs scene, Andrew moving to a new city while Neil has to stay at Palmetto for his last year, Andrew bottoming, Nicky’s wedding, and Andrew and Neil’s public coming out far, far in the future, followed by a crazy Fox reunion.

    Content warnings and trigger warnings in the notes of every chapter.

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    31 Oct 2025