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  1. Public Bookmark 89

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    Her latest realisation is digested as slowly and rationally as possible. There is nothing to worry about. It's just a small, tiny crush. Completely manageable.

    It is not, in fact, manageable.

    Or: Emily, Andy, and everything that follows.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 95

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    Because she always wants to hear everything from Emily. Except, apparently, this.

    “I met someone.”

    Andy blinks. Once. Twice.

    Her fingers tighten fractionally around the stem of her wine glass. She swallows. Pulls in a breath that feels strangely shallow in her lungs.

    “That’s great, Em,” she means to say immediately. Brightly, effortlessly. “Tell me everything.”

    Instead, what comes out is small and terribly honest.

    “Oh.”

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    13 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    is the number of nights i spent missing you.

    or,

    emily writes letters to update andy through the years, except she doesn't ever send them.

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    which is why andy desperately needs to know.

    if there’s a universe where she had the strength to say goodbye. where wanting emily isn’t this quiet persistent ache that is solely hers to carry. where it doesn’t feel like clutching at wisps of something just out of reach, trying and trying, even as they slip through her fingers.

    would that have changed anything at all. or does she still carry the cadence of emily’s voice tucked beneath her ribs -- a low and constant echo. still save voicemails, fragments of being remembered at all, and replay them like they might reveal anything more if she listens closely enough.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “Are you done?” he asks.

    “Yes.”

    “Are you sure?”

    “…Yes.”

    Nigel nods. Says, very mildly, to the wall and not to her: “You have spent half an hour telling me why he is wrong for her; and not once have you told me who you think would be right.”

    She opens her mouth.

    She closes it.

    A small, traitorous thought slips in sideways before she can shut the door on it. She shuts the door on it.

    -

    Or the one where Emily and Andrea are friends. Great friends. Best friends. Just friends.

    So why the fuck does Andrea want to pull her hair out at the thought of Emily having a boyfriend?

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    02 Jun 2026