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    He turns his head to find a stranger. Fair skin, brown hair, long lashes fanning sly hazel eyes that catch the light when he smiles. There’s a faint flush to his cheeks that contrasts nicely with the light blue shirt he’s wearing. He’s as tall as Shane, not quite as fit as a professional athlete but obviously in good shape, and very pretty. 

    “Hello there,” the stranger says easily, in perfect, barely accented French.

    Shane goes to a birthday party, gets drunk, and meets an old friend of Ilya's.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    perezhivanie (n., plural perezhivaniya, from Russian переживание)

    1. (in psychology) The emotional-cognitive experience arising for a person, especially a child, from any situation or from any aspect of his environment, which determines what kind of influence this situation or this environment will have on the child.

    2. (in acting theory) A tool enabling actors to create characters from their own re-lived, past lived-through experiences, by revitalizing their autobiographical emotional memories and arousing emotions through physical actions. see also Stanislavsky.

    or, Shane hates Ilya Rozanov, his professional rival and former drama school classmate. Rozanov doesn't seem to have gotten the memo.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Rival celebrity chefs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are invited to a live panel about “The Future of Healthy Home Cooking.”

    The producers want lively debate, the audience wants drama, and the internet wants their feud.

    Incidentally, and entirely unrelated, Shane and Ilya have spent the last decade secretly in love.

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    05 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 86

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    The play is very, very obvious. Ilya has spent most of his life wanting to be away from it, and to do that, you need a lot of money. The man in front of him has a lot of money, and better yet, a deep appreciation for the muscles that make up Ilya’s stomach. Ilya wishes he had the texts in hand, thick, soft pieces to feed back into his frowning mouth. Remember? When you said: I like you so much, and god I feel crazy and Fuck me, fuck me harder, more, god you feel so big, so good. I can feel you—please, you’re going to make me come. Please can I come. Please, Ilya.

    Always, they beg. Ilya is happier than he thought possible to fit in one body.

    or: Catfish au.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    A night out at the Kingfisher during a team roadtrip to New York leaves Ilya cursed with a truth spell. Worried this will ruin everything for Ilya and Shane and their very secret relationship, Ilya scrambles to break the curse before saying anything he can't take back.

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    04 Jun 2026