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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    The click of their glasses ring gently in the barren bar, a city bar.

    Dazai Osamu, the false prince.
    Oda Sakunosuke, the knight who won't kill.
    Ango Sakaguchi, the traitor informant.

    What a group.

    A group that should not be in the smallest bar of the kingdom, on the edge of town with so little traffic it's a miracle it is still standing. In fact, the only reason it is most likely being Dazai's personal fundings to the bar.

    Anything to continue sharing a glass of whiskey with his friends.

    Yet, little did they all know, two of those men would die tomorrow.
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    Or,

    After an attack on Dazai’s kingdom by the dragon that resided at the peak of the mountain murdered his only friend, he brooded for years. It was only after he was about to take his life did the need for revenge sink deep in his blood.
    Confronting the dragon was the easy part- though he can not say this is how he was expecting it to end.

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    30 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Iʼm asking you to do the work for me,” Dazai murmured, his voice dropping into a heavy, gravelly register that completely obliterated the narrow gap between them. “Take it nice and deep. Let it get burning hot in your chest... and then part your lips and let me swallow whatever you blow out. I want to taste your secondhand.”

    Chuuya, restless after a mission, steps outside for a smoke. Dazai, in a moment of characteristic audacity, demands a taste, not of the cigarette, but of the smoke. Through Chuuyaʼs lips.

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    28 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    4 years earlier

    “Would you kill me, Chuuya?” The room stills. “Tonight? If I asked nicely? If I begged for it?” The last words slip out like a purr.

    The room stills. Dazai is pathetic. Chuuya doesn’t want him to ask, doesn’t want to know what he’d do when Dazai is pliant and begging for it.

    Chuuya stares at him. “What the hell are you talking about?”

    And Dazai’s chest doesn’t rise or fall.

    loosely a prequel to my work halfway point, but can be read as a standalone. a collection of angst-fuelled scenes & moments leading up to dazai's defection <3

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    07 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Chuuya had a handful of ideas of what sex with Dazai would be like. Banter, a back and forth struggle for control, and constant annoying quips at Chuuya for a range of things including but not limited to his height. They had okay chemistry with each other, which Chuuya loathed to admit, but ultimately Chuuya suspected that Dazai would do everything possible to keep a grip on everything that happened. Manipulative bastard. Even if Chuuya did manage to take control, he'd probably have to tie him up three times over and still have to hear about how bad his knots were.

    He didn't expect this.

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    07 May 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    Dazai’s mind is a restless storm, pulling him under with thoughts he can’t escape. It’s one of those days, where silence is suffocating, and no distraction is enough. He knows what he needs. He even knows who he needs. But asking for help? That’s always been the hardest part.

    So, of course, after endless hesitation and overthinking… when he finally works up the nerve - not really, let’s be honest - he accidentally calls Chuuya.

    But Chuuya doesn’t need an explanation. He just shows up. And with him, he brings a solution that’s both simple and devastatingly effective.

    Tonight, Dazai won’t have to think. Won’t have to plan, manipulate, or even make a single decision. All he has to do is listen, obey, and sink into the hands of the one person who knows exactly how to unravel him.

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    07 May 2026

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