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  1. Rec *

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    I am in hell, Ilya thinks. He's awkwardly hard in his cup and layers of gear. He can't focus. How the fuck is Hollander functioning like this? Is he actually so gifted at hockey that he can play at this level and still have space to let the sex demon in his brain run rampant? Is this what he's like all the time? (Now with bonus ch 2!)

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    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is such a cool concept!!! freak4freak shilya the only dynamic ever iktr

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    “Look, red!” Shane holds his clenched fist up triumphantly, and Yuna carefully steps over the baby gate blocking Shane’s doorway. 

    “Let me see.” she says softly, knowing full well that there’s nothing for her to see at all. The red string of fate that ties two souls together can only be seen by the people connected by it. Her own string leads her right to David, and she can only hope that whoever’s on the other end of Shane’s string is a worthy soulmate for her baby.

    “Mine.” Shane, who’s never been possessive about any of his toys, is practically growling at her; stubbornly shaking his head. He wraps his free hand around his fist, pulling both close to his chest.

    She tries not to find it adorable, and fails.

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    24 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    aww

  3. Rec *

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    After meeting at the spy academy ten years ago, rookie agents Shane Hollander, Agent 24, and Ilya Rozanov, Agent 81, started secretly hooking up.

    That's until Shane put a stop to it by running away from Ilya's hotel room three months ago without an explanation.

    Ilya was determined to forget Shane, but when one of his mission goes sideways, Ilya is reassigned to help Shane unmask the most prolific art thieves in the world.

    But Ilya's past finds him, compromising their new mission and both their safety.

    [OR This is a tuna meltdown AU where Shane and Ilya are both spies and end up in a safe house together]

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    24 Jun 2026

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    WELCOME TO THE NAYBORHOOD!!
    i am Shane i am 7 i live in the house with the blue door
    mom said give you a gift so here is drawing!!
    i draw every day almost every day
    do you like drawing?

    Ilya and his family move from Moscow to Ottawa when he is seven years old. The boy next door draws him a welcome gift.

    Or childhood friends hollanov told through doodles and notes passed between them. growing up is hard. at least they have each other.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

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    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    23 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    in every lifetime, in every universe