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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    Riku is twenty-seven and very mentally stable when he comes across Oh Sion, thirty-nine, on a dating app: in Seoul for the weekend. Dom vers. Kind of hoping for more of a date tho hahahaha sorry. 

    But Sion stands him up on a date and Riku's just gonna block him and forget it ever happened at all just like he’s supposed to - after all, Maeda Riku needs his life to stay painfully, painfully boring no matter what it takes. He needs it to be boring and stable and nothing about falling for some older guy who lives in Gwangju and lies about how good his baseball team is reeks of stability. Right? Right. 

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    In which Riku, eight years into being diagnosed bipolar, learns how to get a little better. And maybe he lands himself a nice guy on the way. But that's just a nice bonus.

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    29 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    "You're the one who suggested the photo," Riku says. "You're the one who said 'hey, Riku-yah, come and grind against me in this tight space' and then immediately got a hard-on."

    Sion splutters in disbelief, going pink. "I did not say that!"

    "But you did get a hard-on," Riku grins. Sion blinks at him, caught.

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    When Sion suggested that he and Riku take a photo in the Music Bank banister, he did not consider the ass-to-cock implications of the matter.

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    24 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    “Because every single time, after insanely tiring promotion periods where she knows Sion's mind is at its worst, when her hands shake and her heart beats so loudly she can't hear anything outside her head, Riku comes and takes care of her. It's like she can take the anxiety that runs under her skin and move it around and out of her body, her hands soft but steady. ”

    (or: riku’s the only person in the world who can make sion's mind cloudy so no ugly thoughts keep forming in it. like brown noise.)

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    24 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    In which Oh Sion turns twenty-four and his boyfriend doesn't plan anything nefarious for him at all. Except for the cat ears and tail buttplug and calling him "Master" and also everything else. But that's it!

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    24 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    A soft, clumsy part of himself has learned how to move only in reaction to Sion, and it makes him a little stupid. In front of their friends, in front of his own dignity. It makes his smile come easier, his words blurrier, his chest feel fuller. Riku thinks, maybe, it could be the weed making him looser now, but it doesn’t feel new at all.

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    16 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is so good im gonna jump off a bridge