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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    Till (2:47 AM): can you keep it down in there i can hear your porn through the wall

    Ivan (2:48 AM): You can join if you want. I'm flexible.

    Till (2:48 AM): what the fuck

    Ivan (2:49 AM): Your choice. missionary? doggy? I take requests.

    Till (2:49 AM): i'm blocking you

    Ivan (2:53 AM): I’ll moan quieter if you come (◕‿◕)

    Till (2:54 AM): GOODNIGHT IVAN

    Or: Till's semester was already going poorly. Then his friend Mizi forgot her phone in his dorm, and his dormmate Ivan decided that was an invitation to answer all her texts for the next three weeks.

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    06 Jul 2026

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  2. Rec 93

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    Sieun counts constellations in Ahn Suho’s eyes.

     

    It’s the only proof he has that he’s still here.

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    05 Jul 2026

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  3. Rec *

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    suho and sieun have had a ritual since they were dirt-gathering, bug-collecting, toothless little kids.

    it’s a ritual that began in a damp, rocky hollow—with suho, sprawled on his bum, clutching at his knee and pouting up at a blank-faced sieun, as he begged, “sieun-ah, kiss.”

    when met with the typical silence, suho had angled his chubby cheek nonetheless, determined and forthcoming. “kiss.”

    it’s their little ritual that’s stayed well into adulthood, a precious thing that’s theirs, and theirs alone.

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  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    “Maybe it’s been too long,” Suho mumbles. “I’ve been sleeping too long. Even if I wake up, I won’t be the same.”

    “You won’t be the same,” Sieun agrees, “but you’ll be alive. You’ll need some help to get healthy again. It’s not so bad.”

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    While Suho is in a coma, Sieun dreams of a future where the both of them are lovers leading a quiet little life together. For a while, he doesn't know that the Suho from his dreams is the real comatose Suho, meeting him in this dream world from his hospital bed.

    Their relationship evolves even as Suho sleeps through nearly two years of his life.

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  5. Rec 38

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    Two years ago, Ahn Suho was beaten into a coma by a boy he'd considered a best friend. Seven months after waking up, he realizes just how much life has passed him by. Not wanting to miss out on the rest of his youth, he enrols in Eunjang High, following Yeon Sieun—the boy he's liked for years. But being back in school triggers memories he'd rather forget and shines a light on feelings he hasn't moved on from. Burdened by self-hatred, physical limitations, and the boy he likes seemingly moving on with someone else, Suho must revisit the past in order to move on in the present.

    Or: Ahn Suho joins Eunjang High, realizes what he lost, and blames everyone else for it.

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    24 Jun 2026

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