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my heart, will never feel, will never see, will never know by surferrosa
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
19 Oct 2022
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Where Dazai learns about love and how to love as well.
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i’m tired of wanting more, i think i’m finally worn (for you have a way of promising things) by surferrosa
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Aug 2022
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Ango remembers, although he would rather not, he does. He remembers his smile, his voice, his laugh and his cries. He remembers all the things that made Oda Sakunosuke, Odasaku.
He remembers the snarky remarks, the snide comments and the childish grin plastered on his face. He remembers all the things that made the Demonic Prodigy, Osamu Dazai.
He, most of all, remembers the promises, the planned days, and all the vows the three had made together, and remembers how none were fulfilled.
He remembers.
He remembers the bitch that is fate.
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i always want you when i’m finally fine (how you’d be over me looking in my eyes when i come) by surferrosa
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Aug 2022
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Where Dazai waxes poetry about a man who only ever loves him in the quiet of a bed.
Alternatively: Love is cruel, fate is cruel, life itself is cruel, yet nothing is more cruel than Fyodor Dostoevsky, and nothing is crueler than Osamu Dazai.
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In where Cater keeps falling, only to fall out.
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The Fear Has Gripped Me, But Here I Go by surferrosa
Fandoms: Undertale (Video Game), Gorillaz, Homestuck, Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel), Minecraft (Video Game)
16 Jun 2021
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A CRACKFIC I MADE FOR SCHOOL THAT ACTUALLY ENDED UP BEING BETTER THAN A MAJORITY OF MY FANFICS
Title of the song is from 'Breezeblocks' by alt-j
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bsd works that have song lyrics as titles for some reason by surferrosa
Fandom 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
19 Oct 2022
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guys i am so emo depressed omg
i love fyozai and ango and teruko and fyodor and and teruko and agatha christie and i love teruko and i love fyozai and i love lvoe love lvoe lvoe love loveeee teruko
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Jude visits Bianchi at her part-time job.
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“Bianchi.”
She thinks of him even when she doesn’t want to…. She’s starting to hear his voice now. Bianchi turns around and then comes face to face with Jude, who is standing right by the counter, staring at her. She yelps.
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19 Jul 2026
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Jude and Bianchi go out for lunch together. What is supposed to be a precious moment for Jude is dulled by the fact he can't taste Bianchi's favorite meal.
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19 Jul 2026
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if you shatter, i won't let you fall apart by overdose
Fandoms: HELIOS Rising Heroes (Video Game)
10 Nov 2023
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Bianchi notices something about Jude when she patches up his injuries after another fight.
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They had approached Jude first. Always goading him about his condition, calling him a liar and a freak, insulting Jude for the way he is. Jude told her he doesn't care what they say, that he's used to hearing insults like that since he was young. What he doesn't like is getting provoked into fights with boring, weak guys like them, and when those jerks spotted Bianchi with him today… It made everything worse.
To them, Jude isn't the only freak in the academy—and that made him snap.
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17 Jul 2026
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and when it gets dark i know that you'll find me by overdose
Fandoms: HELIOS Rising Heroes (Video Game)
13 Aug 2025
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On Bianchi's birthday, Jude spends the day with Bianchi and his siblings and learns more about the person he adores.
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- Part 2 of take me to the sun
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17 Jul 2026
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'cause flowers grow the most when they're free by overdose
Fandoms: HELIOS Rising Heroes (Video Game)
04 Jul 2023
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Bianchi attempts to celebrate Jude's birthday and learns more about Jude and his family - all while struggling to face his feelings for him.
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- Part 1 of take me to the sun
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15 Jul 2026