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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    Fyodor returns to Yokohama and Dazai finds him sooner than he expected. After not seeing each other in years they discuss their problems over tea and chess,leading to even more problems - Fyodor stays reserved,while Dazai gives Fyodor the chance to look into his soul.

     
    Inspired by the song Hope by Ashbury Heights

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    23 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    No matter where you go, there you are.
    Short-ish "what if" fic about Dazai living with Fyodor after defecting from the PM, and how he has to cope with his own existence.

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    14 Mar 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    “He’s not yours to make assumptions of,” Fedya says coldly and Dazai snorts, walking back the way he came, probably to go look for Atsushi.

    “Much protective of him, aren’t you?”

    Fuck him.

    God, fuck him.

    or in other words, the exes Fyozai DOA Christmas shopping fic with sprinkles of Fyolai angst that I put off for too long then got inspired to write again

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    09 Mar 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    Dazai wants to be hurt. Beaten. Abused. He wants passionate sex so shameless and outrageous that even the most experienced whore would turn away in disbelief.

    Fyodor can give him exactly that.

    By the day, he is feeling less and less human.

    Fyodor can change that.

    No wonder they'll never break up.

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    08 Mar 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    It is on nights like these – lying awake in the sweaty tangle of her bedsheets – that Fyodora finds herself thinking about the taste of flesh.

    Her God, she knows, is real.

    Flesh, however, is realer.

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    Or, genderbent Fyozai. They're nuns.
    Fyodora is not as holy as she fancies herself to be.

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    09 Feb 2026

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