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    Dazai "Ouji" Osamu is the most popular idol of his generation.

    People adore him, critics worship him.
    He has the whole world dancing in the palm of his hand.
    When he steps into an underground bar in Yokohama, on a summer night like any other, he is looking for a muse, a fake boyfriend and a reason for living.

    Nakahara Chuuya just wanted a glass of wine and a one-night stand.

    (Or: the “I slept with a stranger and he turned out to be my little sister’s favorite singer” AU where two idiots catch very real feelings through a fake dating contract. Art in notes.)

    Russian translation here by Sterialye

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    27 Jun 2024

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    very realistic!! i love it so much! it has a tinge of poeticness in it that made me overthink a lot about how soukoku works as a relationship in general.

    would deffo reread once im older, when the story isn't fresh in my mind.

    tbh, this fic solidified my hate with dazai- he seemed super similar to the darkness i shun out of my life. and this fic mellowed my heart for chuuya- he always have a heart of gold in whatever world he's in and i love it so much.

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    "I said, what's your name?"

    Dazai snaps to attention to see that Chuuya is staring right at him, and suddenly his mouth feels like sandpaper.

    Jesus. Who has eyes like that?!

    “Ozai—"

    “Huh?”

    “Dazoo—"

    “I’m sorry, what?”

    “Dazai Osamu.”

    Sometimes--the worst introductions can last a lifetime.

    (High school AU, slice of life, growing up together.)

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    24 Dec 2023

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    I LOVE THIS FUCKING FIC SO MUCH I WOULD DEFFO REREAD. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I ACTUALLY LOVED A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP?!?!?! (concerning but i like spice) AND FUCK, LITERALLY ALL I WOULD WANT FOR A SOUKOKU FIC IS HERE AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH. FOR THE FIRST TIME I ALSO SAW CHUUYA AND DAZAI IN AN AU VERSION WITHOUT THINKING TOO MUCH ABOUT IT, I KNEW THAT I WAS SUPER FIXATED AT THAT POINT, AND FUCKING HELL THE CHUUYA ANGST IS ICING ON TOP.

    THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS, ILYSMMM

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    The options make him want to curl his lips with disgust. Sugar Baby (female), Sugar Baby (Male), and—

    The entire reason he was on the stupid website—

    Sugar Daddy.

    How far the mighty had fallen. What would his parents say if they could see him now?

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    23 Dec 2023

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    I LOVE THE WHOLE STORY, I HOPE IT CONTINUES :((