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    Satoru sags against Suguru and - to his very great embarrassment - sobs, even as he feels so, so satisfied.

    Because what the fuck?

    What the fuck, that’s what it’s supposed to feel like? That’s what he’s been missing all these years? No wonder people got upset when he left mid-way through a blow job. No fucking shit they’d been irritated that he’d blown them off.

    But no. That’s not it.

    Suguru hadn’t made him feel good because he was really good at sex; he’d made Satoru feel so good because he was Suguru, because he is all Satoru wants, all that he needs - and the weight of that finally settling in and hitting home is heavy.

    Satoru Gojo’s always had trouble connecting with other people; he’s never really felt that spark with anyone before, even as he’s desperately sought it out.

    But then Shoko suggests he looks at the connections he already has, and it all clicks.

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    03 Jul 2025

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    He often wondered, in that passive, background-of-the-brain sort of way, how it’d happen. When. Who would be the one to crack first. Maybe they’d be drunk or high. Maybe in one of these shitty games of truth or dare they’ve taken to initiating lately, stupid on pilfered sake in Shoko’s room, Haibara always trying to get the Kyoto girls to kiss, that horny fuck.
    Maybe in the new car Suguru had his eye on, that beat-up old 80s Jimny with the mobile number in the windscreen. Just gotta pass his test and then cruise them somewhere dark and neon, smoke up in the front seats until one of them caves. Kiss on his neck over the gearshift, fog up the glass.

    He pictures that. Scenarios starting and ending with his best friend’s mouth.

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    aka Gojo is clingy and Getou is in love and this is Sharing A Bed: The Fic, for your viewing pleasure

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    21 Mar 2025

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    “Satoru.”

     

    That voice. The softness, the familiarity. He’s heard this voice in his dreams countless times in the past few weeks, always waking up feeling raw and empty afterward, thinking how he’d do anything to hear his name spoken like that again.

     

    Satoru doesn’t want to look up into the mirror to look behind him.

     

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    Two months after Suguru defects, Satoru turns 18. In an effort to cheer him up, Shoko takes Satoru to celebrate at a club, where he runs into the last person he was expecting to see.

    Could Satoru and Suguru pretend that nothing ever went wrong, just for one night?

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    08 Mar 2025

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    Shoko's words cut through him.
    "Is Geto-"
    Satoru pales.
    "Is Geto okay?"

    ───〃∞

    Suguru Geto cannot do this anymore. His body cannot do this anymore. His mind cannot do this anymore. His heart, lungs, hands, mouth, eyes, all, cannot, cannot, cannot do this anymore.
    His throat clouds with thick fuzz, cotton.
    Please, he begs, silently, looking to the skies. Please, I can’t do this.
    The stars, in return, mock him with silence.

    Or: After Amanai's death, Suguru begins to spiral.

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    04 Mar 2025

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    After the events on Penacony and the meeting with the Stonehearts, Ratio has a few words to say to the stubborn gambler.

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    22 Dec 2024