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John and Javier are on a mission to bring back some cash after a botched robbery. John maybe has alternate motives for spending time with the man.
Too bad he's disappeared and in his place John's gained a new furry friend.
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Javier's hand wraps around the leather loop at the other end of the leash, resting on his knee like it's the most normal thing for him to have. The connection makes John shiver. Yeah, he definitely wants this.
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Javier looks everywhere except at his retreating form as it folds into the shadows. His stomach churns, something so similar to his unnatural hunger, just as dark, just as festering.
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- Part 4 of Weight
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Finding each other again, finding a future. It's a long, winding path.
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- Part 2 of Justifying Means
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John’s been spending his weekends bringing Jack to his swim lessons, trying to ignore the irony of it all. Just another piece of his life he’s trying to clumsily put together.
He’s living and learning, but maybe he needs a teacher.
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Abigail dumped him again, and she said it's serious this time. Says she's done with his bullshit. She even blocked him.
He blinks hard to stave off the tears welling in his eyes, but they just roll down his cheeks and into his ears and piss him off worse.
"My weakness is that I care too much…" He grumbles to himself with a sniffle. "Man up, Marston."°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°
a very silly modern jovier that was a gift for a friend. please enjoy the morons.Bookmarked by tulo
25 Jun 2026
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the more you win (the deeper the knife goes in) by ghoulmoths
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
13 Jun 2026
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“Do you always get this aroused when someone pulls a knife on you?” Javier teased, somehow pressing even closer and making John’s head spin.
John bit down on his bottom lip and gave a lop-sided grin, feeling coy. “I certainly don’t make it a habit,” he responded, coolly. Or, as cool as he could manage with the way his entire body was heating up.- or -
javier “how could i resist some knifeplay” escuella pulls a knife on john but like, in a hot way
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14 Jun 2026
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Jack is back, and the gang is celebrating. Kieran and Arthur smoke a cigarette.
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09 Jun 2026
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Herding Lambs to Slaughter (The Gospel According to Judas) by PureCacophony
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
02 Jun 2026
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John looked down at him.
At the way he knelt there in the dim, broken light. At the way the storm framed him: wind and rain and ruin all around, and Javier right in the centre of it, steady as anything.
Faithful. It should’ve felt like power. It didn’t.
It felt like standing in the wrong place at the wrong time. Like he’d been mistaken for something he wasn’t, something he could never be.
A god. A saviour. A thing worth kneeling for.
John exhaled slowly, the sound unsteady.
“You’re prayin’ at the wrong altar,” he said.
Javier’s mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. Something sadder than that.“Maybe,” he said.
But he didn’t move. Didn’t get up. Didn’t break. And John let his hand stay where it was. Let himself feel it. The weight of it. The wrongness of it.
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06 Jun 2026
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Perfect Perfect Perfect by chestnutflavored (Reverseer)
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
15 Jun 2026
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Epilogue is up!
Dutch van der Linde saved you from the world when you were at your lowest. Since the very first day you met him, the very first look he threw your way, you felt right. He treated you like an equal, like a man, like every other guy from the gang. He didn’t care about your softer features and slim hands, no, he cared about one thing and one thing only: Loyalty.
And you were loyal, alright.
Just like you were his.
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A short story told in three smutty chapters, about ftm Reader's "unwavering" loyalty and gratitude towards Dutch.
It shows a specific ftm experience that doesn't represent every ftm person, obviously. It may trigger dysphoria, especially in chapter 3, so take care of yourself and read chapter tags.
Rape/Non-Con Warning is for a background plot of Reader having been sexually assaulted, but honestly the further it gets, the less safe and sane the consent is with Dutch. There is also a rape scene in the Epilogue.Bookmarked by tulo
25 May 2026