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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    rpfactorfiction

    Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.


    So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Jungkook doesn't think of himself as ace — he just assumes the rest of the band is as disinterested in sex as he is. But one night, during a lull after 4th Muster, Jin comes home from a club in Gangnam with a girl, and Jungkook realizes he's wrong.

    Or, Jungkook discovers his asexuality the hard way, featuring ultimately non-sexual maknae line OT3.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Park Jimin isn't asexual. Sure, his boyfriend just broke up with him because he doesn't enjoy having sex with him, but that doesn't mean anything. He's just stressed and it's taking a toll on his body.
    Actually, this is a good thing. It finally gives him time to focus on his giant crush on Min Yoongi.
    Min Yoongi who dates one person after another, who probably has more sex in a month than Jimin could bear having in his whole life.
    But that's okay. Because Park Jimin isn't broken. He just hasn't found the right person yet. Right?

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “What…do you remember?”

    He’s not panicking. Min Yoongi is not going to panic, not in this perfectly well-run hospital in front of his perfectly alive husband who has plenty of perfectly good reasons why his memory might not be batting a thousand after slamming his skull against a steering wheel.

    Seokjin doesn’t look like he’s panicking either. “I remember being twenty years old in university, and pulling an all-nighter playing Maple Story, and you and I are roommates who have never once made googly eyes at one another. You?”

    “Same, give or take the next thirteen years.” And Yoongi shouldn’t say it, shouldn’t draw back from the earnestness of this moment. Still, Seokjin is right here in front of him, telling him they’re in the pilot episode of a corny drama, so how is he supposed to restrain himself from adding: “And you definitely made googly eyes at me when you were twenty.”

    “I do not!” Seokjin squawks.

    Woah. He really doesn’t remember.

     

     

    AKA Yoonjin are taking this amnesia thing surprisingly well.

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    23 Jun 2026