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    Shane: All this hiding, and we can’t even be together when it really matters?
    Shane: Fuck that. Fuck all of it. I’m coming to Florida.
    Shane: I choose you. Always.

    Ilya: I love you.

    Shane: I love you, too.
    Shane: Are you going to tell me not to come?

    Ilya: Fuck no.
    Ilya: I need you here. Please hurry.

    Shane: I’ll tell the pilot to fly faster ❤️ I’m paying him enough.
    Shane: Don’t drink too much, because we’re going to have a lot of really emotional sex when I get there, and I can’t have your dick going limp on me.

    Ilya: He would NEVER.

    Shane: ❤️

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    Troy: Holy shit.
    Troy: HOLY SHIT.
    Troy: Shane Hollander is naked in your bed.
    Troy: Shane Hollander is NAKED in your bed.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    If there's one thing Shane will never allow it's Ilya slander. This is the love of his life, the most wonderful person in the world, and he's never going to let anyone say differently. Be it his parents, his friends, his team, Shane stands firm - Ilya is the most wonderful thing in Shane's world and he's going to make sure everyone knows that.

     

    or ilya is shane's specialest most lovely baby and he'll go to war for him. protective feral shane vs the world

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a problem. A massive fucking problem.

    A massive fucking problem that comes in the form of the MHL’s second overall draft pick, one Shane Hollander, who ends up going to the Montreal Metros. Ilya is posing beside him, watching him plaster on his PR smile, when he gets a whiff of the Canadian’s scent.

    Cold. Chilled, maybe, perhaps icy like the arenas he plays in. A hint of something spiced and warm. Ginger? It tickles at Ilya’s nose. Something beneath that, fruity and slightly floral. Juicy, refreshing. But lingering around the man is the scent of death and something coppery.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “Oh, I’m not sure you’re supposed to smoke here,” Hollander said as Ilya grabbed his hand. He had forgotten he was even smoking.
    “Okay,” replied Ilya. With his other hand, he quickly pulled the cigarette from his mouth and let it hang between his fingers. He didn’t let go of Hollander.
    “You’re an awesome player to watch,” Hollander’s eyes shifted to their hands.
    “Yes,” Ilya said.
    There was a silence then, and Hollander withdrew his hand slowly. Ilya’s eyes didn’t leave his cheeks, admiring how his freckles look with a rose tint.
    “Anyways, I should-”
    “Have you eaten?” Ilya interrupted

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    What if Shane and Ilya had each other from the start?

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane just wants to have a normal experience his first time visiting the Kingfisher. When his husband wanders off to have a strangely deep conversation with a rookie, Shane is very quickly made aware of a few things: 1) Ilya is responsible for setting up nearly every queer couple in the NHL. 2) Shane has somehow ended up in a booth with all of his prior victims, and 3) they can predict how this exchange is going to go down so accurately that they have a checklist.

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    15 Jun 2026