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  1. Public Bookmark 61

    I feel the rush, addicted to your touch by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    23 Apr 2026

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    Ilya didn’t pass the bottle over, he just held it for Shane as Shane dipped his head forward and inhaled. There was something about Ilya taking control, even over how long Shane would be able to inhale the poppers, that added to everything.

    The warmth spread over him again, spreading out to the tips of his fingers and the soles of his feet. The blood rushing like it was trying to press out of him. The euphoria flooded his brain, leaving him floating, anchored only by the places where Ilya pressed kisses into his skin. Every kiss felt like a brand, like Ilya’s lips were on fire. He could feel them long after Ilya’s lips had moved onto a different spot. The music thrummed in his veins, like his blood had been replaced with bass and glitter. As it faded it left the same looseness in his muscles, the feeling he got after a long workout when every part of him had been wrung out.

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    Or... Shane and Ilya go on honeymoon and Shane does poppers for the first time in a club. They go home and have mindblowing sex also including poppers. Very simple haha

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    04 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Poppers

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    they say it's my fault but I want (him) so much by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    24 Dec 2025

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    He needs to move, maybe get Rozanov’s attention before he loses his nerves.

    And then the room tilts. His vision narrows, red light smearing into pink and white streaks. Shane staggers. The beer slips from his fingers. It shatters, foam splashing his shoes, glass skittering away. His knees give out like someone kicked him, and his hands shoot forward to hold himself upright.

    His left palm lands in broken glass, though he doesn't feel it. What he notices is the certainty that everyone sees, that they can smell him—something sour and wrong. His scent, despite patches and care, has turned exposed.

    OR: What if we took the club scene from episode 4 and had Shane collapse from experiencing Omega Rejection Syndrome after seeing Ilya dancing with someone else?

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    31 May 2026

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    ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by for blankjournals

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    20 Apr 2026

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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    30 May 2026

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    tucked beneath my muscle memory was you by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    28 Dec 2025

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

    OR

    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    28 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Where Shane is an omega and Ilya knows and they love each other

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    everything that kills me (makes me feel alive) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    26 Dec 2025

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    The photo is blurry, timestamped 2:17 AM, but there's no mistaking Ilya Rozanov walking into Shane Hollander's building the night Boston wins in Montreal.

    By morning, it's everywhere.

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    They've been so careful. But one fan with a camera phone unravels it all, and suddenly Shane and Ilya have to answer questions about what they are besides rivals. Shane's team wants him to deny everything. Ilya's family demands the same.

    Canon divergence where the secret comes out three years early, and Shane and Ilya have to decide if what they have is real under intense media pressure. Set right before the tuna melt game would have happened.

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    26 May 2026