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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    He stands there for a long time, glaring down at his chewed, uneven fingernails and cuticles torn apart – habits from his childhood that never quite left him. Vague memories of wrapping band-aids around his fingertips so he wouldn’t get blood on his tailored suit, lest he feel his mother’s cold wrath.

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    Four months after Kem's departure and five months since the loss of their baby, Carter struggles to cope and barrels towards the bottom of his downward spiral.

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    25 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Lucy was cut too. Bled too.

    Only she bled differently to him.

    Her wounds were irrigated and dressed, tended too.

    Unlike his. Left open to fester.

    When Lucy gets off the train, Carter follows.

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    01 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Carter sits with her outside a bar and talks around the subject. She’s slurring her words and joking about dancing on tables. She’s looking at Carter with such sharp fondness, he almost wants to follow her into this.

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    27 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    He's been here for four hours, and Frank can't shake the feeling that everyone's looking at him.

    He's not sure how much everyone knows— what Robby told everyone to explain his sudden absence— but he knows that he needs to work the program. The twelve steps to salvation that were drilled into his head every minute of the last ten months.

    But Robby might prove to be the hardest step.

    When Langdon gets back to the Pitt, things may be worse than he expected.

    He’s been replaced.

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    14 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Three weeks after Pittfest, Robby forgot to wear his helmet.

    It was completely innocent with no suicidal ideations—the first time. That morning he wore a beanie while making breakfast since his heater broke and it was unusually cold. He was still groggy while mounting the Bonneville and the slight pressure around his head fooled him into thinking it was the helmet.



    A look into Robby's deteriorating mental health in season 2. Oh, and Frank Langdon is there.

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    13 Mar 2026