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  1. Rec 14

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    “I’m sorry Jayce. I wish it wasn’t like this”

    Viktor’s eyes trailed to the outline of their interlaced fingers under the quilt, then up to Jayce’s lips, and then finally met his eyes.

    “Maybe in another lifetime, this could have been a possibility.”

    Viktor nodded towards where they were holding hands when he said “this.” Jayce clenched his jaw in frustration, ignoring the shooting pain in his face when he did so, and stared at his lab partner.

    “What about in this lifetime, Viktor?”

    He snapped back, irritated that they were wasting precious time arguing.

    “Then we make it a possibility.”

    And then suddenly he was kissing Viktor.
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    After Viktor's health starts declining and impacting his lab work he is given an ultimatum: Either take take mandatory medical leave or accept help. Jayce volunteers to help watch after Viktor so that they can continue their research and as he does, his feelings come to light. As the two of them grow closer and Viktor grows sicker it becomes a race against the clock to discover a cure for Viktor's disease and learn how to love each other without fear.

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    13 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 21

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    Viktor gets his period for the first time in years. Jayce wants to be useful.

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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 69

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    His fingers curled around the bones of Viktor’s shoulder so tenderly, and Viktor felt the tension in him melt away to nothing. He closed his eyes and leant his head against Jayce’s wrist, the feeling of his touch settling into him, lighting up the dark, neglected corners of himself, burning into his marrow. It would be all too easy to lose himself in that feeling. To become a star, just for a minute. But what came next? He’d fall into pieces in Jayce’s open arms, collapsing into a black hole. He’d absorb all of that tenderness into himself, greedy, insatiable, until Jayce had no more to give, and then he’d only be left with a deeper void.

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    17 May 2026

  4. Rec 12

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    Jayce is admittedly a little nervous as he makes the trek to Viktor's shitty apartment. He hasn't been to class in days, and a deadline is coming up for one of their projects.

    Sometimes Viktor gets in these moods.

    He won't eat, won't leave his house, rarely his bed– It's like he's trying to make himself non-existent, like if he curls up small enough he'll disperse into nothingness

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    Viktor is like a work in progress, a prototype; his angles too sharp, his mind too unstable. One wrong move, and the whole thing could fall apart. He's infuriating. 

    Jayce thinks he loves Viktor as much as someone like him can love another person. 

    Viktor assures him he absolutely does not. 

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    17 May 2026

  5. Rec 12

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    Between rumors, crushes and lovely late afternoons, Jayce notices something about his classmate, Viktor.

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    For Jayvik Kiss Week, Day One: forehead touch.

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    04 May 2026