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  1. Public Bookmark 95

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    Erling throws his head back, laughing. “Alt er tillatt i kjærlighet og krig, min venn!" (All is fair in love and war, my friend!)

    Jude sort of misses when his bangs would flop back and forth with his head movements; now his hair is long enough to slick back and tie into a bun.

    It's more practical now (he can't imagine playing with his hair flinging around in his face, god knows how Erling did it for years on end,) but still—

    Jude's feelings aren't exactly practical, are they?

    Or: Five times Jude kept his heart tucked away, and the one time he let it be held.

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 80

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    His hand slips out from under the pillow to touch Erling's face and pinch his cheek, red blooming afterwards. It makes the other groan and try to move his face away while Jude just giggles at him which sort of sums up their relationship.

    Or: Jude and Erling in the aftermath of the match.

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    20 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    The fountain murmurs, and the breeze blows. It’s cool against the rush of heat that hits Jude’s face at the sight of his old teammate standing before him this late at night.

    “Why are you here?” Jude blurts out, because he can’t yet say any of the other things racing through his mind.

    Erling seems amused by his question. His lips quirk up into a smirk. Jude forces his mind away from the memories of being eighteen and wanting something more than what he had.

    “I wanted to find you.”

    After the England vs. Norway game, Jude takes a walk by the river to try to clear his mind. He doesn't get much time alone.

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    19 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    “Ugh,” Jude grunts, tensing and shifting a little as lightning shoots through his pelvis. “Oh.”

    Erling, always so annoyingly in control, immediately stops what he’s doing.

    They hadn’t even got to the good stuff yet.

    “What is it?” Erling asks a little breathlessly, worry settling on his face. “Hurts?”

    There’s no point lying. This isn’t the first time this has happened, and if Erling has even a hunch that Jude might be in pain or uncomfortable, he won’t continue.

    “Mm.” Jude winces as his pelvic muscles clench involuntarily. “Yeah….God, I’m sorry. It’s not you. It’s…you know. Just, give me a minute…”

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    Jude has come to accept that pain comes with sex. Except when he’s having sex with Erling.

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    18 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 84

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    An incoming FaceTime call breaks the silence in the hotel room and Erling’s heart almost falls out of his ass when he clambers onto the bed to see that it’s none other than Jude who’s calling. The guilt instantly multiplies. It had only been a few hours since Erling had congratulated his former teammate on the England win, since they’d bantered like the old friends that they were, and here he was, alone in his hotel room and objectifying Jude like–

    He doesn’t finish that thought and swipes the bar across the screen to accept the call before it drops.

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    17 Jul 2026