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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    Dan agrees to go with Phil to a destination wedding in Majorca. It’s supposed to be a week of sunshine, small talk, and surviving Phil’s extended family. Instead, Phil accidentally tells everyone they’re dating... Now they have to pretend it’s true.

    (Or: fake dating, one bed, a week in Majorca, and one very real problem.)

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    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    All things considered, Dan was happy. Happier than he ever imagined he would be, at least. Still, something was always lacking. It felt like one of his internal organs was missing, like it had been taken from him somewhere along the way, leaving behind a dull ache that pulsed with intensified pain now and then. He felt it when he was alone at a party, standing in the corner. When he was making forced small talk at a bar. When it was late at night and his bed was cold and empty. When he played MarioKart alone on his couch. When he was making his morning coffee and instinctively reached for that second mug. When he was out in public and caught a glimpse of a tall bony frame with a head of dyed black hair.

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    Dan Howell quit YouTube after he broke the heart of the first boy he ever loved. That was thirteen years ago. After a lot of struggling (and a lot of therapy) he is now a well known mental health podcaster. When he is suddenly thrown back together with Phil Lester, he can't bring himself to stay out of his orbit. And it seems like maybe, just maybe, Phil doesn't want him to.

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    26 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    It’s January 2011, and Dan feels like his relationship with Phil is falling apart because of a silly thing he did. That is, until 2026 Phil shows up in his pyjamas, scares the shit out of him and does everything in his power to comfort him.

    Just a little fluffy tender fic that I came up with at 1 am the other night, enjoy!

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    10 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 76

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    Phil needs a boyfriend for a family gathering.
    Not a real one. Just someone to stop the questions, silence the hopeful glances and prove, once and for all, that he’s doing just fine.

    Dan agrees. Far too easily.

    Or: What’s supposed to be a simple weekend of pretending quickly turns into shared beds, knowing looks, and the uncomfortable realization that playing a role feels a little too natural.

    Or: Phil asks the hot paramedic he met after a very unfortunate glue-eating incident to be his fake boyfriend.

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    15 Mar 2026

  5. Rec 98

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    (Alternate universe)
    After a wild birthday party, a video starts circulating, a video that raises a lot of questions not only for the Phandom, but for Dan and Phil themselves.
    The timing couldn’t be worse: they’re about to begin the Terrible Influence tour, trapped in close proximity with zero chance to escape fan speculation.

    Or Dan and Phil drunkenly make out, get filmed, and now have to figure out what the hell that means for their supposedly platonic friendship - all while trying to survive tour life.

    Or quite some angst, a lot of fluff, and an unhealthy amount of domesticity.

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    05 Jan 2026