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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    “That man,” says Phil, “just kissed that other man. On the lips.” He says it like he’s the one who orchestrated the whole thing, the twat.

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    07 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    Dan rolls his eyes. “No one cares, we’re on vacation. It’s not like we’re going to fuck on the table. We’re just talking.”

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    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    He thinks, sometimes, in the afterglow of sex and high hormones, that he wouldn't mind dating Phil. Anyone would be lucky to date him – he knows that for a fact. Phil would be the most caring and attentive partner in the world. He'd make you soup when you were sick even though he hates soup. He'd buy you chocolates just because he felt you were a bit sad, even though you're a bit sad a lot. And he'd take whatever you had to give, and he wouldn't ask for any more than you offered even though he deserved the sun, the moon, and all of the universe's creations.

    So that's why he also knows he can't date Phil. And that, really, he should start putting some distance between them. Phil would see soon that Dan's bad days outnumber his good, and although he has so far managed to keep Phil sheltered away from the worst of it, nobody could love him at his most self-destructive. He'll lose it eventually, and he'll shout and he'll swear and he'll push, and Phil doesn't deserve any of that.

    So, yes, Dan should start putting some distance between them.

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    All the ways Dan and Phil have defined their relationship over the years in an attempt to avoid the word 'boyfriends'.

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    02 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    There’s an itch under Dan’s skin, the way there always is when he goes to visit his mother. Just a little thing, uncomfortable, like the world has tipped gently sideways. The infrequent occasions where he does go to visit, he nearly always goes alone. For obvious reasons.

    (2017. dan and phil go to visit dan’s mum, and dan nearly can’t bear it.)

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    02 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    A problem for Dan is that he really wants others to have a good experience. So, sometimes he pushes and pushes himself until he can barely keep his eyes open. When a date night ends with sexy, fun times, Dan gives Phil his all until he can't give anymore.

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    02 Jul 2026