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“What a conundrum,” Chim says. “Wherever will you find an alpha you trust? Who wants to be around you all the time, to the point of texting my wife about why your location is turned off. It’s a real mystery.”
Eddie’s vision goes a little black at the edges, and his hearing dissolves into a shrill ringing.
Buck’s voice cuts through the noise. “Eddie?” he asks. “I- what- He wouldn’t-”
“He would,” Eddie says without thinking.
That pit in his stomach feels like it’s grown into a watermelon. They’re all going to think that he only wants to spend a heat with Buck because he’s an omega. Buck’s going to think it—he’s going to look at Eddie, and soon he’s going to be able to scent him, and there won’t be any hiding it. Eddie’s going to ruin everything.
or; buck presents as an omega after new mexico. eddie, with newly realized feelings, offers to help him through his first heat. platonically
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13 Jun 2026
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“And you’re-” Eddie’s face flushes deeper. “An omega?”
“Oh, big time,” Buck says. He’s used to the line of questioning, but he’d figured Eddie’d sniffed him out just like Buck had him. “Is that a problem? Not your preference?”
“I thought you might be an alpha,” Eddie says. His eyes rove over Buck’s face, but Buck only gives an agreeable shrug. Again, he’s used to it. “It’s not, ah, a problem. I’ve just- I’ve never been with a guy before. Or an omega.”
“Trying it out?” Buck asks. He should probably not be as into the idea of it as he is. Sue him—Eddie is hot as fuck. Buck doesn’t mind being an experiment for a guy he’ll never see again. “Works for me.”
or; buck gives a hot alpha his hotel room number
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13 Jun 2026
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Good morning!
Just ran out to pick up Chris but will be back soon.
I made you breakfast, enjoy!
I love you.
— Eddie.Eddie’s handwriting is unmistakable. Buck would recognize it anywhere. Back when Chris was still in elementary school, Buck would always watch Eddie carefully pack his lunchbox the night before, adding in a little post-it note of encouragement. He would watch as Eddie wrote, ‘I love you’ and scribble a little heart next to it.
Now, that ‘I love you’ and little heart is addressed to Buck.
OR: After waking up alone, Buck freaks out when Eddie confesses his love through a post-it note.
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12 Jun 2026
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Alice gets it, she really does. She means it when she says she’s been there—the anxiety over coming out, the fear of rejection, of love unrequited. But if she can’t have that sappy happy ending, maybe at least these two can.
Call it her good deed for the year.
“You want my advice?” she asks. Eddie nods a little hesitantly. “Ruin the friendship. Trust me. It’s better that than regretting never saying anything forever. Trust me.”
Eddie shuffles on his feet. He really takes in her words. “There’s a story there, I bet,” he tries laughing off.
“Maybe, but stop deflecting.”
OR: Buck and Eddie both receive some advice from the waitress at the diner who’s been in their same situation.
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12 Jun 2026
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Before Eddie can even figure out the words to ask, Buck speaks again, always somehow managing to read his mind. “I know you want to ask about it,” he says while picking at the skin around his nails. “You—you wanna know what happened, that’s fair, but…” he sighs. “Not yet. Please.”
Eddie nods, releasing a low, “Of course.” He straightens up in his seat to check the time on the radio. “We have eight hours and forty-seven minutes anyway.”
Buck lets out a small huff of breath at that, but he doesn’t speak again. He turns back to the window. A new soft song plays through the speakers. Eddie wants to turn it off, but he leaves it on. He grips the wheel tighter.
OR: Buck and Eddie embark on the ten-hour trip back home to Los Angeles, and a few truths slip through the cracks
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11 Jun 2026