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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    “Kimi,” he said simply.

    Seb’s brain filed that away immediately.

    Short, clean and somehow—exactly right.

    “Kimi,” Seb repeated, testing it out under his breath before looking back up. “Nice to meet you under less full-contact circumstances.”

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    or: Sebastian didn't plan to make a new friend in Austin.

    He also didn't plan to fall in love with him over dumb texts, late-night calls and a very questionable understanding of hockey either.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 74

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    “It’s just an idea.” Sebastian muttered. “Like…hypothetically, if someone wanted to give someone else a CD—just a few songs, totally anonymous, just—“

    Lewis's jaw practically hit the floor. “You’re making him a mixtape?!”

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    or: Sebastian didn’t plan to anonymously soundtrack his own gay crisis, but here he was launching emotional mixtapes like love letters to a guy he’d barely talked to. It’s fine. Totally fine. Probably?

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    16 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Most people think Kimi is difficult to understand.

    Sebastian has never agreed.

    Unfortunately, understanding Kimi and understanding what Kimi has been trying to tell him turn out to be two very different things.

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    16 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Seb has an idea to keep Kimi around even though he wont be at Ferrari in 2010

    Or Kimi sticks around the paddock as Seb's emotional support animal

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    He was coming over after a race he'd probably rather have forgotten immediately afterwards, bringing plasters for a winner kid who'd torn his hands up for no reason. It made Kimi sick to think of all he asked from Ollie and sicker to think of all he'd given without Kimi needing to ask. He had leant on Ollie for years--part of it was reasonable, age taking precedence--but then he had a Mercedes seat, and then he should have stopped.

    Asking for emotional support from someone having an exponentially worse time than you is just cruel. Unfortunately, not even getting a top team seat was enough to make Kimi grow up.


    Kimi tears up his cuticles after Monaco, needs plasters, and texts Ollie to bring them. All Ollie wants is to never have to do that again.

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    15 Jun 2026