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Sasuke hadn’t planned on going to the izakaya with his collegues after work, but somehow Kiba and others in Konoha Police Force had just managed to rope him into coming along.
So there he sat, with the others, sipping cider directly from the bottle and stared at the clock. If he could hang in there for a while, it would be more socially acceptable to leave home. Naruto wouldn’t start worrying for a while yet – he knew Sasuke sometimes ended up in these situations – but Sasuke still didn’t wish to stay there for the whole night. Even if he had a day off tomorrow.
The biggest reason he didn’t like these gatherings was the fact that he was always the only one who didn’t get drunk. Sasuke never drank more than one cider, and then settled on mineral water for the rest of the evening. It was extremely awkward when everyone else’s wits just disappeared the more alcohol they drank.
Sasuke couldn’t understand why they wanted to poison their bodies like that, but he never said anything.
This night was a lot worse than usually, because the others started talking about romance. Sasuke wanted no part of it – his relationship with Naruto was a widely known fact. As was Sasuke’s insistence about the relationship being extremely private. What he did with Naruto didn’t belong to anyone else, and he refused to talk about it.
Sasuke’s face was already red with embarrassment as he was forced to listen to the others about how they had sex with their partners and things like that – stuff that really didn’t belong to a place like this.
And so Sasuke wasn’t surprised in the least when Kiba fixed a look on him and mumbled, ”Hey, Sasuke, have you and Naruto yet - ?” And then he made an obscene gesture with his fingers.
That was the last straw. Sasuke activated his Sharingan and burned the rest of the alcohol in Kiba’s glass away with a flame of Amaterasu, before raising to his feet and storming out of the building. Their shouts followed him outside, but Sasuke didn’t care.
He shouldn’t have left with them in the first place. Good thing he’d only wasted about thirty minutes of his evening, and it was still relatively early.
As Sasuke walked home, though, his mind went back to the question Kiba had asked him.
No, he and Naruto hadn’t done that yet. They’d been in an official relationship for over six months, and mostly their shows of affection had been kisses, cuddling and hugging. Nothing exactly physical.
Sasuke knew Naruto was ready for that – it had been evident from the beginning that Naruto was far more comfortable with these kind of things – but he hadn’t said anything about it, out of respect for Sasuke’s boundaries.
Sasuke had never liked being touched that much, though it had gotten better since he and Naruto had ended up together. But even kissing and hugging was still sometimes weird for him – it was so hard to imagine he was actually doing those things. He was more than fine doing them with Naruto, but still.
As Sasuke walked home, his mind briefly thought about the prospect of having sex with Naruto (even thinking about that made his stomach flutter). He didn’t know how he felt. He was sure it would be wonderful with Naruto. But was he truly ready for that?
Goddammit, Kiba, Sasuke thought to himself as his heart started beating faster and the blush on his face got deeper. Why did you have to plant these thoughts in my head?
***
Naruto was, of course, still awake by the time Sasuke opened the door and stepped inside. It wasn’t that late yet.
”I’m home,” Sasuke called and kicked off his sandals.
”Welcome back,” Naruto said cheerfully, appearing from the kitchen. He was wearing a silly apron – probably he’d been doing the dishes – but the smile on his face melted away when he saw Sasuke’s expression. ”What’s wrong?”
”It’s nothing serious, don’t worry about it,” Sasuke said quickly. He walked over to his boyfriend and hugged him with his only hand, burying his face to the crook of Naruto’s neck.
”It is something serious, you are being clingy,” Naruto said nervously, but returned the hug. ”You are always like this when something stresses you.”
”I am?” Sasuke breathed, embarrassed again. ”I hadn’t noticed.”
Naruto laughed and kissed Sasuke’s cheek. ”I didn’t say anything before because I thought it was just cute. But what happened?”
Sasuke bit his lip. He really didn’t want to talk about it yet. Or would it be better to get it out of his system? This night hadn’t been the first time Sasuke had been thinking about this. Sometimes he was almost plagued by the thought that being in a relationship automatically meant sex.
”Promise me you won’t laugh, and I’ll tell you,” Sasuke muttered. ”It’s… an awkward topic to talk about.”
”Of course I won’t laugh at you,” Naruto said, sounding almost offended that Sasuke had even dared thinking about something like that. ”Let’s go the living room.”
Naruto took off his apron and they settled on the living room couch, snuggling close together.
Sasuke took a deep breath and told Naruto everything that had happened, as well as what Kiba had asked him. Naruto’s face turned red, but with anger.
”I hate that he still teases you like that,” he said furiously. Then Naruto stroked some of the black hair from Sasuke’s face, so that he could see his both eyes, normal and the Rinnegan.
”I would never pressure you do to something that’s uncomfortable for you,” Naruto said firmly. ”If you feel like sex is not for you, then we won’t do it.”
”I don’t know if it is or not,” Sasuke said helplessly. ”I don’t have any experience from that kind of things.”
Naruto was quiet for a moment, then he asked, carefully, ”Have you ever even… you know… pleasured yourself? You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to,” he added quickly. ”I’m just wondering if you are familiar with any of those feelings.”
”I… uh… haven’t,” Sasuke said honestly. The entire topic made him feel ridiculously awkward, and he just wanted to run away, but at the same time, Naruto was there, beside him, and didn’t judge him in the least. ”I… sometimes I woke up with… you know. But it always went away without me doing much about it.”
”It’s fine, Sasuke, it really is,” Naruto said and took his hand. ”We’ll do it when you’re sure you’re ready for that.”
Sasuke smiled and kissed him, deeply, passionately. Naruto returned his kiss with equal fervor. ”Thank you, Naruto,” Sasuke whispered against his lips.
***
For the next few days Sasuke realized he wasn’t able to think about much else than doing it with Naruto. He tried to focus on work, but his mind was constantly invaded by the vivid images of what it would be like.
When would he be ready for it? Should he just be brave? He could be brave for this. Naruto would make sure he would feel safe.
That night, when they had already gone to bed, Sasuke said, ”I… I want to do it.”
To Naruto’s credit, he understood immediately what Sasuke meant.
”Are you sure?” he asked. ”You don’t feel pressured about it?”
Sasuke shook his head, his face red. ”I’ve been… thinking about it. You’re the only one I could ever be that… bare.” He frowned in the darkness. ”Vulnerable.”
He felt the mattress shift as Naruto came closer to him and kissed his neck, the place that always made Sasuke moan. This time was no different.
”Do you want to do it now or wait?” Naruto whispered against his skin. Sasuke shivered, he felt the anticipation going through his entire body. He took a shaky breath and said, ”Now is fine.”
Naruto was happy to take the lead. He hadn’t had sex before either (Sasuke knew that for a fact) but he was more comfortable with his body and his sexuality than Sasuke, so it was easier for him.
”If you feel bad at any moment, just tell me to stop, okay?” Naruto said, his fingers already travelling along Sasuke’s body.
Sasuke wasn’t sure he would be able to say a single word (Naruto’s touch was disarming him already), so he only nodded.
Naruto started by kissing him, but it was different from before. This was more gentle, more careful, and he lifted his body so that he was hovering over Sasuke. They shared an eye contact, their bond aflame with desire.
Naruto kissed the side of his mouth, his neck, behind his ear. His fingers caressed Sasuke’s bare skin under the shirt.
Sasuke let out a tiny sound. Naruto’s fingers were cold, but their touch was tender, as if he was doing his best to make Sasuke crumble beneath him.
Naruto kissed him from all over, slowly starting to work his way down. His other hand was already playing with the waistband of Sasuke’s pajama bottoms, and the touch made Sasuke immediately go hard, almost painfully so.
”That was fast,” Naruto chuckled between his kisses.
”Shut up,” Sasuke said hoarsely. He was already panting, desperately craving for a release, and when Naruto’s hand slipped inside his boxers and touched the side of his dick, Sasuke felt like exploding.
”You still good?” Naruto whispered as his fingers stroked the surface.
”Stop talking already,” Sasuke huffed. He was feeling thousands of emotions at once. Naruto made it all even better, because he was so careful, so tender, seriously considering how to touch and where, so that Sasuke would feel as good as possible.
Sasuke couldn’t have imagined sex would be like this. The things Naruto could do to him only by touch was amazing.
Naruto continued to use his mouth and his tongue, and when he arrived at the same spot where his hand was already working, he paused. Then, only little, did his tongue touch Sasuke’s manhood.
Almost inhuman growl escaped from Sasuke’s throat and he arched his back, pleasure rocking his body and causing fireworks explode behind his closed eyelids.
”I barely got a taste of you and you already reached climax,” Naruto said, laughing. Sasuke opened his eyes, his Sharingan activated, and when he saw Naruto between his legs, face splattered with his seed, Sasuke’s mind went completely blank. Naruto cheeks were flushed, his whiskers more prounounced than usually, and – were his eyes actually slits now?
Naruto looked like an angel, coming down from the heavens to carry Sasuke off with him.
The pressure had eased, but Naruto was still stroking him, sending powerful jolts of desire to every nook and cranny of Sasuke’s body.
”How are you… so good at this?” Sasuke rasped, impressed beyond words. Naruto cleaned his face to a discarded shirt he found from the floor, before settling beside Sasuke, kissing him with new determination.
”I just thought about making you feel good and nothing else,” Naruto whispered. ”Did it work?”
”It was the best feeling I’ve ever had,” Sasuke said, nuzzling his face against Naruto’s soft hair. He felt utterly spent and blissful after that experience, and feeling Naruto’s body against his own, their heartbeats, their bond thrumming between them made it all even more powerful.
They lay like that for a while, just enjoying each other’s presence. Then, really quietly, Naruto said, ”Hey, Sasuke?”
”Yeah?”
”I love you,” Naruto mumbled against Sasuke’s shirt.
Sasuke found himself smiling, and he wrapped his only arm around Naruto, placing a kiss in his hair.
”I love you too.”
After that, sex became their favourite pastime.