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Chan grunted, hoisting the deer more securely over his shoulders. 

He hadn’t been out hunting for long, the driving snow from the night before leaving a perfect powdery layer over the old snow, perfect for tracking.

He only had to track this buck down for two hours before he found it. Minho was a better marksman, but Chan managed to bring it down with his bow. 

It was still slung over his shoulders, the promise of meat and a new fur for his pack. 

Chan wasn’t too far from their clearing, nearing the circle of light from their cabins in the forest.

It was their own little haven, tucked away from the world, a good hour’s journey by horseback to the nearest town. They’d wanted it that way, just the eight of them in their little pack, hidden away in the forest. 

They hunted their own food, grew their own vegetables, everything they needed they could get. Only rarely did any of the pack venture to town, to sell meat or furs.

It was home, and Chan loved it.

The snow went deep and it was hard going, especially with the buck on his shoulders. Chan tried to pick up the pace, eager to return home to the embrace of his pack.

He had been reluctant to leave the warmth of the cabin this morning with his pregnant mate so close to birth. 

Chan woke up that morning with Felix snuggled up to him as close as possible, belly pressing into Chan’s middle. Tangled together under layers of blankets, burrowed up in their nest. A fire was burning in the grate of their cabin, keeping them both warm under the furs in their massive bed.

He nosed into Felix’s neck, drawing in the scent of him, wildflowers and wood overlaid with the scent of pups. Chan rubbed over his mate’s belly, chest rumbling with pleasure.

It never got old to see Felix standing with his hands pressed to his pup bump, or stretched out in bed, the furs sliding off the round curve of his tummy. 

Chan just couldn’t keep his hands off his mate, groping and squeezing him, rubbing his belly, nuzzling into his neck to gulp down lungfuls of sweet pregnant omega. 

The knowledge that it was him who had pupped him, fucked his mate full during his last heat and made him swollen with puppies had Chan aching with need.

Felix was so big now, the skin of his belly stretched taut. He spent most days in their bed, wrapped in furs and dozing. Chan would join him when he could, sliding down to lick his mate’s dripping cunt or suckle at his tits, humping Felix’s thigh. 

Jisung said that Felix was ready to give birth to his pup within the month, soon. It was only weeks away now, Felix nearing the end of his eighth month. Chan was privately convinced that Felix had a litter in his tummy. He had looked so far along at just six months, his bump obvious even under the winter layers. 

Not that Chan doubted Jisung’s skills as a healer, but Felix’s belly was just so big, there was no way he wasn’t carrying a litter. He had to be. 

Chan couldn’t deny that his alpha preened at the thought. Knowing he had fucked his omega so good, filled him up with a litter… He was only one alpha. How was he supposed to keep his hands off his mate? Not when his mate presented for him so willingly, his belly hanging low as he arched his back. 

Felix seemed to get even bigger with every passing day, swelling rounder under Chan’s hungry eyes. It was difficult to tear himself away from his mate’s side when his instincts screamed at him to stay close, to keep his mate and unborn pup safe. 

Never mind that there were two other capable alphas in the pack, or three other omegas perfectly able to watch over his mate and see to his every need.

Dragging himself out of a cozy bed when he had a pregnant mate begging so sweetly for his attention was a task that lesser alphas had failed before him. 

Grumbling, Chan extricated himself from Felix’s grasp, placating the whiny omega with kisses and promises of his quick return. 

Felix tried to coax him into staying by pushing Chan’s hand between his legs, letting the alpha touch his slick, warm pussy. Chan growled when the furs slid aside to reveal Felix’s belly and tiny swollen tits, nipples hardened into tight buds.

“C’mon, alpha,” Felix whispered, reaching out to fondle Chan’s erection, straining in his sleep pants. “Don’t you wanna fuck me while I’m still big like this?”

Chan groaned when Felix squeezed him. Felix had taken to riding him lately, arching his back to put his pup belly on display, teasing Chan while he bounced on the alpha’s cock. 

It really was the only position that he could get his alpha’s knot, any other had Felix gasping in pain from the strain on his belly. Riding exhausted him, but Chan discovered that he could make his omega cry so prettily on his cock with the tiniest little sharp thrusts into his cunt.

Felix’s pregnancy had made him even more insatiable than before, no amount of knots able to keep him satisfied. 

Chan knew Felix loved to keep him restrained, watching his alpha strain to fuck up into his cunt while he rubbed both hands over his belly. Chan couldn’t stop himself from rutting up, drooling and cunt-stupid, knot popping so quick just from reaching up to squeeze Felix’s belly.

“Gotta go out hunting,” Chan grumbled, hands sliding down, greedily rubbing over the warm skin of Felix’s bump. “New snow this morning.”

He didn’t want to leave. Who would? He leaned down to kiss his mate, chest rumbling when Felix chased his lips, begging for another.

“Mmm,” Felix murmured, bringing one of Chan’s hands up to cup his tits. The tiny mounds had plumped up from pregnancy, his scent gone milky-sweet. “Bring back something good, alpha? For the pup.”

And Chan had. 

Chan’s chest puffed out, all pleased alpha pride. He brought down a massive buck, lots of meat to feed the pack or sell in town, and a new fur for the pup. 

His omega would welcome him back with open arms and praise, bundling him up under the furs to warm up. If Chan was lucky, Felix would push the blankets down to climb into his lap and ride his cock till he was knotted. 

With this thought spurring him on, Chan pressed forward through the knee-deep snow. 

As he rounded the bend of the frozen stream, the cabins came into view. 

They had been built by the pack, each a cozy little home. The lanterns hanging by the door to each were lit, giving them a glow in the late morning light.

Chan and Felix’s cabin was closest, and as Chan drew nearer, he saw Changbin and Minho pacing by the door. 

Jeongin was standing nearest the door, his mouth moving as he talked to the alphas.

Chan frowned, his pace quickened by the shallower snow in the clearing.

“Chan!” Changbin called, striding up to him, Minho on his heels.

“What’s going on?” Chan asked, hoisting the deer off his shoulders. 

Changbin took it from him immediately and hustled off to dress it, leaving Chan baffled, staring after him.

“It’s Felix,” Minho said, glancing back at Jeongin. “The pup is coming- no !”

Minho grabbed at Chan, who had made a sudden movement in the direction of the cabin. Chan threw him off and took another few steps, only for Minho to dart in front of him again.

“Let me go, Minho,” Chan said, a growl rumbling up through his throat. 

“You can’t go in there!” Minho snarled. “Hyunjin and Seungmin are with him, he’ll be just fine.”

Chan growled, ready to pull rank as pack alpha to get inside to his mate. Minho growled right back, situating himself between Chan and the door.

His instincts pushed at him, screaming at Chan to get inside, get all intruders out and keep his mate safe, put him somewhere dark and quiet to birth their pups.

Jeongin rushed forward, calling for Changbin. He shoved the two posturing alphas apart, glaring at both of them, a small omega growl escaping him.

Chan backed down first, unwilling to fight in front of their youngest. Minho growled at him and held his ground, but dropped his head to the side, baring his neck in submission.

Changbin came skidding around the corner, rushing back to Minho’s side. 

Chan allowed himself to be pulled away from the door, watching Jeongin retreat to stand guard. Hyunjin and Seungmin had clearly put him on guard duty to ensure that the alphas wouldn’t get anywhere near their vulnerable packmate. 

“We’ve got to stay out here, hyung,” Changbin said, pulling the older alpha into his chest to let Chan nuzzle into his scent glands. “You can’t go inside until the omegas say so.”

Chan’s reply was cut off by a pained cry from the cabin, muffled by the thick walls.

Felix .

Changbin and Minho closed ranks, holding Chan back from making another panicked dash at the door. 

“ No , hyung!” Minho snapped, giving up on diplomacy. He wrestled Chan down into the snow and sat on him.

Chan grunted when Minho plopped himself on his chest. Changbin retreated to Jeongin’s side by the door.

Chan’s mate and pups were in there. He’d built his pack up, worked so hard to create a home for all of them, especially Felix. Everything he had done, he’d done for Felix.

He struggled a bit, furious that Minho was trying to stop him. 

“You’re just going to stress the omegas out if you go in there like this,” Minho said, leaning down to hiss the words in Chan’s ear. “You need to calm down, alpha . Get a hold of yourself.”

Chan’s head fell back in the snow as he panted hard. He squeezed his eyes shut, mastering himself. 

It was good that Hyunjin and Seungmin were in there with Felix, they were the only members of the pack that had experience with healing.

Hyunjin had apprenticed under a healer for a time, having helped birth many healthy pups. Seungmin knew more about herbs than anyone Chan had ever met.

Felix was in good hands. Chan would stress him out by being there, clogging up the birthing room with his frazzled alpha scent.

“That’s it,” Minho murmured, leaning his body over to prevent Changbin and Jeongin from seeing the alpha in a delicate moment. “Your omega is gonna be just fine. We just have to wait until we’re allowed in.”

Chan mumbled in response, tilting his own head to let Minho scent him as an apology. Minho climbed off him and pulled him to his feet, brushing the snow from Chan’s thick coat.

“Sorry,” Chan croaked, embarrassed to be bested by his instincts in front of his packmates.

“It’s okay, hyung,” Jeongin said, the omega looking surprisingly laid back for all the ruckus in the clearing. “Changbin-hyung tried to get in earlier.”

Changbin whined in protest. “It wasn’t like that! Hyunjinnie is in there too!”

Hyunjin was pregnant with Changbin’s pup, the omega just barely into the third month of his pregnancy. Changbin’s instincts had been on-edge ever since his omega had announced the news, the alpha constantly plastered to Hyunjin’s side these days. 

Chan couldn’t really blame him. He had hardly allowed Felix out of his sight for the first month of his pregnancy. 

Jeongin stuck his tongue out at the alpha, giggling when Changbin gave chase. 

Minho watched them play, his shoulders slumping a little. He buried his face in his hands and Chan felt a twinge of guilt. Minho had been de facto leader in his absence, and trying to get the pack in order during a birth couldn’t have been easy.

“How long has he been in labor?” Chan asked.

Minho sighed. “It started quite soon after you left. Seungmin went in to check on him, and next thing I knew the omegas were ordering us all around and hustling us out of the den. We weren’t prepared at all.”

“The pups weren’t supposed to come for weeks!” Chan said, twisting his fingers together and pacing. “It’s too early-”

“Hyunjinnie says Felix and the pup are both fine,” Minho interrupted. “In any case, if things were going seriously wrong they’d have told us to fetch the healer from the village. Felix is strong, he can do this.”

Chan nodded, still not halting his pacing. He watched as Changbin caught Jeongin, giving his cheek a little pinch before letting him go. 

“I’m going to dress that deer,” Changbin called. “Better to do it sooner.”

Jeongin grumbled at him, dodging Changbin’s last playful swipe and disappearing inside the cabin.

Chan whined when the door clicked shut, feeling rather like a kicked puppy. His omega was in there, in pain, and he couldn’t get to him.

“C’mon, Channie,” Minho cajoled. “Let’s go inside- no , not there! Me and Jisungie’s cabin, come on.”

Minho herded Chan across the clearing and into the cabin. Minho busied himself with poking the coals in the fireplace while Chan sunk into a chair.

There was nothing else to do but wait. Changbin came in after he had finished with the deer, freshly cleaned and ready to sit with the other alphas. 

They talked very little, just sitting by the crackling fire and occasionally getting up to pace. 

All of the alphas were restless, worried for their packmate. Chan knew Minho and Changbin were worried about their own mates.

Jisung and Hyunjin were occupied with assisting Felix, up and moving for every hour that the omega was in labor. Hyunjin himself would be exhausted from his own pregnancy.

Jeongin came into the cabin in late afternoon, pushing sweaty hair out of his eyes. All three alphas were on their feet in an instant, demanding to know what was going on.

“Calm down,” Jeongin said, tired but smiling. “Felix is just fine. Seungmin sent me out to get some rest.”

“What about Hyunjinnie?” Changbin fussed. “He shouldn’t be on his feet for so long, it’s not good for him-“

“Don’t worry about Hyunjin,” Jeongin said, giving the alpha a pat on the arm. “He’s resting, Jisung and Seungmin are with Felix.”

Chan sank back into his chair, biting down on disappointment. He ached to get up and go into the cabin, just to hold Felix in his arms. This was Felix’s first birth, the pack’s first pup. Felix might be scared, needing Chan with him-

Chan got up and tugged Jeongin into his arms, manhandling the omega into his lap.

“Ach, hyung !” Jeongin protested, squirming. “Put me down!”

“Let him fuss,” Minho advised, grinning at the grumpy look on Jeongin’s face. “He’s been riled up all day, he needs someone to look after.”

Jeongin grumbled about it but he let Chan nose along his neck, drinking in the scent of his youngest packmate. 

The sun was beginning to set outside the cabin, the glow of the fire lighting up the room. It had been hours since Chan had returned and the fire was burning low in the hearth. 

Minho and Changbin were each sitting in chairs across the room and talking in quiet murmurs over the scrape of Changbin’s carving knife. 

Jeongin dozed on Chan’s lap, hands twisted in Chan’s shirt. Chan stared into the fire and watched the embers flicker, thinking of nothing but his mate.

Waiting.

The door to the cabin swung open and Seungmin came inside, panting. 

Minho and Changbin stood at once, voices clamoring to know what was happening. Chan got up and set Jeongin in his own chair, hands trembling as he turned to face Seungmin.

“Chan-hyung, come on, the pup is almost here,” Seungmin said, breathless and smiling at the alpha. “They need their father.”

Chan followed after Seungmin at a run, both of them tearing across the clearing through the last rays of sunlight.

“Felix is just fine, I promise,” Seungmin panted as they ran. “Hold yourself together, hyung, Felix and the pup both need you to keep your head.”

Chan nodded, too overwhelmed to respond properly. His pup was almost here.

A wave of heat came from the cabin door but Chan couldn’t focus on it, not when Seungmin was pushing him inside and bolting the door behind him.

“There he is!” Hyunjin said, looking up. He was sitting in a chair by the fire, keeping it fed to make sure the room was warm enough. “Felix, your mate is here!”

Felix was kneeling on their bed, naked, braced by Jisung. His hair was matted back off his forehead and he was drenched in sweat.

He reached out for Chan, gasping in pain. “Channie…”

Chan started forward, ready to fall apart at the seams. He needed to get to Felix.

“Boots off, hyung!” Hyunjin called, but Seungmin was already tugging off Chan’s coat and outer layers. 

Chan kicked off his boots and approached the bed on shaky legs. The scent of blood and distressed omega was heavy in the air and it was setting him on edge.

Jisung moved over to let Chan hold his omega in trembling hands. 

“Felix…” Chan breathed, brushing Felix’s hair out of his eyes and letting the omega rest against him. Felix looked exhausted, the hours of labor showing on his face.

“They’re almost here,” Felix grunted. He clutched at Chan’s wrist and Chan bit down on a yelp. 

Seungmin had his hand between Felix’s legs, checking the progress of the pup. Chan wrestled with the instinct to growl and bat the beta away. Seungmin was helping, not trying to hurt Felix.

Felix cried out, his body seized by another contraction. His belly rippled and he groaned, squeezing down on Chan’s hand.

Chan’s focus was narrowed down to just his mate, brushing his hair out of his eyes and letting him do his best to break the bones in Chan’s hand. 

Chan could hear Jisung rustling around, helping Seungmin to prepare. Pots of water, bowls, strips of linen, and piles of herbs were stacked around the room.

Hyunjin heaved himself out of his chair and made his way to the bed, joining Seungmin. 

“Channie-hyung just about broke down the door trying to get to you, Lixie,” Hyunjin joked, smoothing down the omega’s flank.  

Chan expected Felix to snap in annoyance, but the omega just laughed weakly and leaned back against Chan’s chest, easing some of the tension in the room.

“Channie’s a good alpha,” Felix mumbled, reaching back to give Chan’s face a clumsy pat. “-good, good alpha…”

Hyunjin giggled a little at the look on Chan’s face, ready to tease, but Seungmin interrupted.

“Felix, you’ve got to start pushing soon, come on, can you hear me?”

Felix groaned and nodded, bracing himself. 

Seungmin joined Chan next to Felix and let him claw at his hand. Hyunjin took Seungmin’s place between Felix’s legs.

Felix cried out again and squeezed down on both Chan and Seungmin’s hands, both of them flinching at the strength.

“You can do this, Felix,” Seungmin murmured. “You’re almost done, just a little more-”

“Push, Felix!” Hyunjin called.

Felix’s head fell forward as he strained, gasping. Seungmin and Chan held him up. Chan kept himself from trying to soothe, keeping one hand on Felix’s back. Felix needed to focus, he didn’t need Chan’s fussing.

Felix threw his head back, panting hard. 

“Good, Felix, the head is almost out!” Hyunjin said. He handed a rag to Seungmin, who wiped off Felix’s sweaty forehead.

“H-hurts,” Felix panted, leaning his head over on Chan’s shoulder. “Alpha-”

Chan gave in and dropped a kiss on Felix’s head. Seungmin was murmuring something on the other side of Felix, still wiping his face.

 Felix whined, a sob wracking his body. 

“Breathe, Felix,” Hyunjin coaxed. “Come on, one more good push.”

Tears trickled down Felix’s face and he doubled down, his body hunching over as he pushed. 

“The head is out! Good job, Felix, you’re doing so well!” Hyunjin cried. “One more, Lixie, just one more-”

Felix’s chest heaved with exertion but he gave one last pained groan, sobbing when he collapsed back into Chan’s arms.

A cry sounded in the stuffy room and Chan froze. 

Hyunjin was scooping a tiny little pup into his arms and wiping it clean. Chan watched, breathless, as his pup kicked and cried, mouth wide open and wailing. 

Chan couldn’t take his eyes off his pup, red and screaming and perfect. A little piece of him and Felix.

Seungmin pulled Felix back, shoving Chan against the pillows and then settling him back against his chest. Felix made a broken noise and reached for his baby. 

Hyunjin wrapped the pup in a piece of cloth, tucking the end in securely and settling the baby in Felix’s arms. “Perfectly healthy, Lixie, you did so well!”

Felix nodded, tears pouring down his cheeks. Chan wasn’t any better. He could feel tears wetting his face as he reached down to trace his finger down his pup’s cheek. 

Jisung and Seungmin were rustling around the room, moving cloths and bowls around. Chan couldn’t focus on them, too absorbed in watching his pup settle down, cries fading to quiet whimpers. 

“Has your nose, alpha,” Felix mumbled, one hand cradling his pup’s head. “Looks just like you.”

Chan gave a little sob, his finger trembling as he tapped his pup’s little nose. It was definitely too early to tell, but he would never gainsay his omega. “Yeah, baby, just like me.”

Felix’s mouth was open to reply when he gasped in pain, one hand flying to clutch his belly. “Ah! Chan-”

“What’s wrong?” Chan asked, panic beginning to bubble up in his chest again. “What is it, does it hurt- Hyunjin!”

Hyunjin rushed back over to check on Felix, pushing aside the blankets. Chan scooped his pup into his arms, cradling them away from where Felix was doubling over in pain.

“It’s okay, honey, deep breaths,” Hyunjin soothed, gently pulling Felix’s legs apart. “Let me see.”

Felix cried out again and shuddered. 

“What’s going on?” Chan demanded, worry and fear sharpening his tone. He felt so helpless, watching Felix struggle. What if something had gone wrong, what if Felix was dying in his arms-

Hyunjin gave a breathless little laugh from where he was leaning down to check on Felix. “Another pup is coming!”

“Another-?” Felix said, his hand tightening on the furs. 

“Channie-hyung was right!” Seungmin said, giggling at the dumbfounded look on Chan’s face. “You really were carrying a litter.”

Felix clutched at Hyunjin’s hand, looking terrified. 

“It’s okay, Felix, you’re doing just fine,” Hyunjin murmured, reaching over to hand Chan yet another damp rag. “You’re gonna have to start pushing again, but this pup will be here soon, okay?”

Chan wiped Felix’s forehead, still stunned. 

A litter. He’d been right all along. Two little pups had been growing inside his mate. He wanted to scoop Felix up and coo over him, but this was definitely not the time. 

Felix grabbed for Chan’s hand again and Chan gasped at the strength. Jisung came up on his other side and took their pup from him, cradling the baby in his arms and letting Chan focus on his mate.

Felix cried out and squirmed in Chan’s arms. He bore down again and Hyunjin patted his leg, murmuring encouragement. 

“Come on, Felix, almost there-”

Felix slumped back and braced himself, one last good push and Hyunjin was surging forward just as another cry broke in the room.

Chan caught Felix when he fell backwards against his chest. He tugged a blanket up over Felix’s body, giving the omega some privacy and trying to keep him warm.

He craned his neck, one hand still petting over Felix’s hair. Hyunjin was cleaning off the second pup and Jisung was bathing the first one. 

He wrapped the second baby in a cloth and placed it on Felix’s chest. Felix’s hands came up to hold his pup, and he smiled down at them with dazed pride.

Seungmin approached Felix with a towel and a bowl of steaming water. He pulled aside the blanket and set about cleaning Felix up while Felix cooed over his pup. 

Chan watched Felix hold out his finger for the baby to grasp, feeling a steady stream of tears falling down his cheeks. His pup’s fingers were so tiny, barely able to close around Felix’s finger.

“Here, Channie-hyung,” Jisung whispered, coming up to present Chan with a freshly-washed, wrapped up pup. “Your first son.”

Chan sobbed when Jisung placed his pup in the crook of his arm. His son was asleep, so small and fragile.

Felix craned his neck around to look, smiling at his alpha despite his exhaustion. Seungmin had moved on to his hair and was brushing a comb through it. 

“He really does look like you, alpha,” Felix said, reaching up to brush away some of Chan’s tears. He leaned forward, allowing Seungmin to drape a shawl over his shoulders. “Why are you crying, Channie-hyung? Look, you have two healthy little pups!”

“You’re so incredible,” Chan croaked, nuzzling his mate. “What did I ever do to deserve someone like you-”

Hyunjin hustled over, placing the second baby in Chan’s other arm. Chan squeaked, both of his babies nestled right into his arms.

Felix giggled at the alpha, openly sobbing while he stared down at his pups. He brushed more tears from Chan’s cheeks and Chan pressed little kisses to his wrist. 

“Here, let me hold them, Channie,” Felix said, gently reaching out to take their son and placing him right on his chest. Chan nestled the second pup right next to her brother, both of them asleep. 

Felix leaned back into Chan’s arms, resting against the alpha while he held their pups. Chan pulled the blankets up over Felix, spellbound by the picture of his mate holding both of their little pups. 

Jisung and Hyunjin were murmuring quietly to each other while they cleaned up, and Seungmin had left already, most likely headed to the other cabin to tell the others the news. 

Chan wrapped both arms around his little family, more tears prickling his eyes as he watched Felix murmur to their pups. 

-

Chan shut the door to the cabin and made his way down the steps to the crunchy snow.

It was midafternoon and the sun was shining through the trees and glittering on the snow. Chan breathed in the freezing air, allowing the cold to soothe him.

The pups were with Hyunjin and Changbin again. The pair couldn’t get enough of the babies, constantly taking them into their cabin to care for them while Felix rested. Minho and Jeongin were probably with them, though they denied their fascination with the pups.

Minho liked to hold the pups by the fire, a sight that always sent Jisung fleeing the room before the alpha could smell his scent sweetening. Changbin was all over Hyunjin after holding the pups, rubbing his pup bump and scenting him. Jeongin’s cheeks would go bright red whenever he watched his mate coo over the babies.

The pack was in love with the babies, and it provided ample opportunity for the new parents to get some rest. It had barely been two weeks since they were born and Felix had spent most of those days in a contented haze, wrapped up in blankets and caring for the pups. 

Hyunjin and Seungmin stayed with him the most, holding the babies and helping Felix to stand and bathe and dress. Felix was healing quickly, eager to walk and get up and moving again. 

With six other pack members to care for the pups, everything was so much easier. Someone was always there to soothe a crying pup, or to help wash clothes, or assist Felix with feeding. 

Chan loved to bathe the pups, cooing at them as they stared up at him with wide eyes, giggling when he pulled faces at them. Cradling Felix while he held the pups in both arms was nothing more than heaven,  watching happily as his babies slept in Felix’s embrace.

Felix was back in their cabin, sleeping in their bed. He’d crawled into Chan’s arms by the fire, begging for a cuddle and a nap. Chan had been powerless to resist his mate’s puppy eyes and agreed. 

Chan had woken up just hours later, dazed. He was plastered to his mate’s body, his cock hard and leaking precome all over Felix’s ass. 

His knot was half-swollen and aching, so hard. He had excused himself, prepared to go off in the woods to take care of it. The pack would smell the arousal on him, the satisfaction of popping his knot clinging to him for hours.

It was happening more and more frequently, Chan waking up hard and humping against Felix, knot ready to pop. He would slip out of bed without waking Felix and go into the bathroom to touch himself, pressing a hand over his mouth to silence his groans. 

His mate just smelled so good, looked so sexy. If Chan had thought he couldn’t keep his hands off his omega when he was pregnant, it was ten times worse now that their pups had been born.

Felix was still carrying the baby weight in his tummy and hips. Chan longed to grope, to squeeze, get his greedy mouth on every inch of his omega. His breasts were swollen heavy with milk for the pups, and Chan couldn’t keep his eyes off them.

He felt so guilty about it. His scent thickened every time he was in the same room with Felix when he fed the pups, staring at the swells of his tits poking out from the blankets. 

Chan dreamed of it, leaning down to take a nipple in his mouth and suckle. The milk just smelled so sweet, so tempting. 

Chan shouldn’t be thinking of his mate like this, especially so soon after he has given birth. Felix was tired, his body still healing from birthing twins. He shouldn’t have to sate Chan’s needs like this while he was recuperating.

Chan was perfectly happy fucking into his fist, hunched over and drooling as he imagined suckling down mouthfuls of milk. He knotted in his hand more times than he could care to count, squeezing his knot and pretending it was Felix’s tight little cunt.

Besides, he didn’t want his mate knowing about his fascination with his tits. Felix’s milk was for their pups, not for greedy, drooling alphas. Chan couldn’t imagine the look of disgust on Felix’s face if he ever discovered Chan’s fixation.

He’d already come so dangerously close to finding out. One night, Felix’s tits had started leaking- sweet, creamy streams of milk slipping down the curve of his swollen breasts. 

Sleep-dazed, cock throbbing at the scent, Chan nosed over to Felix’s chest. He nuzzled at the tit, his mouth open to draw the scent down deep.

Chan had been so close to taking the soft tit into his mouth, suckling hard and desperate for milk.

But he jolted when the nipple brushed across his lips, a drop of milk smearing over his bottom lip. Chan startled backwards, nearly falling out of bed. He struggled out of the tangled sheets and stumbled across the room, away from Felix and the heavy scent of milk.

He’d come so hard that night, tongue flicking out to taste the one drop of milk on his lips, squeezing his aching knot and groaning.

Chan fled the cabin every time Felix fed the pups since then, making up random excuses to get himself away. The guilt ate at him, his arousal only growing every time he caught sight of his omega’s tits.

He wasn’t supposed to feel this way about his omega. Milk was for feeding hungry babies, not full grown alphas. Chan didn’t need milk. 

And yet his teeth ached at the thought of it. He dreamed about it one night, Felix perched right in his lap, both tits bare for Chan’s hungry mouth, letting him latch onto a nipple and nurse.

He woke up hard and guilty, ashamed of himself. This was not how a good mate should be behaved.

Chan returned to the cabin as soon as his knot had gone down, temporarily sated. He knew his alpha would be all over him again, begging for just a taste of his sweet omega. 

It wouldn’t do to be away for too long. Chan pushed the door to the cabin open and froze on the threshold, a familiar scent hanging in the air.

Hyunjin was in one of the chairs by the fire, burping one of the pups. Felix was in bed, cradling the second pup to his chest, feeding her. He looked like a vision in their nest, smiling down at his baby in his arms and swaddled in beautiful quilts. 

Chan swallowed, wrestling for control over his scent. There was no way he could back out again, cornered by his own omega.

“Hi, Chan-hyung!” Hyunjin called from the fire. “Come here, say hello to your son.”

Chan tore his gaze away from Felix and made his way over to Hyunjin. He couldn’t help smiling when he saw his pup, bending down to kiss his forehead. 

“They got hungry,” Hyunjin explained, bouncing the pup in his arms, one hand patting the baby’s back. 

“Hyunjin, she’s just about finished,” Felix called. He lifted their daughter away from his chest, wincing slightly.

Chan reached down to take his son from Hyunjin, who got up to fetch the pup Felix was holding. 

“I’ll take her, Lixie, you just rest,” Hyunjin said. He bustled back over to Chan and swept the pup into his arms. He shot Felix a pointed look before the door shut behind him, leaving Chan to face Felix.

Felix hadn’t bothered to cover himself, his chest still bare. Chan willed himself not to stare, fidgeting across the room.

“Uh- I should go- gotta, gotta check on the… the- er,” Chan babbled, tripping over himself in his haste to get to the door. 

Felix’s tits were just right there, drops of milk leaking from his nipples, swollen pink perfect nipples. Chan had never wanted anything more than to get his mouth on them, hungry and greedy for milk.

Felix was staring at him, like he knew precisely what he was doing to the alpha by baring his chest.

“C’mere, Channie,” Felix said, patting the bed next to him. “You left earlier, I didn’t get my cuddles.”

Chan wanted to whine out of horny embarrassment, but he couldn’t turn down his mate. He got into bed beside him and Felix drew him in close to his side. 

Leaning his head on Felix’s shoulder, Chan sighed and dropped his eyes closed. Despite the milky scent in the air, he could relax in the arms of his omega.

“You’ve been avoiding me, Channie,” Felix said, brushing a kiss over the alpha’s forehead. “What’s wrong?”

Chan tensed up, fidgeting with the furs. He hung his head, embarrassed. Felix must be able to smell the arousal in his scent, thick and musky. “I’m sorry, Felix, I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I’m so weird and perverted-”

“It’s not perverted,” Felix whispered, tangling his fingers in Chan’s curls.

Chan went silent, staring at his mate, tension building between them when Felix met his eyes. Felix couldn’t know, there was no way-

“You want milk, don’t you, Channie?” Felix asked, barely more than a breath.

He hadn’t exactly been subtle, running at the first sight of breastmilk. Still, Chan flushed with embarrassment.

Chan groaned and buried his red face in the blankets in an attempt to hide. “Can’t stop thinking about it, I want it so bad-” 

“Why didn’t you say so, alpha?” Felix asked, pulling Chan up from the furs. He shifted, moving his chest to offer one plump nipple to Chan.

Chan went still, staring at Felix’s nipple, watching a drop of milk bead and fall. His mouth dropped open, hungry.

“Go on, Channie,” Felix whispered. “Don’t you want it?”

Chan groaned. His cock throbbed in his pants, already leaking. His eyes were fixed on Felix’s nipple.

Felix cupped his tit, squeezing the soft flesh and making milk dribble down his chest.

Chan surged forward, latching onto his nipple with a greedy groan. It was a few moments before he managed the presence of mind to start suckling, the feeling of being pressed up against Felix’s tits overwhelming.

Chan’s other hand reached up to grope Felix’s other tit as he suckled, squeezing at the swollen flesh. His mouth worked greedily, gulping down streams of flowing milk.

“That’s it, Channie,” Felix soothed, rubbing his back and drawing him in closer. “Good boy, so good for me.”

Chan moaned, his voice muffled by the nipple in his mouth. He blinked up at Felix, dazed and bleary already from nursing. Felix’s milk was so good, creamy and sweet. Chan opened his mouth wider, trying to get more of Felix’s tit into his greedy mouth. 

Milk dribbled down his chin as his lips worked, suckling eagerly at the tit. Chan’s cock was twitching in his pants and his knot was fattening already, ready to knot his omega. He could smell traces of slick in the air. Felix’s hips were shifting in arousal under the blankets.

Felix drew Chan in closer, letting him press his aching cock against his thigh. Chan grunted, unwilling to let his treat go as he started humping, desperate arousal sparking through his limbs.

“Such a good boy,” Felix cooed, stroking Chan’s hair. “Big bad alpha just needs to be a sweet little pup, hm?”

Chan grunted softly as he suckled, eyes slipping shut. He humped harder, the pressure so good on his cock. He felt dumb with arousal, just a stupid, needy alpha cuntstruck and drooling over omega milk.

“Yeah, daddy likes mommy’s milk,” Felix whispered. 

Chan gave a shocked moan, the words making him jolt. He was cumming, open-mouthed, groaning, spilling milk down his chin. His cock jerked, pulsing as he came in his pants like an alpha in his first rut.

Felix cooed over him, coaxing Chan back to suckling. The alpha whined, his orgasm only fueling his arousal. Felix was slicked up, the scent thickening as he watched his alpha suckle on his teat like a needy pup.

“Daddy’s so sweet, such a good puppy,” Felix moaned, his hips grinding down. “Feels so good, alpha, don’t stop!”

Chan gasped, panting against Felix’s nipple before he latched back on, suckling hungrily. He was straddling Felix’s leg, humping down hard with each hard suck. 

Felix's tits were so swollen, perfect little handfuls for Chan to knead while he suckled. He felt just like a hungry pup, his lips working eagerly over Felix's nipple.

“Gonna pop your knot, daddy?” Felix asked, reaching down to smooth over Chan’s cheek. “You can’t knot my pussy yet, alpha, gotta wait.”

Chan growled when Felix tugged him off his nipple and guided him to the other tit. He nosed over the hard nipple, flicking his tongue over the bud and latching on with a grunt. 

Chan was sprawled across Felix’s body, his hips working furiously. Both hands were squeezing Felix’s tits, so soft under his fingers. Felix stroked his hair, murmuring to him as he nursed. 

“I didn’t know you wanted milk so bad, daddy, you could’ve had it this whole time,” Felix moaned, winding his fingers in Chan’s hair.

Chan grunted, suckling harder. He felt so greedy, hungry and eager for more milk. Chan was swallowing it down in huge gulps, filling his belly. He was so full already but he couldn’t stop suckling, taking more and more milk down his throat.

“Daddy’s gonna knot my pussy so good,” Felix moaned, his hips bucking up. “Gonna put more puppies in my belly, give me another litter. Gotta make sure my tits stay full of milk.”

Chan moaned, the words going straight to his overworked cock. He had knotted his fist so many times to the thought of mounting Felix, tits swinging heavy under him, dripping milk while Chan fucked him and put more babies in him.

“Yeah, just gonna be alpha’s breeding bitch?” Felix whispered. “Gonna keep me in bed, round and pregnant, fucking me whenever you want, daddy?”

He wanted so desperately to put more pups in Felix’s belly, the idea making his cock throb. He’d look so good, so fucking good full of puppies and bouncing on Chan’s cock, tits leaking milk.

His second orgasm took him by surprise, more cum spilling into his pants and adding to the mess. Chan pulled off Felix’s tits to moan, his knot popping painfully in his pants. He ground forward, slow, grinding thrusts as he came.

“Did you knot, alpha?” Felix asked, reaching between them to press against his cock. Chan squirmed, whimpering at the pressure. “Such a good boy. Yeah, daddy wants pussy, hm?”

Chan moaned, his hips humping forward. He wanted it so bad, his omega’s sweet, slicked-up cunt. So tight and wet, ready to be bred full. He could imagine fucking his omega just like this, sliding into his cunt while nursing at his tits, knotting inside him all milk-drunk and stupid with pleasure.

"Wanna eat, Lixie," Chan grunted, pulling off Felix's nipple. 

"You are eating, alpha," Felix said. He guided Chan back to his tit, pushing his chest out for Chan to nose over. 

Chan growled, hands tightening possessively on Felix's waist. "Want pussy. Please, fuck, lemme eat your pussy, so hungry-"

"Not yet, daddy," Felix moaned, pulling Chan's hair in an attempt to get him to latch again. "Gotta wait for pussy."

Chan latched back on with a groan, his cock twitching at the idea. Felix's heat wouldn't be for at least several months, not until his body had settled again. Chan's alpha disregarded this information, dreaming of when his omega would roll over and present his cunt for breeding. 

It was entirely too soon to be thinking of fucking, and yet Chan was so greedy for it. Greedy for anything his omega would give him.

Chan ran his tongue over Felix's nipple, watching as Felix's back arched and he moaned, clutching at the sheets.

“Channie, you gotta knot my pussy soon,” Felix mumbled. “Breed me up again, put more pups in me.”

Chan mumbled incoherently, still suckling. His mouth was covering Felix’s whole tit, sucking as much of it into his mouth as he could, dripping with milk and drool. Felix’s milk was beginning to run dry and Chan whimpered, hungry for more. 

“There will be more later, alpha,” Felix soothed, pulling Chan off his nipple to let him mouth at the soft skin of his breasts. “See, no need to be guilty. You can have as much as you want, just gotta share with the pups.”

Chan nodded, licking blearily at a trail of milk spilling down Felix’s chest. His belly was so full, making him sleepy. He dropped his head on Felix’s chest, eyes slipping shut.

“So cute,” Felix whispered. He let Chan roll to the side, gently pulling his pants open. His cock hadn’t gone soft, his knot still throbbing. 

Felix wrapped a hand around Chan’s knot, squeezing and milking it. Chan grunted, his hips kicking. He was too overstimulated to cum again but the pressure felt good, mimicking the clutch of Felix’s cunt.

Felix was wiping him clean of cum, one hand still wrapped around his knot. Chan moaned, satisfied, the pressure finally going down. 

He reached for his mate, his frazzled and pleasure-drunk mind focused on the fact that his omega hadn’t come, and he could smell Felix’s slick. Chan managed to get his hand under Felix’s waistband, fingers just brushing the top of his mound when Felix caught his hand and dragged it away.

“Not yet, alpha, we have to wait for you to touch me,” Felix said, pressing a little kiss to Chan’s fingers. “I know you want me to feel good, but you can knot me all you want when I’m healed.”

Chan tried to protest. He didn’t want to knot, just wanted to make his omega squirm with pleasure under him. 

Felix hushed him, guiding his head back to nuzzle between his tits. Chan went down easy, content to be buried between the softness, lazily mouthing and sucking at the flesh.

Chan sighed, so full of milk and unwilling to even try moving from his mate’s embrace. His guilt faded away, soothed by Felix’s comfort and acceptance. 

Felix hummed, swiping a spare cloth over Chan to clean him and then tucking them both under the blankets for a nap. 

“Love you, love you so much,” Chan rambled, pulling Felix in closer. 

“I love you too, Channie-hyung,” Felix replied, stroking over Chan’s back as they both dropped off to sleep.