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・✧･ﾟ: *✧* :ﾟ･✧ ・
Felix is an omega. Felix is an omega and no one can know.
That’s the agreement he made with his agency when he presented.
It’s not that it’s forbidden to be an omega idol, but when he presented, most of the other members had already presented as alphas, Jisung being the only omega but his bond with Minho was already so strong that his scent didn’t affect the others, but Felix, he didn’t have time to even try for something like that, even if he had a suspicion that he had that connection with someone, the moment his scent started to get sweeter, his manager had whisked him away and made him sign the contract where he swore that he would never tell anyone that he’s an omega.
Mixed second gender groups are allowed as long as there’s no unmated omega, the world is unfair and bigoted, but there’s nothing he can do about it.
Since the moment he presented, his manager put him on suppressants and scent suppressors, he’s not allowed to nest, to purr or make any actions that a usual omega would do. Even with the suppressants he still has some heat symptoms. Every three months he’ll feel sluggish, his lower abdomen will contract with cramps and the only thing he wishes for is that he could curl into a warm, fluffy nest with the familiar scent of his members, specially Hyunjin’s, he loves Hyunjin’s petrichor scent, it’s always so crispy and calming, it’s Felix’s favorite scent in the entire world.
Even though his suppressants control most of his urges, sometimes he’ll just feel this need to do somethings, like drag Hyunjin to his bed and curl around him, but he knows that he can’t do that.
About nine months after he presented, the urge was so strong that it felt like his skin would peel off with uneasiness. He needed to be somewhere surrounded with Hyunjin’s scent and soft materials, but he couldn’t because no one could know that he’s an omega, so he did the best he could and took one of the alpha’s hoodies to his room. He felt giddy as he curled on his bare bed around the soft material that smelled like heaven and for the first time in months, he felt himself relax, finally safe and cared for in a way he hadn’t never felt since he left his parents home.
It didn’t last long though, about an hour after he had dozed off his manager stormed into his room.
“You’re trying to nest?” She snarled and a slap burned his cheek. “You know everything that it’s at risk here. Don’t be stupid.”
She looked at him in disappointment, the smell of angry alpha invading the room and Felix shrank into himself, the cleaning team took every cloth from his room and changed it for new ones bathed in a strong chemical scent, the hoodie being ripped from his fingers, never to be seen again.
Felix never took another piece of cloth after that time, now his room just smells of chemicals that burn his sensitive omega nose, and is stripped of any soft materials, he has just one comforter that feels scratchy against his skin, he can barely stand to stay there, he lost count of how many times he slept on the couch, so he could just take a breath of fresh air and sleep surrounded by his member’s scents.
These urges became easier to control with time but when his manager isn’t around, he will curl around Hyunjin, burying his nose on the scent glands on his neck and taking deep, inconspicuous lungfuls of his scent. The alpha will pull him close and caress his hair as they keep talking, even if he thinks that Felix can’t smell his scent, even if he never scents him because to Hyunjin he’s a beta and betas can’t smell the scent of alphas or omegas. He has to control himself constantly because his body is telling him all the time that he should be cuddling with the other members, that he should scent them and they should scent him, he will get away with touching the others when he’s pulled into hugs or someone else initiates the contact.
It would be really hard to convince people that he’s not an omega if it wasn’t for his top of line scent suppressors, invisible pads that were placed on top of his scent glands when he presented and that he was never allowed to take off since then. He doesn’t even know what his scent is like, he smelled it once at the tender age of fifteen and never again, five years had passed and his memories of the days that followed his presentation were a jumbled mess of fear and nervousness. It was a really hard decision for a teenager to make, but the fear of losing his members, the only friends he had, was too much for him to risk, so he signed the contract and signed a part of himself away too.
People always commented how omega like he looks. He has soft features, a small constitution, a gentle and warm personality. They say that he would be the perfect omega, that it’s a pity that no alpha will ever have him. He’s used to the comments, even if they sting each time, because there’s one alpha that he wants, but when they were in an interview and the host talked about pups, that’s the time that Felix almost crumbled.
“It’s a pity that you’re a beta, I think you would have lovely pups, with freckled cheeks and those chocolate eyes. They would be so cute!”
The words hit him like a train and he has to stop himself from placing his hands on his stomach, his flat stomach that would never swell with pups. That’s one more thing that he’ll never know the feeling of, as well as what it’s like to have a mate or go through a heat. And he wants, at that moment he wants so much that he almost tells her the truth, but he looks at his members surrounding him and it’s a little easier to answer her when he feels Hyunjin pressing his hand to the small of his back in support.
“Yeah, it’s a pity that will never happen.”
He learned how to deal with these comments, he learned to square his features into a neutral expression, even if it hurt every time. And every time someone said that he should be an omega he would receive a visit from his manager so she could remind him of what he would lose if someone discovered the truth.
He knows that he can do better, he has to do better for his friends, for his family, so he won’t lose them. He knows that she’s trying to protect him, to protect the band but it doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt. He even had to cut his hair when someone commented how omega like his long, blond strands looked, he loved it, he loved that he could put his hair into different hairstyles and Hyunjin would constantly run his fingers through his locks saying how beautiful he looked, that same night he was whisked away, his hair cut short and dyed black.
Felix got used to being uncomfortable all the time. His whole body hurt when he had to practice during his heats or when a cramp hit and he had to suppress the urge to curl into himself to try and alleviate the pain. He learned to ignore the itch under his skin for denying his body to do what it needed, be it resting, nesting or scenting.
It’s so different the way he lives from how Jisung does, but he has been in a relationship with Minho since he presented and their manager doesn’t think that he disrupts the others, not like Felix.
Sometimes he’ll catch himself looking longingly at the couple as they lay intertwined on the couch, or when they’ll scent each other before parting, or when Jisung will collect the members clothes to build his nest, taking even one of Felix’s shirts, even if it doesn’t smell like anything. When Jisung’s heat will hit, he and Minho will have a few days off, coming back impossibly more in love with each other, Minho will get even more protective of the omega, folding him into his arms and growling at anyone who got too close. Felix wonders what it must be like to have someone like that, his eyes will trail to Hyunjin every time he thought that, but he swallowed the whine on his throat and pushed down his longing. He won’t ruin their band because of his selfish wishes.
✧
It all comes crashing down during practice one day.
He’s in heat, he feels tired and the urge to curl on something soft is making his skin itch, but he learned how to ignore it a long time ago. They’re in the dance room practicing the choreography for their new song when his manager calls him to the back of the room.
“It’s better to separate you from Hyunjin, there are too many rumors going around about you too. You’re not allowed to get close to him or talk with him anymore.”
She says as if she’s isn’t ripping the ground from under his feet. A whine leaves his lips before he can stop it and he plead.
“Please don’t, don’t take him away from me. Please, please. I’ll do anything.”
Her face contorts into hatred and she grabs the back of his neck, hissing on his ear, the smell of angry alpha filling his nose.
“Listen, you stupid omega, you’ll do as I say or you’re going to be kicked out of the team. Now shut up and go back to practice. And stay away from Hyunjin.”
She squeezes his neck painfully before releasing him, he stumbles back, he can hear yelling and people calling his name but he can’t focus on what they’re saying. She gave orders to him before, but she has never used an alpha command on him, no one ever has and his system goes into shock.
Felix stay frozen where he stands, his skin feels like its burning up from somewhere deep inside of him, he’s panicking and it’s hard to breathe, his legs shake so much that he can’t stay standing and his knees crash painfully on the ground. His heart hammers against his chest, mind a gibberish mess of thoughts, he just wants to go away, to go somewhere safe and comfortable, but he doesn’t have a place like that only a person. Where is…?
As if hearing his thoughts, the familiar scent of petrichor fill his senses, surrounding him in comfort and safety.
“Yongbok.”
He barely hears Hyunjin’s voice before he’s latching himself to the alpha, arms circling his neck and pulling himself close until he can bury is nose on his chest and everything he can smell is Hyunjin.
He’s safe. He’s safe. He’s safe. Hyunjin would never let anything happen to him, he knows it on the marrow of his bones. He’ll take care of him and everything will be alright.
“C’mon, Lix baby. Look at me.”
As much as he wants to follow that voice, he just can’t.
“He’s dropping.”
“What do I do?”
Hyunjin asks in panic, he whines and noses on his chest, trying to calm his alpha, people talk again but he can’t concentrate on what they’re saying. He’s vaguely aware that he’s being lifted and carried away. Away from all the noise and other people’s scents.
“I’m taking you to your room, ok?”
The alpha’s voice is soft but his words send panic through Felix and he whines in distress, burying himself deeper into the other’s chest.
“Not your room? Where do you want to go, baby? My room?”
The blonde manages a nod and Hyunjin resumes walking, a few moments later he’s deposited in a soft bed and the alpha’s hold disappears, he whines, eyes flying open and hands desperately reaching out to bring the other back. He can’t leave him!
Hyunjin’s touch immediately returns, arms wrapping around Felix’s waist and bringing him back against his chest. He sighs in relief. If he was coherent, he’s sure that he would be embarrassed about the way he’s clinging to the other for dear life, but right now he’s the only thing grounding him and stopping him from spiraling into panic.
“Yongbookie.” The alpha’s voice is low and gentle, like the fingers he’s carding through blonde strands of hair. “Do you want to build a nest?”
The idea of building a nest and burrowing into it with Hyunjin sounds like heaven. But he can’t. What if his manager finds out like the last time? What if she takes Hyunjin away from him? He lets out another distressed whine, fists squeezing the other’s shirt.
“I’m not allowed to.”
He mumbles against the alpha’s chest, Hyunjin tenses beneath him, his body going impossibly still as his arms tighten around the omega’s waist. There’s only silence for a long moment.
“You need to rest, Lix.” He says gently. “I’ll help you, ok?”
He’s soon deposited into soft sheets, Hyunjin’s scent almost overwhelming, he can’t stop himself from burying his nose on the soft pillow under his head. He hears the dark haired man moving and soon enough there’s a soft blanket thrown on top of him, Hyunjin’s clothes being placed next to his head, he reaches out and grabs a hoodie, hugging it against his chest.
More blankets are placed around him, forming a barrier between him and the rest of the world. He can’t help but feel guilty about how much he loves it, how he basks in the care and attention. He had promised it would never happen again and here he is, inside a nest that the alpha he loves is building for him. What if his manger discovers it? Is she going to kick him out? Is their band going to dissolve? Is she going to force him to stay away from Hyunjin?
He can’t have it, he needs to get up and go back to his room, pretend like this never happened and pray that they can come up with a believable lie. He tries to get up, but his body refuses to move, it refuses to get away from what it craved for years.
Hyunjin comes back and sits beside him, he can only blink owlishly at the alpha. He looks uncertain for a moment before he lays his hand on the omega’s neck, thumbing where he knows that his scent gland is.
“What do you think about removing these? So you can smell your scent too?”
Smell his scent? Felix has no idea what he smells like, his scent is not a comfort for himself, not like Hyunjin’s. He starts trembling. What if Hyunjin doesn’t like his scent? What if he’s disgusted by it? What if he doesn’t want Felix on the nest anymore?
“Hey, hey. It’s ok, we don’t need to take them off if you don’t want to.” He noses at the omega’s temple. “But I would love to smell you.”
Can Felix even deny him anything? The answer is no, he’ll do anything Hyunjin asks him to do.
“Ok.”
His voice is barely a whisper but the taller man hears him, he carefully thumbs at the patch on the side of his neck, it’s a little difficult since it has been glued to his neck for the last five years. Felix tenses as he feels it peeling off. The room is instantly overrun with the smell of spring, is like standing in a field on a sunny day. Hyunjin shudders against him and he moves to gently remove the patches on his wrists.
“You smell perfect.”
For the first time in his life, Felix lets out a purr. He’s perfect, his alpha thinks that he’s perfect. He closes his eyes in contentment, burrowing himself back into Hyunjin’s chest.
“You can rest, angel. Everything will be ok.”
Lips are pressed against his forehead and he purrs again, he lets his body relax and be lulled into the best sleep he ever had, secure in the knowledge that Hyunjin will take care of him.
✧
When Felix wakes, he has no idea of how long has passed. He feels warm and comfortable, he lets out a purr in satisfaction to the best sleep he’s had in the last five years. His nose is filled with his and Hyunjin’s intertwined scents, like a rainy spring day. At the thought of the alpha he frowns, he was here when Felix fell asleep, so where is he now?
He sits on the bed, blinking to adjust to the light as he looks around. Did he regret bringing Felix here? Did he regret building a nest for him? His eyes find Chan perched on a chair a few meters away. And his friend knows him enough that he says unprompted.
“He’s talking to the managers and will be back soon.”
The reassurance settles a little the omega’s nerves, but he’s still buzzing with the confrontation that will undoubtedly happen. Chan looks at him, full of gentleness and patience and Felix feels a pang of guilty that he ruined everything.
“Why have you never told me?”
His first instinct is to deny it but everyone saw as he dropped in the middle of the practice room, what a scene it must have looked like, but there’s no trying to deny it now. They know, they know.
“I couldn’t, they made me sign a contract and she said that the group would dissolve if I told anyone. That I would be a liability for everyone. And now.” He sniffs. “And now we can’t be together anymore because of me.”
He looks down at his hands on his lap, the smell of sad omega filling the air.
“No, Lix. No.” Chan comes to sit beside him, at the very edge of the bed and out of his nest, his scent calming as he takes Felix’s small hands into his. “It’s not your fault, we would never blame you.”
“But it is because of me.”
“No, it’s because society is stupid.” He catches the omega’s gaze. “We will always be together, no matter what, ok?”
He sniffs again.
“Ok.”
Hyunjin enters the room then, he stops for a moment at the sight of an awake Felix before he walks to the bed and sits on the other side of the omega.
“Hi.”
The blonde says in a small voice, he can feel his cheeks burning. He remembers everything that happened, how he clung to Hyunjin, how desperate he was for the other’s touch, how he nested on his bed.
“I’ll leave you two to talk.”
Chan gives his hand a reassuring squeeze and a gentle smile before he walks out of the room. Felix looks down at his lap again, picking nervously at his cuticles as he waits for the other to talk.
“I was talking with the other managers, they had no idea of what she was doing. She’s fired, she’ll never get close to you again.” There’s viciousness on his voice as he says the last part, hands clenching into fists. “They’re sending the doctor to check on you.”
Felix frowns.
“There’s no need for that.”
Hyunjin stares at him.
“What she was making you do isn’t healthy, it could make you sick.”
He opens his mouth in protest but the alpha cuts him.
“It would make me feel more at ease if the doctor made a check up.”
The omega closes his mouth with a click and just nods in defeat. They stay in uncomfortable silence, like they never did before and the scent of his distress is starting to leak, Hyunjin looks at him and opens his mouth to say something but then there’s a knock on the door. The alpha waits until he nods that he’s ok to call for the person to enter.
The group doctor enters the room, he’s a middle aged beta with a gentle personality and kind smile. He studies Felix for a moment before dragging the chair Chan was sitting to beside the bed.
“So, this is why you never accepted an appointment with me.”
He sighs as he sits on the chair, Felix feels guilty, it’s not that he didn’t want to consult with their doctor, it’s that his manager never allowed him to, every time he needed a doctor she would take him to one that she knew and that she would pay to not say a word about his secondary gender.
“I’m sorry.”
He stares at the omega with dark eyes full of kindness.
“It’s not your fault, kid. I heard the things she forced you to do, you a victim.”
Felix didn’t know what to say, so he just nodded.
“I’ll ask you some questions and you tell me if any of them makes you uncomfortable, but try to answer them, it’s for your health.”
He nods again.
“Since when are you taking the suppressants?”
“Since I presented at fifteen.”
The doctor pursed his lips and scribed something on his notebook.
“Have you ever had a heat?”
He shakes his head.
“Not since I first presented.”
“And a nest? Have you ever built one?”
“I tried once.” He looks at Hyunjin from the corner of his eye, the alpha has a pained expression and Felix doesn’t know why. “She discovered it, she took away the piece of cloth and every soft thing in my room, dousing everything in chemical scents so I wouldn’t be able to nest there.”
Hyunjin gets to his feet and start pacing, running his hands through his hair, the scent of angry alpha permeates the air and Felix just wants to curl with him on their nest and make that scent go away.
“So that’s why you slept so often in the couch, you couldn’t stand the scent of your own room.” He makes a frustrated sound. “That’s why you never let anyone inside.”
He looks at Felix likes he’s in physical pain, the omega lets out a whine and extend his hand, motioning for the alpha to come into the nest. Hyunjin hesitates for a moment but when Felix whines again, he climbs into the nest and curls himself around the omega, who settles between his legs and leans against his muscular chest, nosing at his neck until his scent is normal again. The doctor watches the interaction with a curious gaze.
“Do you have any symptoms when your heat should hit?”
“I feel the urge to nest and sleep, my body hurts during practice and I get cramps. I usually feel a little hot and sleepy and sluggish.”
The alpha behind him lets out a pained sound and buries his face on the omega’s neck, Felix pumps out what he hopes are soothing pheromones, intertwining their fingers together as he presses himself more against the other, he would bury himself into Hyunjin's chest if he could.
“I saw it every time. I just thought that you were under the weather or coming down with a cold. I’m so stupid, I should have known something was wrong.” A kiss is pressed on his nape. “I’m sorry.”
“There’s no way you could’ve known, Hyun.” He turns to look at the dark haired man and gives him a smile. “But every cuddle session helped me get through it.”
“I would cuddle with you your entire heat if it meant that you would feel better.”
The blonde feels his cheeks burning and the doctor clears his throat, Felix turns back to look at him.
“You’ve been through a lot, Felix. Being denied your basic necessities is inhuman.” He takes in a deep breath and studies them both for a moment. “Would you allow me to make a quick physical examination? I’ll just check your heartbeat and blood pressure, if you let, I would like to take a blood sample too to check how are your hormones since you’ve been on suppressants for so long.”
The omega nods and extends his arm, he can feel Hyunjin studying every movement from the doctor as the beta takes his pulse gently, he tenses when the needle goes in but relaxes when Hyunjin noses at his scent gland.
“Everything seems to be ok, the blood tests will tell us if everything’s fine with your hormones and if the suppressants didn’t damage your womb. But there’s no need to worry, you’re young, there are a lot of treatments if needed, I’m sure you’ll be able to have pups if you wish to.”
The omega goes completely still. Pups? He could have pups? He would be allowed to? He shivers and places his hands tenderly on his abdomen.
“I can have pups? She said I would never be able to.”
His voice is small, full of hope and wonderment as he looks up at the doctor who’s watching him with a mix of pity and tenderness, he leans in and squeezes one of the omega’s hands gently.
“Yes, kid. You can have pups.” The doctor gets to his feet, putting his things back inside his case. “Rest and let your body heal. If you feel that anything’s wrong don’t hesitate to call me.” He says sternly to the omega and then his eyes turn to the alpha behind him. “Take care of him.”
“I will.”
Hyunjin vows, voice serious as he holds Felix protectively. The doctor nods approvingly as he walks to the door.
“Good, it’s good that you have each other.”
With that, he closes the door with a soft click and the omega keeps reeling from all the information he has now. He can have a family, he can have pups one day, he’ll be allowed to now.
“Would you like to have pups?”
Hyunjin’s voice is careful, as if he’s talking to a spooked animal. Felix thinks that he must look like a scared cat.
“Yeah, someday if I’m able to. I don’t know what will happen now, what will happen with me.”
He finishes unsure, fingers fiddling with a stray thread of the comforter.
“Mate with me.”
He spins around to look at the taller man.
“What?”
“Mate with me and everything will be solved.”
His words make Felix’s heart sink. He always wanted to hear those words coming from the alpha, it’s everything he ever wanted, but not like this, not when he feels obligated to do it, not when it’s not because he wants Felix as much as Felix wants him.
It pains him to deny the other but he shakes his head.
“No.”
He sees as hurt flashes into the dark haired man’s eyes.
“Why not? I thought after what happened… I thought you liked me.”
“I love you, Hyunjin. I always have.”
Felix never thought that he would be able to declare his love, much less like this, when he’s declining the other. The universe must really hate him to place everything that he wants the most in front of him, just to have it taken away. When can feel his eyes filling with tears and he sniffles.
“Then why?”
“Because I don’t want you to do it because you feel obligated to! I want you to want to stay with me!”
Tears run freely down his cheeks, the alpha leans closer, his big hands coming up to cradle the omega’s face tenderly.
“I would choose you, it doesn’t matter if you’re an omega, an alpha or a beta. I would choose you every single time.”
He sniffs as he stares at the other.
“Really?”
Hyunjin smiles, that beautiful, loving smile that he keeps only for Felix.
“Really.” He brushes their noses together. “I love you, I want to stay with you for the rest of my life.”
Felix tackles him to the bed, the alpha lets out a laugh as he stares up at him, his smile brilliant, full of hope and love. And the blonde can’t help himself, he leans down to meet the dark haired man’s lips, hands sinking into the soft strands of hair as their lips move against each other. It’s like an explosion inside his chest, his heart beating so hard and fast that he fears that it will break his ribs, warmth spreads through his body and he wonders if maybe his heat will hit full force, if the intensity of his desire will break the suppressants effect. Hyunjin’s hands run up and down his back, squeezing him closer and closer until he has to part their lips so he can breathe.
He leans back to look at his alpha, his alpha, and they smile at each other, happiness bubbling between them. Everything is worth for this moment right here.
・✧･ﾟ: *✧* :ﾟ･✧ ・
The group go into hiatus for the next six months, so Felix can learn how to be an omega and they can prepare for his first real heat.
He expected at least a little resentment from his members but they were all so accepting, Jisung jumping on him and saying how nice it is to have another omega on the group. No one looked even a little surprised when they announced that he and Hyunjin are going to mate, wide grins taking over their faces as they congratulated them. Felix feels a little embarrassed that even when he was pretending to be a beta it was so obvious that he has feelings for the alpha.
Suppressing his omega’s urges and suddenly stopping, makes them come back with vengeance. He refuses to leave their nest for a week straight, keeping Hyunjin inside with him all the time, the alpha doesn’t seem to have any complain as he will smother the omega between his arms and scent him to his heart’s content.
He never thought that he would have something like this, that it was possible to be comfortable on his own skin and be accepted by the people he loves.
He doesn’t want to go into his old room, so Hyunjin collects all his things, washes and scents them before giving them to the omega. When he comes back from Felix’s old room, is nose is scrunched by the pungent chemical smell and his eyes are burning with ire, he enters their nest and holds Felix close for the rest of the day. Jisung told him that they had to hold Hyunjin back the day they fired his old manager, as she kept saying bad things about the omega and the alpha wouldn’t accept that, if it wasn’t for Changbin he thinks that he would have hit her.
It is hard to break his old habits. He has to remember himself constantly that it’s ok to touch others, that he can drape himself around Hyunjin and no one is going to take him away. That he can take the member’s clothes to his nest, he can purr and whine and rest when he needs to. It slowly starts to down on him just how much he has been forced to change and to suffer to hide his status as an omega.
He has no control over his scent, so everyone is constantly knowing how he’s feeling, specially when he’s close to Hyunjin. Yes, he smells like content omega, but he smells like aroused omega too. It’s embarrassing that everyone knows how he’s feeling all the time. It gets worse after their first time, when they step out of their room the members look at them in a mix of shock and disgust, only Jisung is smiling at him and Minho has a smug smile on his face. He’s a constant mixture of horny and embarrassed for the rest of the day because he’ll remember the feeling of Hyunjin’s hands on his skin, the taste of his lips and how he felt inside of him and that will make him horny, but then he’ll receive knowing looks from the others and feel embarrassed. It’s a hard day for Felix, quite literally. It doesn’t help that they can’t keep their hands away from each other, Hyunjin’s arms constantly wrapped around his waist as he noses his scent glands, he knows that he can’t bite him now as the bite will just seal their bond during Felix’s heat, but it doesn’t stop him from nibbling at the skin and making the blonde squirm on his arms.
Felix’s first heat is… intense. He never felt anything like this before, it’s like he’s burning up from the inside, his body desperate for something and only being sated when Hyunjin slides inside of him, he sighs in desire and relief, hands fisting dark locks of hair as he trembles in pleasure. His alpha is always so gentle, always checking if he’s alright and comfortable, but that’s not what he needs right now so he urges Hyunjin to go faster, deeper, harder. His moans echo in the room, and he’s sure that the others would hear him if it wasn’t for the fact that everyone went to a hotel for the three days that his heat is expected to last, he’s sure he’ll be a myriad of bruises by the end of it, he can already feel the imprint of Hyunjin’s hands taking form on his lips, bites and sucking kisses scattered along his torso and stomach, painting the golden skin in hues of purple and blue.
It seems to last forever, the burning inferno on his lower abdomen growing until he spills on his belly. “Bite me, please, please, please.” He babbles as the alpha continues moving inside of him, his knot catching on his rim until it finally locks them together, his warm seed spilling inside of the omega as he clamps his teeth down on his scent gland. There’s a brief sting and then it’s like he’s coming again as pure bliss overcome everything else.
His heat last five days, the doctor says it’s because it has been repressed for so long so it’s normal.
If he thought that he loved Hyunjin before, nothing prepares him for the feeling of being mated to the other, of constantly feeling him and the reassurance that no one can keep them apart now.
It’s a riot when they tell the media about Felix’s status as an omega and that they’re mated. The official story is that he presented late, it’s very rare, but not unheard of, so people buy it easily, there’s a lot of news where they speculate lengthily about how it was obvious that he’s been an omega the whole time and that his presentation makes sense, other ones about how they suspected that he’s been hiding his status but now that they’re mated they can’t hide it anymore, people like to talk and they let them. Stays love it, they’ve been shipping them together for years and the confirmation of their relationship sends the fandom into an uproar. Felix and Hyunjin feel relief for the warm welcome.
It’s a few years later that they announce that Felix’s expecting, sending the fandom into another uproar and the media into a frenzy. The omega can only perform the dances until he’s five months along, he’ll sing from his elevated chair until his eighth month, his mate constantly checking on him, if he thought that Hyunjin was protective before, he gets ten times worse during the pregnancy.
Rowoon comes into the world with a loud cry and his parents tearing up at the sight of him, he has chubby, freckled cheeks, dark hair and pale skin, his lips plush, just like his father’s. He’s the perfect mix of them and they fall in love with the boy instantly. Taking care of a baby is a whole new kind of exhausting, but they have each other and when they need help, Rowoon has six loving uncles that fight for the opportunity of holding him, he’ll be raised in a household full of warmth and love.
As Felix sits on his mate’s lap with their baby on his arms, he thinks about how he never thought that life would bring him to a moment like this, but he’s so happy that it did.
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