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Before the time of graduation lingered like cigarette smoke in the air—heavy, clinging, impossible to forget. Nothing about it felt like a beginning.
Not for Utahime.
Not for Gojo.
And certainly not for the two of them together.
It had started the way all disasters do—quiet, barely noticeable, something sharp hiding underneath the surface.
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“You don’t have to sit here like you’re mad at the world,” Gojo had said, plopping down beside her on the old school rooftop during the last week of classes. “Unless this is just your resting face. Which, honestly, wouldn’t surprise me.”
“You’re obnoxious,” she muttered, turning her face from the sun. “Shouldn’t you be busy letting some other girl braid your ego?”
He snorted. “I would, but none of them have your finesse.”
“I don’t have finesse.”
“You have something. Fire, maybe. Or the personality of a cat that hates everyone but secretly craves affection.”
She rolled her eyes. “That’s not flattering.”
“Wasn’t trying to be. I like you when you’re pissed.”
She hadn’t meant to smile, but she did. Barely. Just enough to give him permission to keep sitting there. Enough to start something that neither of them were ready to finish.
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That week had been full of bad decisions: drinking things they weren’t supposed to, staying out past curfew, ditching classes, ignoring consequences.
And one night—
That night.
It had rained earlier, and the school’s gym had a broken window they used to sneak inside. There were still streamers left over from the graduation ceremony. Utahime stood in the middle of the room, barefoot, spinning slowly singing as old music echoed from her phone speaker. She wasn’t even sure why she’d come there. Maybe to feel like she had a moment for herself and let her voice carry her.
But Gojo had followed.
“Should I be concerned that you’re dancing alone in the dark like a sad indie movie girl?” he said, lounging against the bleachers, that stupid grin on his face. “Or is this a secret ritual?”
“Would you shut up for five seconds?”
He didn’t say anything. But Eager for what came next.
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They didn’t mean to touch each other like that. Not with that much heat. Not with that much hesitation.
It started with a look. Her chin tipped up. His head tilted just slightly like he wanted to understand her.
“You ever done this before?” he asked, voice hushed. No jokes. No performance.
“No.”
He nodded slowly. “Me neither.”
There was something sweet about it—until it wasn’t.
Until it got messy. Clumsy. Too fast. Too intense. Too much skin and not enough breath. Gojo’s hand gripped her waist like he didn’t know how to let go. Her fingers threaded into his hair like she was holding on for dear life.
“I—shit—wait, I don’t know if I—”
“It’s okay,” she whispered, voice cracking. “Just… it’s okay.”
And afterward, when they lay on the cool gym floor, her head tucked against his chest, she thought she heard his heart stutter.
“You okay?” he asked, fingers twitching nervously against her shoulder.
“Yeah,” she said, barely audible.
Then he murmured something she didn’t expect:
“Stay with me.”
But she didn’t.